Wife meets opponent: Good girl, I'm your husband!

Su Nian once liked a person. After she told Lu Yushen that story, Lu Yushen was very jealous and angry because he always thought he should be the only man Su Nian liked.

Su Nian recalled that time and murmured to Lu Yu, "in fact, I don't know what my feelings for him are now. I didn't see him when I knew him, but I already knew he had a family and children. When I saw him later, I just felt different from what I thought. It's much more beautiful and taller than expected. Later, we worked together and went out together every day. Gradually, the two became familiar. He was six years older than me, knew a lot, but he was very introverted. I don't know how to solve many things better. He often taught me and later became my master.

I used to like a person because of his voice, his eyes and even a smile at me.

He gave me the feeling that small things accumulated and moved me. The first thing that impressed me was that everyone sat together and drank tea. He was responsible for making tea. Everyone else drank raw tea, but I was the only one. He gave me a cup of cooked tea in another pot. People around me asked, why did you pour that for her alone? He said naturally that she didn't like raw tea. People around you laugh and make noise. Look how much your master hurts you. I pretended to be a fool and really aroused thousands of waves in my heart. Few people remember what I like and trouble themselves for what I like. I just thought to myself that I must be doubly good to my master. Later, what people around me often said was that you see how much your master looks at you and how much your master hurts you. You see how good your apprentice is to you. Your apprentice only sees you. So, I began to be confused about my feelings. That afternoon, I went to the warehouse with him and a sister to tidy up. There was a big cake and tea, which was framed by a wooden board. Because it was heavy, I moved the wooden frame with him. My finger was accidentally pricked by a wooden thorn. He looked at me, frowned and said, have you got it? I don't know why. I trembled in my heart. Looking at him, I hurriedly replied that it was all right. It didn't hurt! The same sister looked at me and him, and her eyes were full of exploration. At that moment, I didn't know how to feel guilty. Maybe I feel that he is different from me, maybe I finally realize that he is different from me.

I worship him, trust him and rely on him. In the past few months, we were together almost every day. We were busy. Occasionally, he took me out to do things and took me shopping in his spare time. Once we went to the warehouse. At the door, he showed me a smoke ring, rotated the lit smoke 360 degrees in his mouth and smoked from his nostrils! He is an omnipotent man and a disobedient child in front of me.

After the new year, I knew he would leave for Yunnan soon. Once you go, you may come back half a year, and maybe by the end of the year. He had a very good temper in those days. He often listened to what I said. I casually said that I wanted to go to the hero mountain cultural market. After finishing my work from the warehouse, he took me there. There was a sweet potato seller on the road. I only looked at it and he bought it for me. I've never been so like a child. I've never been so treated as a child. The night before I went to Yunnan, I went back to my dormitory to cook. He went shopping in Ginza, and then we went together. He said, go to the dormitory to find me after shopping. I left my cell phone in class. When I got back to class, I found that he called me several times. I think I want to ask if I have finished my meal and whether I am still in the dormitory. I didn't get a call, but he went to the dormitory to find me. After dinner, he's leaving. I said goodbye to him. Then tears began to flow out. It was clear that he had just walked out of the store, but I had begun to miss him. My sister around me looked at me crying. It was incredible. I didn't understand why I cried so sad. In fact, at the beginning, I didn't understand why I was so reluctant and so sad. Later, I told sister Di and asked her what was going on. Sister Di said, do you like him? It won't be love for a long time!

I don't believe it. How can a person like me grow in love over time? However, up to now, he has been in Yunnan for nearly three months. I miss him every day. What's the matter?

I don't know what kind of mentality and feelings I have, but I'm sure that when I miss him, I'm very sad that he doesn't know, and I can't tell him.

Maybe when everyone sees that I like him, only I don't know. When I was sure I liked him, he was getting farther and farther away from me. And now, I finally lost his news. "

Setbacks make me stronger, out of control, my heart also becomes indifferent. Compassion has never been rampant, but now it has been indifferent to most things. It's not that I'm not kind, but I don't know how to heal, and I don't have the ability to warm others.

