With You

(No.259—No.263)

No.259

Luo Zhi quietly listened to me talking upside down.

I don't know what I have to say, but I have a tablemate, I like him, and I want to stay with him. But I know I should study literature.

I told her that my name is Geng Geng and his name is Yu Huai. I told her how excellent Yu Huai is and how unassuming; I told her about the Honda squares, about the "Snow White" we played together, about him and Chen Xuejun, about him and telling me not to study literature, and about him Help me stop the nosebleed...

Many many trivial things.

Luo Zhi smiled and listened without being impatient at all.

"You like him, but he doesn't know. You don't know if he likes you or not, so if you stay, neither future nor him may be able to reward you. You also know that things that are not rewarded are meaningless and should not be done. But you can't bear it, you can only drink poison to quench your thirst, right?"

I nodded: "In comparison, I'm really nonsense."

"No," Luo Zhi shook his head, "what you said is not nonsense."

The sun gradually disappeared between the buildings, but there is still a long time before the real dark.

"I can't help you. I really don't know." she said.

I thought she would say that life is very long, the feeling of like will change, it is not worth sacrificing the future, you will regret it. Or she would say that you can continue to like him after you have studied literature, and you have to distinguish between priority and priority. She might even say that studying science is not necessarily bad. You have to work hard to catch up with him. It may not be without miracles.

But she said she didn't know.

"I didn't live to understand myself, what can I teach you." She turned her head and looked at the sun setting behind her, her expression solemn and sad.

"Senior sister, do you have someone you like too?"

She didn't say yes or no: "Geng Geng, I actually envy you very much."

Some people say they envy me.

"I am really envious. If you like someone, you can't help but want to get close to him, talk to him, and understand everything about him. You have this opportunity to wrap your likes under the identity of the same table, and often open one Make a joke, belittle each other, and then care about each other. Even if the symptoms are not a cure, it is much better than not being able to see it and pretending not to know it."

"Senior Sister..."

"You think it doesn’t matter if you don’t know each other now, because you still need time to prepare. One day you will let him know the best you. But sometimes the relationship doesn’t matter whether you’re good or not, it’s just a second away, even if you’re good, His goodness has long been given to others."

She turned her head and smiled at me.

"So, I really can't help you, not because I am jealous of you. I really don't know. I don't know what is more important."

The school bell rang.

I'm sorry for delaying her two self-study classes. Luo Zhi shook his head and patted my head.

She sat on the window sill and watched me go away. I turned my head and saw her smiling at me, just like on the school day.

It suddenly occurred to me that when the first year of high school was just beginning, I randomly pressed the shutter several times in front of the crowd, and one of them was Luo Zhi. She stared in a certain direction, but I didn't know who she was looking at.

But she would not tell me her story.

No.260

Many people have asked me if I can study literature, but my answer is that I haven't thought about it yet.

But Yu Huai never asked once.

But I didn't need to ask anymore. Zhang Ping came to collect the student volunteer form. A total of seven people in our class stood up and submitted the form. Among them were Jian, Wen Xiaoxiao and me.

Beta exploded on the spot.

"No loyalty! I also want to learn literature!"

"Didn't you say, who is studying literature and who is the grandson?!" The simplicity of the good temper gave her a blank look.

β quickly raised his finger and pointed to the simple: "Grandson!"

When I met at the podium, Wen Xiaoxiao cast a tacit look at me, regretful and fortunate, as if he had found a companion.

When I walked back to my seat, Yu Huai was watching me all the way. I couldn't avoid it, so I raised my head and looked at him.

Then he turned his head away.

June passed in a hurry.

No.261

At noon on the day when the last subject of the final exam was over, β suddenly and simply rushed into the exam room to find me.

"Let's go out and play!" Beta happily proposed, "Celebrate your two grandsons betraying Class 5 to learn essays!"

I said okay while packing my schoolbag, are we three?

Jian Jian blushed suddenly and whispered, "There is also Han Xu."

β added: "But Han Xu, the grandson, called Xu Yanliang as well. It's not authentic."

The two of them walked over, supported me on the left and the other, and said loudly: "Don't be too slow, let's go, have a meal together, and then go to sing or watch a movie? You can watch "Ambush" or " "A Thousand Opportunities", I heard "Ambush on Ten Sides" is ugly, Zhang Ziyi has been dead for a long time and hasn't died clean..."

