Woman, where to escape

His mother's only achievement in her celibacy in recent years is that she has seen through the love in the world and understood that it is not easy for two people forcibly tied together to torture each other. She is alone, goes to college for the elderly, dances, travels and has a very comfortable life.

Parents are happy, and a corner of their hearts about filial piety has finally fallen.

In the two months in D Province, he traveled all over the mountains and rivers in D Province, watching the sunset, listening to insects and birds, and his heart seemed more tired in the empty light——

His father repeatedly reminded him that a man of 33 years old is a watershed in life. Starting a family is a necessary process for a man.

He just smiled lightly.

Of course, Dad won't know. He has a woman in his heart, and he won't know who that woman is.

Occasionally, when he was bored, he would also think of the warm and deadly little girl's tricks. After careful consideration, he felt that it was really good to be young and fearless about everything. He dared to pursue boldly whatever he liked and loudly said love to whoever he liked. Even if he knew that these tricks didn't have any effect, even if she hit her head and blood, she took the trouble to do it.

Does she really love herself so much?

Love, the word, is a little uncertain for him now. To be honest, he can't figure out why at all.

Only a sigh.

After all, he's not as sweet as that little girl.

On the contrary, he can't afford to put it down. After tossing around for so many years, he is still alone. He is clearly a crisp master. Why is it so awkward?

Maybe it's really old.

If he were ten years younger and covered by those young madness and fearlessness, would he have the courage to try?

As a result, there is no answer.

The days of celibacy have passed for a long time, and he has always been used to it.

But why do you suddenly have so many desires? I long for a woman to watch TV with me on the sofa. When I'm tired, someone gives him a pot of tea, when I go home, someone gives him dry slippers, when I'm hungry, someone gives him the food he likes to eat. When I'm sleepy, I can sit in a quilt and talk about strange things. When I open my eyes in the morning, I can see a living woman, not the silence in the bedroom.

Is it true that such a day is life?

At the same time, there is still no answer.

Time, in a flash, it's September——

These days, I've been urged by Qian's second son. He feels very shameful about his behavior of playing and disappearing. It's just a purpose to push around. I haven't been together for a long time. If he doesn't go back, the sky in J city is about to collapse.

Moreover, the most important thing is that the distance race between Xu madman and color for six years is finally coming to an end. They are happily preparing for the wedding. It is coincidental that the key Xu Feng has been looking for to break through the family fortress for so many years is actually a child.

After knowing that color was pregnant for three months, although the Xu family was still reluctant and couldn't cross the barrier, they still lowered their attitude when they thought of their son's dead heart in his thirties and for the sake of their grandchildren. Chief of staff Xu personally found another villa where they lived together and urged them to get married as soon as possible, so as not to let people see jokes about unmarried children.

To be honest, Bai Munian is trying to make madmen happy.

However, in this way, even the last child with hair has achieved positive results. What about him?

After a long hesitation, he finally decided that it was time to go back to J city.

On the way home from the airport, he has been sitting quietly in the back seat of the car, frowning slightly and looking at the familiar scenery passing through the window. He has lived in this city for more than 30 years. After a long separation and reunion, he found that it was very kind.

When the car stopped at the door of his house, he got off with his luggage and breathed a long sigh of relief.

Home, a person is also home.

At a casual glance, the mailbox at the gate seemed to be filled with subscribed newspapers. With a sigh, he took the key to open it——

Then, stunned!

In addition to the newspaper, there were dozens of letters, all of which were the masterpiece of the warm little girl. They didn't miss it all day. The envelope was covered with colorful things, all of which were the favorite things of young girls of their age.

In this era of communication in all directions, he admitted that paper letters are a rarity, and there are so many rarities that he had to be shocked.

After weighing the letters, he pursed his lips, smiled, shook his head and entered the house.

Sitting on the sofa, thinking about the days when she was almost crazy, he opened them one by one slowly.

Some letters are very long. She has experienced something from morning to night, encountered some strange things, ate some delicious food, and had some mood changes. She writes everything down in detail and is not idle. It is even smaller than microblog.

Some letters are short enough to be one sentence.

——"Brother Nian, where have you been? Do you really hate warmth?"

——"Brother Nian, will you come back? I won't bother you after the big deal. I just look at you from a distance."

——"Brother Nian, I like you."

——"Brother Nian, it's true. I like you very much. I like you very much."

As he watched, he frowned and couldn't erase the faint sadness in his heart.

Finally turned to the latest one, which was sent out yesterday afternoon.

This letter is very long——

Brother Nian:

At 8:50 tomorrow morning, I will leave J city. The flight to Luobin will carry my deep attachment to you. Among the clouds, I will bless you at an altitude of 30000 feet, and I will bless you forever at the other end of the earth and in that distant country.

That is the place where I grew up. I will continue my studies there, and I will grow up slowly there. Maybe one day, I will grow into the kind of woman you like.

Sorry, brother Nian.

Sorry, because I love you.

Because I love you, I am stubborn in my pursuit, and my ignorance has caused you too many troubles. I am not a good girl. I thought I would get Cupid's care as long as I love bravely, but I didn't realize how painful and tangled my selfishness is for a person who doesn't love in my heart.

I left, but my love for you will not end.

If one day you are no longer alone, then I won't bother you again.

If you are lonely every day, please look back at me. In the vast sea of people, I must be the one who loves you most.

Brother Nian, do you believe in fate?

Brother Nian, you know what? It took me only one second to fall in love with you.

Brother Nian, every day, as soon as I open my eyes, there is only one idea in my mind. I desperately want to see you. I want to insert a pair of wings on my back and fly to you.

I still remember the day I first met you, you just sat there quietly and didn't even give me a superfluous look, but you know? In my little world, at that moment, I heard the sound of flowers blooming. It was pink and so beautiful.

Brother Nian, after I left, no one bothered you anymore. Will you be happy? I just hope you don't be so silent, okay? Learn to smile. I've been thinking, how can you be earth shaking and handsome when you are really happy to laugh without reservation?

Now, to say goodbye, my heart suddenly hurts. Brother Nian, I can't bear it. I always thought that if I like you, you should like me and forgive me for not having loved. After all this, I finally know that love is not only colorful and gorgeous, but also rainy and sour——

Brother Nian, brother Nian, let me call you a few more times. How I miss that night with a high fever and the moment when your warm hand touched my forehead. If possible, I'd like to sing it again (cloth doll). That's the only children's song I can sing. My childhood memory is very few. The deepest part is the endless quarrel between my father and mother, but I didn't know until later, A quarrel is better than no quarrel. When there is no quarrel, my home will be gone——

Well, stop complaining. Although I don't want to, I have to admit that you hate me, but I still have to say.

Bai Munian, I like you.

Well, another disgusting sentence, you are the only color that my eyes can see. You are the brightest light in my life! Everything about you is the best for me, the best, the best in the whole world.

Because I'm in love with you, Bai Munian. I love you so much!

Forgive me, OK? I believe she is a good girl who sticks to love. Forgive me, Aha!

Believe me, I think time can prove that my love for you will come to the end of time!

Goodbye, my favorite brother Nian!

Over the years, I will pray for you day and night, but also for myself. With the most pious heart, I will pray for you. One day, I will fall in love with me——

Kiss you secretly, huh!

——Always love your warmth

At this time, the lights in the room flickered, and Bai Munian put down the pile of letters in disorder.

Then he sank into the sofa. It was so quiet that he lit a cigarette for himself——

Fire is also warm, or warm.

Late at night, two cigarettes, three cigarettes, four cigarettes——

Until the ashtray was full of cigarette butts!