Su Nian saw a sentence in the book that day and said, "the moon on the sea is the moon in the sky, and the person in front of him is his sweetheart.

The heart has always been a spectator, but people are people in the play.

I long to be collected, properly placed and carefully preserved all my life. Avoid my shock, my pain, my exile, and my lack of branches to rely on.

But that man, I know, I always know, he will never come.

What if he will never come? I will put him in the bottom of my heart, place him properly, collect it carefully, and never forget it. "

After reading it, she felt very moved. It's a great pleasure to like you. I see your clothes. See the tip of your eyebrows. You're wearing a cap today. Your eyes are bent into a bridge today. You walked past me. You inadvertently cast your eyes. All make me very happy. It's all because I like you.

Recently, Su Nian couldn't go shopping because she was pregnant. After playing casually, she wrote things at home. She wrote a paragraph that day, which probably means, "under the cliff is the sea, there are fish in the sea, sand in the sea and rain in the sea.

Occasionally, you can see blue sky and white clouds through the sea. Why don't people sleep in the sea? Maybe life will be better.

I have been thinking in my heart for many years that when I was 60, my face was gone and my body was old. I was willing to go down from there to the sea, to the waves and to freedom. I will be free and fly happily. My hair will stop at the most beautiful time, and my eyes will flash like stars. I must remember everything I wanted at first. Now, even if I don't have it, I will still be the happiest.

Let's go, let's go. My home, I will come to you.

I yearn for you and I love you. "

Lu Yushen was so nervous that he thought he had some bad ideas.

Hurriedly beckoned to take her to see a psychologist.

Su nianyou then made a long confession to Lu Yushen and said, "I love you as much as I want to love myself.

Then do your best. Like a plant that catches nutrients and sucks them desperately. Transmitting blood and spirit. Let the heavy soul like shackles get a moment's breathing.

If I love you, I will make myself live better.

I see you like another self. Therefore, I am so eager that you can live well and be happy. No one can compare with you. Because then, through the mountains and the crowds, it seems that at a distant glance, I can see that another person is doing well. "

In the past, Su Nian was a bad child. He said he was a bad child. In fact, it was not so serious. But she is a tacky woman with red shoes. There were large and small scars on her arm, which looked like the marks left by a knife or glass. A child asked her, aunt, why are there so many scars on your arm. It's ugly. She smiles and is young and not sensible. Just under this sentence, there is a lot of despair and sadness.

She remembers that when a new wound occurred, she was still a vulgar little girl who had to cry to her friends. Just recall that message, her heart is sad“ When I saw the big and small wounds and bruises on my body. While I feel happy, I have deep hopelessness and fear. I feel that I am full of strong hatred for a world. I feel that I am about to lose sight of those lights. I'm afraid I'll never find my way back. I want to hug you, but I find myself cold. How can I protect you and warm you again. Because I won't love myself. "

Maybe people will feel hypocritical when they see it, but she herself is a sensitive woman. At that time, she wrote those words all by heart. Sometimes the pen she held tightly in her hand seemed to be her last resort. The sudden panic in my heart, like a tide, spread over, which is a large area of naked desolation. She stood in the sun, her palms covered desperately. All the fragility, like this wound exposed in front of others. For the first time, I felt that these wounds brought her not only vent, but also shame. External fragility is a disgrace.

Mental torture is far greater than physical torture. One is never destroyed, always think of, but the other is just a temporary pain. Compared with these mental pain, she is more willing to accept those physical pain, and gladly accept it.

When life was better, she once wanted to find a way to remove those scars on her body, but it didn't work in the end. If she exists, she can always remind her that she can't go wrong step by step.

I'm paranoid. If I love you, I will love you deeply. If you have him in your eyes, you will be accompanied all your life. I don't need extra feelings. I just ask the person I love to treat me as I do. I am the only one in my life, and I love only one in my life. Each other is unique and loyal.

Now she finally has her own happiness, Lu Yushen, grandma and children in her stomach. What about the future? She believes. She'll get better and better.