Zhaojia Village is an ordinary village that cannot be different.

Hundreds of families are basically in their sixties, old, weak, sick, disabled, and pregnant.

Those who were a little more able to do some work went to the city.

After all, hard work in farming is thousands of dollars a year.

But go to work outside.

casually, it's three or four thousand yuan a month.

Married couples put their young children with the elderly.

You can only come back during the New Year's holidays.

Zhaojia Village is full of left-behind children.

But unlike all left-behind children.

Zhao Zuo even envied other left-behind children.

Because they have at least one grandparent

Grandpa's.

Zhao Zuo, since he was six years old, his parents have gone to the city to work.

Zhao Zuo grew up eating 100 family meals.

Zhao Zuo's parents gave the family a few hundred yuan a month

Give the family a few hundred dollars.

Let Zhao Zuo usually sleep in someone's house

Eat a mouthful of food.

I lived like this for two years.

Sometimes the host is at a relative's house

Sometimes it's just villagers who don't know much well.

The people of a village always have an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

It's okay for everyone to take care of each other

It won't let him starve to death.

Zhao Zuo is now eight and a half years old.

He learned to read words and looks.

I also learned to eat more staple foods and less vegetables in other people's homes, and save people's food.

Zhao Zuo's parents didn't love him.

It's just that it seems to be particularly careless.

To say that you care, you also care.

After all, there are a lot of boarding costs.

To say that it doesn't care.

They didn't seem to take into account Zhao Zuo's life of such a wandering life.

Formation of fragile character and difficult situations.

An outsider who is always under the fence.

In different strangers' homes.

The pain of stealing life.

Zhao Zuo originally thought that he could not care.

He even comforted himself.

I'm a man

My mom and dad worked hard

I can't let them worry.

When it makes him more painful.

It's the family that lives there, and it is obvious that they want to get together alone with their own family

Mingli secretly asked Zhao Zuo to come back later tonight.

Or simply don't come back.

Zhao's left cheek is thin.

The less a person has, the more vulnerable they are.

The more vulnerable you are, the more sensitive you are, and the more self-esteem you have

Often this kind of time.

Zhao Zuo would rather sleep in the village's broken temple.

Holding the elementary school uniform shivering and freezing all night.

I don't want to go back and be looked down upon.

Naturally, there are classes among elementary school students.

Both parents are around, and the family conditions are not bad.

Nature is the highest status.

It's clean at all times.

When I got out of school, my young parents came to pick me up

As soon as school is over, I threw myself into my parents' arms.

Blissfully happy.

The second-class is that my parents work in the city.

But there are elderly people at home to protect and take care of them.

The old man is old.

But kind and gentle.

It is also for children to have something to rely on.

Xiang Zhao Zuo like this

Generally cooked, it is the lowest grade.

Let anyone slaughter, anyone can laugh at a few words.

But Zhao Zuo was not bullied too much.

Because he was too cold.

Such a young child seems very cold.

And a fearless look.

Obviously there was no fight.

But it's the type that looks like a fight, and the one who will be ruthless.

Only Zhao Zuo knew in his heart.

Since he was very young.

A family living in a hostage.

There was a child about the same age.

The kid had a birthday that day.

His parents told Zhao Zuo that they would come back after eating out in the evening.

Eating out?

It's almost impossible to do in the village.

Zhao Zuo's parents gave all the money to the host family.

They thought they could give their children a place to sleep and a full meal.

The child does not need money on his own.

Zhao Zuo also mentioned it to his parents.

Can you give him some pocket money.

But his parents said.

"Such a young child has pocket money?

It's easy to learn badly!

The school needs to pay for books or something

Just call your parents and ask for it. “

Zhao Zuo explained that there was no way.

I didn't mention it again.

That night.

Zhao Zuo is in the ruined temple.

It's raining heavily.

He was with a Buddha statue that had been abandoned by the villagers.

The Buddha statue looks as dilapidated as he is.

He was hungry that night.

Looking at the doorway into the wilderness.

At first it was fear.

Later, I suddenly wanted to open it.

What is there to fear?

The big deal is death.

If the bad guys come, I don't have any money on me.

He was furious and killed me.

If it's a beast of prey.

That's bad luck for him

I'm small, hungry to the bones

It also can't get enough to eat.

Zhao Zuo leaned on the Buddha statue.

Imagine the villagers he was staying in.

They probably bought the kids a birthday cake.

Birthday cake?

He had only eaten it once.

Still at the age of four.

The timing of his birthday is not good.

Next to the Spring Festival.

Mom and Dad can't always come back on the right day.

I'm back, and I don't have the excitement of making up for my birthday.

Zhao Zuo imagined.

The person who lives in that house.

It should be sitting together.

Eating a strawberry-flavored birthday cake.

The couple sang Happy Birthday to their children.

The family was happy and harmoniously reunited.

It's enviable.

Zhao Zuo at that moment

I especially wish I would suddenly die one day

He wanted to die and then be reincarnated.

He slept with his hands on his chest.

Silent in my heart.

"The next time I am reincarnated, I hope it will not be like this life again."

Since then, Zhao Zuo has become more and more reticent, alienated and indifferent.

His classmates were reluctant to be friends with him, let alone offend him.

Even the teacher didn't dare to interact with him more.

is such a hard-mouthed and hard-hearted Zhao Zuo.

This time, it's really a bit unbearable.

Today is the third day of Zhao Zuo's fever.

These days coincide with the school holidays.

Otherwise, if you have a fever at school.

The teacher would take him to the school infirmary to take some fever-reducing medicine.

He had slept in the small room of the host family for almost three days.

Half-asleep.

The master of the house saw that he did not come out to eat.

Just ask him.

After all, it's a child entrusted by someone. If you die in your own home, it's always hard to explain.

Zhao Zuo didn't dare to say that he was sick.

Afraid that the owner of the house would dislike it and drive himself away.

Mom and Dad definitely haven't found the next place to stay yet.

He didn't want to trouble them.

So he said he was doing his homework in his room.

The owner of the house was kind enough to save some for each meal and put it at his door.

The room where he lived.

Next door is the livestock.

It stinks very much.

He feels now.

The two feet are cold and cold.

The back is cool, too.

It's very hot.

My brain feels like I'm going to burn out.

Every piece of flesh hurts all over my body.

I can't survive.

Zhao Zuo Danfan is a little older and thick-skinned, so he goes to the adults to ask for some fever medicine.

But he didn't.

A lot of people are like him.

Lack of love is common.

I don't know how to call for help

And those who have been loved since childhood

Accustomed to being loved

Get used to asking for help

Life seems to be going more and more smoothly.

It's been three days.

Zhao Zuo ate some cat food and forced himself to get up.

He suddenly realized that he didn't have the courage to die.

Hungry I can't stand it.

I still took a bite of the cold flatbread.

Fainted in pain.

Wake up again.

Alive.

He propped himself up into the sun.

You can't die in someone's house.

He wanted to walk around.

I can't walk anymore.

Find a grain field where you can dry your grain and fall down.

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