Wolfish president: not to be your woman

"Say what?"

With only three words, Gu Yaner smiled happily. He finally stopped rejecting her. As soon as he pulled his arm, the two sat on the floor and leaned against the bed board together. She said, "Meng Xuan, you are like a person in my memory, really, like."

"How much? Are you so much like Wu Yanran?"

Gu Yan'er didn't look at him and continued: "it's not so like, but you have too many similarities with the person in my memory."

"Is it the man named ah zhe?" it was not cold. He actually warmed his face lines and talked to her low. His voice was still hoarse, but it was so good in her ears.

"Hehe, you guessed it. Then I'll admit it. Meng Xuan, ah Zhe is my husband. I love him very much, but..." at this point, she doesn't know how to go on.

"But he's dead, isn't he?"

The word "death" made Gu Yaner tremble. Yes, Ke Hezhe died. She saw his body in the morgue with her own eyes, but her heart was very painful when she heard the word. The pain suddenly excited her, turned her head and looked at Meng Xuan. She shook his shoulder, "No, I don't allow you to say he's dead. He's not dead. He must not be dead. Meng Xuan, I have a feeling that he always seems to live around me. He never left me."

"Gu Yan'er, it's easy for you to dream. Just because of your feeling, you take me as him, don't you? But I'm a man and I don't like to be someone else's substitute." he said casually. Then, regardless of whether she agreed or not, he lit another cigarette, lit it and puffed in his mouth.

"Hehe, you don't like being a double?"

"Nobody likes it."

With a self mocking smile, she turned her head and looked at his face in the smoke. It was not clear at all, "yes, I don't like it. I used to be a substitute for another woman for three months. By the way, you know that woman?"

After she finished this sentence, Meng Xuan's hand shook and let the smoke spread with the shaking of his hand. "Since you don't like yourself, don't take me as someone else's double."

"Hehe, don't you wonder who that woman is?" she never said many words to anyone, even Ke Hezhe. But now, she wants to talk to Meng Xuan around her. If she does, she will feel much more comfortable.

"Who?" asked faintly, which had nothing to do with him, so he asked calmly.

"Wu Yanran." she finished quickly, but she didn't see any reaction from him. "Meng Xuan, do you like Wu Yanran too? But I advise you to stay away from her, or you will be killed by her." Wu Yanran's means of framing her was absolutely first-class.

"Oh, so it is."

"Don't call Ranran." Gu Yaner was disgusted by his address to Wu Yanran. Listening to him, it was like the feeling when Ke Hezhe called Ranran in his sleep on the rooftop.

"Ha ha..." Meng Xuan smiled and shrugged noncommittally at her strong reaction. "In the Green Gang, almost every man calls her that. What's strange? If I call her Wu Yanran, it's strange."

"Are you familiar with her?" she looked at him in the fog and really wanted to get into his mind to see what he was thinking now. When she said a word without a word, she was so anxious that she had to jump out of her heart.

"It's OK, but my recent task is to partner with her." Meng Xuan smiled and didn't hide her. "In fact, it's just a trick made by the old man. He's testing me." his eyes looked at me faintly. Meng Xuan didn't know what he was thinking. He whispered while thinking.

Meng Xuan's words made Gu Yan'er slightly moved. It seems that he is not happy and he doesn't like that life.

"Meng Xuan, maybe the Green Gang is not the life you want. Leave, and you will find that the world will only be warmer and more human." at this moment, she forgot to use Meng Xuan to approach Wu Hongda. She just wanted to make him happy and see his happiness.

"Ha ha, people like me have been in the Bureau. Where will they want me? I'm afraid I'll frown at the sight of my name. I don't like to live by looking at other people's faces." picked up the wine bottle in his hand, Meng Xuan said 'Gudong' and drank more than half of the bottle.

Maybe it's the effect of alcohol, so he finally opened the conversation to her, which is also a progress.

"Meng Xuan, why don't you work in my company."

"No." he resumed his cold attitude and seemed to reject her thousands of miles away.

"Isn't it good to do a serious job? It's much better than you in the Green Gang. Why can't you quit drug addiction and live like a normal person?"

