Why we meet so late

If that's true, it's fate.

It's destiny that I can't be with Lawson. Man is sure to win, but man is still better than life in the end. But if you always blame fate, it seems too far fetched. In the final analysis, the fact that lowerson and I have become like this is largely due to the fact that he has a problem with his conduct.

His deception touched my bottom line, which I can't tolerate.

I said feebly, "well, since you agree, I'll go right away."

"Our business... Please don't tell anyone else, will you?" He opened the door for me, delivered my luggage to the door, and called a car for me to the airport. "I don't want people to see the gap between us."

I would smile bitterly: "others are not blind."

"I don't care." By this time, he had stood shoulder to shoulder on the side of the road, facing me. I've never been a bigamist. My parents died early, and when I was young, I was under the strict discipline of my grandfather. I longed for a perfect marriage more than ordinary people. I'm a layman and I love vanity. I don't want to be seen as imperfect in my marriage. Song Yao, we still have room for detour, right? "

He seemed to be asking me, and he seemed to be talking to himself.

I don't know how to answer him. The taxi has come. I wave“ Stop it. Take care of yourself. "

"Why do you want me to take care? Soon, I will return home. "

"You know that." I'm not sure I will continue to live in Lawson's new home once I return home. I'm not that cheeky. The one who lives in the new villa should be his son born out of wedlock.

"Yes! I understand! But I'd rather I didn't know anything! Will you divorce me when you return home

He held my hand tightly, unwilling to let it go.

"You, let go..." I reminded him.

"No, answer me! I want a definite answer

"I don't know! All said, don't force me any more! " I mourned, "let me move out, give me a month. If people ask me, I'm used to living in my old house. "

"Oh... You are deceiving yourself

Instantly, before I got on the bus, I was infuriated by his words again“ Is it not you who deceive yourself? For any one, in my position, will be irritable, will be painful, will not know how to do? This is the most normal reaction of mine! "

I angrily took off his hand and signaled the driver to drive in English.

"But I love you!" He clenched his teeth.

I sneer: "you are wrong, the person you love most is yourself!"

"Now that it's true, what do you want me to do? I think that everything is already the best arrangement! " He released his hand and put me in the car. Through the window, his eyes were deep and tangled.

I avoided going to see him.

"Song Yao! I can't lose you! "

"Yes, you can't lose me. In this way, you can have a wife and a concubine and enjoy the happiness of all people. Men will think like this, and you are no exception!" My tears came down. I once said this to Gu Yuanhao, but now it's also applied to Luo Weisen.

It's a gorgeous irony.

I reminded the driver to drive. I don't want to listen to him any more.