This is not a new era of women should have thinking, but a normal woman should have some thinking, she loves zhanglaciers, of course, want to give birth to him a child, and he is the only boy in Zhan family, if he does not have children, Zhan family since then lonely.

She can't imagine that all of this is because of her.

"Xiaoxiao ah," Wang Shuhui smiled at her, reached out her hand, held her hand, and smiled: "you know? What's the most regretful thing in my life? "

LinXiaoxiao listened to her carefully.

"My regret is that he gave birth to Xiaochuan's father. He should grow up healthily and happily like the children of ordinary people. But he didn't, he had borne everything he shouldn't bear at this age. Finally, when he was a child, he died." "

when it comes to himself, he died Wang Shuhui can not relieve his eldest son. In her words, "this is a political struggle. He is the one who is hard to be loyal and filial, so he chose loyalty, but he threw us down and his children..."

LinXiaoxiao felt sad and sad, but she couldn't express anything, because she had no right to speak about this matter.

Because she could not feel the same experience, she could not understand the pain she had suffered.

"These things, I have been holding in my heart for decades, have been waiting for Xiaochuan to grow up, but his life is so long, we look at it, and we will be more and more uneasy, because they will also grow old, but they have their own life, we hope, their company, but also hope they can live well, many things, always difficult to be both beautiful, It's like now, he went to the battlefield for Grandpa, but it was his will, and if it was me, I would not let him go. "

Wang Shuhui always hopes that he has a peaceful and ordinary life.

"But he was born in Zhan's house, which is his destiny..."

Finally, she said with tears. Those sad past events, can not be mentioned, and the torrent that can not stop is coming. She can't stop these emotions. She can't control these emotions. These sadness, pain and helplessness hidden in the inner body

"Grandma," Lin Xiaoxiao did not know how to comfort her, because she knew that these sad feelings, only her own digestion.

It's like she lost her father, and until now she has no way to return to God from the shadow of death.

When the relatives go, they die, and there is no way to return. He went to another world. You can never meet each other. But the world is changing day by day. Every day, it is changing. Fate ruthlessly abuse you, but you have no ability to resist.

This is the change that time brings, so-called submission.

Wang Shuhui refused to go on again. It was so painful that every time she said it would be like a knife stabbed from her heart, which made her sleep hard for several days and nights.

But today, there are some things she has to say.

"Xiaoxiao, Zhan family does not want a great grandson, but if his fate is still the old road of Xiaochuan, it stands on the position of me and your grandfather, I prefer not," she looked at her, eyes were tears, and the voice was trembling: "Xiaoxiao, grandma this life, so painful came, but you, can live with Xiaochuan peace, you don't need to live in peace with Xiaochuan To experience all this. "

Because of love, so that will be so, she did everything, is to let them live well.

Lin Xiaoxiao never thought that one day, grandma would tell her such words, such a super avant-garde words, even she never thought about

The topic is too heavy, only for a short time, Wang Shuhui can not support it. She puts her hand at her hand: "OK, no, it is sad, and it also gives you more worry." she sighed and swallowed the topic back. For anyone, it is too heavy.

She didn't want to say these words to her, but Lin Xiaoxiao, her closest and most relative daughter-in-law, how can she not say it? She has a long life. If she doesn't mention her, who will take her?

Zhan glacier is a man of what kind, she can not understand, her grandson, he is almost separated from the skills, he has his own loyalty, has his own filial piety, but his wife, like her, is fated, only he can rely on, if later, what is he really doing, how should she?

Zhan family has passed in recent years. No one has tripped them because zhanyuanpei is in town because he has his son. Now there is no family in Zhan family, even if it is thin, it is difficult to guarantee some people will take this as an article.

They can not care, but outside those people's gossip said more, will Lin Xiaoxiao caused what kind of harm?

These things, Wang Shuhui thought in the quiet of the night, she even agreed with the drugs Liu mother prepared, one is to give Lin Xiaoxiao to adjust her body, the other is to let her more opportunities to bear children, to her, to everyone is a complete.

Although she did not think it was a blessing for the child to be born in Zhan's house.Just because she loves two people doesn't mean she doesn't think about them.

However, it is because she thinks too much that her mind is in a mess. Zhan Yuanpei has gone through a lot of roads, but the only one who has not entered her heart. The two people have been with each other for many years. The days they really accompany each other are not more than five years. He treats her and she treats him like relatives.

Support each other and grow old together "Madame? What do you think? You are so distracted. "Liu Ma Duan comes with the clear soup, and the two people are cushioned first. Lunch will be ready soon.

Wang Shuhui came out of her trance and gave a dry smile: "people, as soon as they are old, they are easy to think. If you look at my brain, you don't know what I'm thinking. It's just a mess."

"You may be too worried about the master. Don't worry. The young master has gone and will surely bring him back safely," Liu Ma Ru comforted her.

Wang Shuhui just nodded calmly.

Who can say exactly what happened on the battlefield?

Take a sip of chicken soup, she wryly smile: "my life, spent here, endless waiting, Xiaoxiao, you must not go the old way of grandma ah."

This road, full of thorns, full of loneliness and loneliness, full of helplessness and indifference, all have to carry on their own.

No one carries it for you. The only one who is willing to carry it for you is always carrying it for others.

Lin Xiaoxiao looked at her grandmother so tired that she didn't speak. She just smiles and calms her down: "I know..." But should she?

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