"Can I?" he took another sip of wine. He drank up all the wine in the wine bottle. When he watched his throat shake and gently swallowed the wine, her mouth also secreted the pungent taste and hot wine.

"Yes, trust me," she said seriously, turning to grab his arm. "You can, I believe you."

"But I..." just said two words, and his whole body began to tremble.

He had a drug addiction.

This time, instead of holding back like the last time, he stood up without hesitation, then opened the drawer and took out what he wanted and the needle.

Gu Yaner watched Meng Xuan slowly inject that thing into his body.

Well, he leans comfortably against the bed. The look of closing his eyes tells Gu Yaner that he is very comfortable now.

Yes, everyone will look like that when smoking that thing, but looking at Meng Xuan's expression, Gu Yaner's subconscious heart moved. Whether he was closing his eyes or not, she shook his shoulder, "Meng Xuan, you haven't smoked for long, have you?"

The man's hand gently held her, as if it was just an inadvertent gentle move when enjoying the happy feeling brought to him by that thing, "Shh, don't talk."

"Hey, I have to talk. Meng Xuan, if you go on like this, your life will be over." if you want to wake him up, his appearance worries her and makes her sad. Obviously, it doesn't matter, but she doesn't consciously worry and feel sorry for him.

Meng Xuan didn't make a sound, but continued to immerse himself in the fast ~ feeling that the thing brought him. After a long time, he said, "you know, I can only suck this thing once in two days." the very light and weak voice made Gu Yaner's heart tremble.

"You mean you can suck today, but you can't suck tomorrow?" no wonder she watched him shrink in the corner that day, struggling in pain.

Meng Xuan closed his eyes and nodded. "Miss Gu, I really told you too much today, which has exceeded my imagination." it seems that he doesn't want to say anything more. Meng Xuan continues to lie on the edge of the bed. He is politely asking her to leave.

Yes, she also said a lot, even what she had never said before, such as Ran Ran. However, Meng Xuan's answer comforted her a lot. It turned out that he and Wu Yanran didn't have the special relationship as she thought. That's good.

Although it was just talk, she just believed him.

"Meng Xuan, promise me to go to work in my company tomorrow. As long as you promise, I'll leave." she's a bit rogue. Anyway, she really doesn't like him to stay in the Green Gang, or she secretly wants to see him again, because if she leaves now, I'm afraid she has no reason to find him again in the future, but she just wants to see him, She told herself that she just wanted to see him, and wanted to quietly transfer her yearning for ah Zhe. Otherwise, the yearning had pressed her to stop breathing.

In the air, it's quiet.

Those beautiful dark blue eyes were still gently closed. Occasionally, his long eyelashes flashed. The flash told her that he was awake.

"Meng Xuan, did you agree?" no refusal means there is still hope.

"Phone." his hand suddenly stretched out, because he closed his eyes and let his invisible fingertips slide and touch her face. That touch, like an electric shock, made Gu Yaner tremble all over. Subconsciously, she couldn't and shouldn't have any contact with him again.

"What?" in a trance, she didn't react to what he was going to do.

"Your phone number, tomorrow, I'll give you the answer." he was still light and cold, but he no longer refused people thousands of miles away.

Oh, yeah! She cheered happily in her heart. When there was a play, she hurried to take her mobile phone, but when she wanted to call his mobile phone, she found that she didn't know his mobile phone number.

"Tell me your number and I'll call you. It naturally exists in your mobile phone."

"XXXXXXXXXXXX." he read it quickly, regardless of whether she could write it down or not, but she remembered it only once because she listened carefully. When he connected, his mobile phone rang stuffy under the pillow of the single bed, "yes." he was still immersed in the comfort brought to him by the East and West, lazy and didn't want to move. Looking at him like this, Compared with the usual Meng Xuan with cold and hard lines, he doesn't seem to be a person at all.

That thing can change a person's essence.

"Meng Xuan, I'm gone, you have a rest." really, there was no reason to stay. When she crossed him, she quickly walked out of the room and pedaled downstairs, her mind was the picture of him lying on the floor like a sleeping docile tiger.

Meng Xuan did not respond, only endless loneliness and emptiness behind him.