I suddenly turned around and said: "Wait for me, I also want to call someone."

I was about to rush into the examination room and I almost ran into someone who strode out of the class.

It's Yu Huai. He looked at β and simply said: "You guys are going out to play? Why don't you take me."

No.262

β was cut in by the male parent with the child when he was queuing up at KFC. After a few quarrels, he lifted the plate and ran out of the store with all of us who were unknown.

"What's wrong? Why are you calling him stupid?" Xu Yanliang was puzzled.

"What do you do if you don't scold him!" β was furious, "I can't beat him again!"

So we all went back to the streets of the sun and wandered around. Simply seeing the sweat bead on Han Xu's head immediately felt distressed. We suggest that we don't pick and choose, just go to a restaurant and eat something, anyway, we are not hungry.

β is not happy: "Do you think I am picking and choosing? Of course I have to be responsible for pulling so many of you out. This is motherhood! If only I am myself, I can just eat the Oreo in the bag."

"Is it really black to **** when eating Oreo?" Xu Yanliang asked suddenly.

"Shut up!" "You have something wrong!"

We all scolded him for saying such disgusting things at dinner.

Only β nodded happily and said, "Isn't it? You go home and try it. You can still get out of the Olympics by eating five donuts!"

Yu Huai walked by my side the whole time, but never talked to me.

It was true that everyone was not very hungry, so they ate some casually near the cinema, and caught up with the "Ambush on Ten Sides" that happened just after three o'clock in the afternoon.

There were only six of us in the theater.

"Private the venue!" Beta jumped down the steps and pointed to the empty theater with a smile like a national leader, "Come on, you are welcome, just sit and sit."

So Jian simply found a row to sit with Han Xu. Xu Yanliang thought everyone should sit together, and leaned forward, but was killed by a simple stab-"Stay away from the two of us".

I simply don’t know when I grew up into a woman who can speak with her eyes...

I turned my head and looked at Yu Huai who was still standing on the last step, and asked, "Where do you want to sit?"

"You care about me, I can't sit anywhere."

There is something wrong with who you catch and bite! I gave him a blank look, ignored him, just found a place to sit down.

Then he sat down on my right.

The same as before in the class. Maybe never again.

No.263

Before I had time to touch the joy and sadness that just came up in my heart, Xu Yanliang and β sat down on my left hand side. I glared at β, and she leaned close to my ear and said very lightly: "You have to be considerate of me. If I give you two more opportunities, then Xu Yanliang and I will really be forced into a pair by reality. , Do you bear it?"

The movie started soon. I found with great regret that it was a mistake to sit with them and watch a movie.

"Kanejo Takeshi is really good-looking." β sighed while eating popcorn.

"Come on, all blindly follow suit." Xu Yanliang pointed to the screen, "Look carefully, he is uglier than me in some angles."

"Xu Yanliang, I really appreciate your spirit of sacrificing your life and pulling the other side down."

After a while, Xu Yanliang said: "I heard that Zhang Yimou and Zhang Ziyi had a relationship, because Zhang Ziyi looks very much like Gong Li."

"Really?" Beta said very absent-mindedly.

"Who knows, the person involved will definitely not admit it, or explain that it is a very respectful senior, that is, a'very good friend', cut. Hey, do you believe that there is a pure friendship between boys and girls?"

"Others can't tell, you must be very pure with everyone."

"Why do you say that?"

β laughed: "By your looks."

Listening to their come and go cross talk show, the poignant scene of the blind girl dying in the yellow leaf forest played by Zhang Ziyi actually made me laugh.

Later, I can't remember the content of this movie. How many times did Zhang Ziyi die? Why didn't she die? Does she like Andy Lau or Takeshi Kaneshiro? I can't remember any of them.

I only remember that many times in the middle, I turned my head slightly and looked at Yu Huai quietly with my peripheral light, not daring to move too much for fear that he would see it.

The dark environment of the cinema is natural protection. Compared with the bright big screen, my eyes are too dim.

But still curious. Does he know that I am watching him? Does he know why I am looking at him?

Yu Huai, do you know?