Why we meet so late

He is tired, and I am tired?

I'm so tired that I'm going crazy. But even so, Lawson still forced me to give an answer now. I want to push him, push him out, push him downstairs, close the door and never let him in again.

There was a fierce struggle in my head, and my hands were clenched into fists. that 's ok! Then break up, divorce! I'll give up. The honeymoon period hasn't passed yet. It's only a few days after I get the license. Ha ha... I'm going to divorce Luo Weisen! It seems that the trip to Saigon is a curse! If I can turn back the clock, I would rather choose another place and follow the arrangement of Lawson than come to Saigon! In that case, I will not meet that strange fortune teller, but also meet Xu Yan! yes! I'm vulnerable and helpless. I'd rather live in deception... If Lawson can deceive me all his life, then it's ok? In marriage, there must be those men and women who love each other for a lifetime, but actually one side has cheated the other side for a lifetime.

I, I really love this man in front of me!

It took me a lot of effort to be with him! Among them, there are worries, suspicions, misunderstandings, and a little bit of caution.

"Song Yao, talk!" Lawson tried to come over and press my shoulder again.

I resist contact with his body!

"What do you want me to say? What on earth can satisfy you? Seriously, I don't know! "

"Ask your heart!" He pressed his chest, his eyes full of blood.

I sighed: "my heart, how, you understand! If I don't love you, I won't marry you! I think, I finally found the end of my life, I am very grateful for the gift of fate! But unexpectedly, this is still a dream bubble! I think my life in marriage, is certainly not perfect, there are shortcomings... If this is life, then I admit it! "

Luoweisen suddenly excited, he suddenly hugged me, regardless of my resistance and kicking, hugged me tightly, hugged me out of breath: "no, song Yao, I don't want you to say that! It's not life, it's just your... Demons! Would you please face it, face it squarely and put it down? "

He shook my shoulder so violently that my body was shaking. I want to push it, but I can't push it away. I'm afraid it's too loud for my mother to hear in the next room. Originally, my mother has been holding her head, staring and listening to the wall. I only hoarse voice, weak in his ear whispered: "I can't do it! At least, now I can't! Do you know what I want to do now? I want to go! Run for life! But although I blame you, blame you, but I still can't deceive myself, until now, I still love you... You say, what can you let me do when such a thing happens? Why don't you teach me? "

"I'm sorry!" He grabbed my hand and put it in his heart. "Song Yao, listen to my heart beat. Xu Yan and my... Son are really an accident. So since then, I've never been drunk. Xu Yan, really can't constitute any threat to you, you don't have to pay attention to her at all! I don't love her and she doesn't love me! She just gave me a surrogate! "

I'm excited when I mention surrogacy.

"But you've had a physical relationship! I remember, when I had a miscarriage, my father arranged for you to surrogate Ji Wei. Then, why don't you tell your grandfather that you already have a child outside? "