Ye Chan

The two had a brief conversation on the road, and Lin Zixi learned about Ye Can's current situation on the road. Knowing that Ye Can came back to help Ye Shen who was pregnant, Lin Zixi was still a little surprised: "Ye Dong is pregnant?"

Ye Can nodded: "Yes, she said she wanted a child, so she went to the hospital for an operation and asked for a child."

Lin Zixi remembered that Ye Can held her and asked if she wanted to have a baby. She closed her eyes and said softly: "Ye Dong, she...really loves you."

Ye Can didn't understand what this had to do with Ye Shenai, so he asked in confusion, "Huh?"

Lin Zixi shook her head and said, "It's nothing."

Ye Can soon sent Lin Zixi home. Before getting off the bus, Lin Zixi asked: "Is it convenient to leave a contact information?"

Ye Chan was stunned. Lin Zixi quickly explained, "I didn't mean to pester you, it's just..."

Ye Can knew it, and took his mobile phone over, and while swiping the screen, he said: "Yes, if you don't feel annoying when you see my face, there is no problem."

Lin Zixi smiled and said, "No." The two exchanged WeChat, Lin Zixi pushed the car door and walked on.

Ye Can sat in the car and watched Lin Zixi walk into the gate of the community with her bag. After thinking about it, she rolled down the car window, and then went out and shouted, "Miss Lin!"

"Huh?" Lin Zixi turned around and looked at her suspiciously.

Ye Can bit her lip, and said awkwardly: "Take care of yourself, you... are too thin."

This is Ye Chan's concern, the same awkwardness as before, but it's different from before. Lin Zixi nodded, then smiled and said, "Okay."

Lin Zixi turned around and walked into the community.

Sitting in the car, Ye Can looked at her leaving back, watching the breeze blowing her skirt, revealing her white and delicate calves and delicate ankles, always feeling beautiful and dreamy.

Perhaps it was this scene that made Ye Can remember deeply. That night, Ye Can had a dream.

Everything in the dream was beautiful, she led Lin Zixi running in the cloudless wilderness, everything was so free.

After waking up, Ye Can picked up the phone and glanced at the newly added WeChat. Lin Zixi did not send a message to her.

Ye Can began to feel irritable, and she was a little restless since getting up and arriving at the company. When I was at work, I couldn't paint or be in a daze.

Ye Can felt that she was in a bad mood. She stared at the computer and hesitated for more than half an hour. Finally, she dangled and typed the word "Xiao Can" in the search bar of the browser.

Since waking up, Ye Can has been consciously or unconsciously avoiding the news of Ye Can 1. But after seeing Lin Zixi, for some reason, she suddenly wanted to know what the past was like. Lin Zixi, who had been with this body, was what it was like then.

With such an idea, Ye Can looked at the disaster for the country.

Even though he was mentally prepared, Ye Can still didn't hold it, crying from the beginning to the end. She held the tissue box, wiped her tears, and sobbed: "Damn, why do you write such an excessive plot so that they have a good ending, isn't it?"

"Uuuuuu, Lin Zixi is so miserable. You have no heart, lord!"

Ye Can scolded the screenwriter once, and then looked at the production schedule, the screenwriter was Lin Zixi. Okay, I won't scold for a moment, I just cried and said that the script is so touching, Lin Zixi is so talented.

Ye Can realized that in addition to the well-developed lacrimal glands, he was also very double-labeled.

The double-labeled Ye Can spent a few days to watch the "Ye Can 1" related movies and related interviews, as well as all the videos of the other party and Lin Zixi appearing in front of the camera together.

She looked at the sudden close and long distance between No.1 and Lin Zixi in front of the camera, smiling intimately, looking at each other’s eyes gleaming light and so on, everything seemed to be performed, but very sincere love, I felt very uncomfortable.

Ye Can repeatedly watched the details under these shots, and watched the traces of the troubled country's CP fan Analyzing No. 1 and Lin Zixi's love. For example, in those three years, a talented screenwriter willingly put down all the work at hand for the little-known actor, and only worked as her agent, and has been inseparable.

For example, in the Reuters of every airport, No. 1 always holds Lin Zixi's hand, heads down and walks forward, not caring about everything around him.

For example, when No. 1 was red and half the sky, countless media blocked her and asked if she was dating the international actress Meng Zhiqiu, but that person said: "If you want to talk about same-sex scandals, why don't you ask if Lin Zixi and I are dating? When asked by the media, she frankly said: "Yes."

For another example, after the death on the 1st, Lin Zixi never updated his blog except for posting a photo. Every time I was secretly photographed by a paparazzi, it was a depressed scene, and it was obviously full of pain.

This relationship has attracted the imagination and speculation of countless people.

But their attitude is too calm, and sometimes people feel that they are deliberately speculating CP, but many people think that it is not true.

They are not in love, they are just family sisters who have a good relationship.

No. 1 occasionally calls Lin Zixi "Mom" unscrupulously in front of others, and fans even say that they are a mother-child relationship.

Ye Can repeatedly savored the details. She looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face in the camera, and felt that it was not herself but she was indeed herself.

Especially when the other person looked at Lin Zixi's eyes, it was so familiar to her that she missed it.

It turns out that it will be like this when you fall in love with someone. It turns out that it's so beautiful to be loved.

But why, all this has nothing to do with her?

Ye Can can't distinguish between reality and illusion in this kind of camera story. When his consciousness was gradually in a trance, Ye Can saw a video clip of No. 1 and Lin Zixi, called "The Truth Is The Truth."

In the last paragraph, the singing sang: "We used to talk about the hidden love to the most enjoyment among the crowds of friends..."

At this time, the clip in the video happened to be the part of the premiere of "Above the Throne". No.1 and Lin Zixi were sitting under the stage and cuddling with each other. No. 1 turned sideways and said a word in Lin Zixi's ear. Lin Zixi raised his eyes and looked at her with surprise and joy in his eyes.

In this section, the subtitles attached to the video are: Lin Zixi, I love you...

Ye Can was stunned for a moment. She watched the video blankly, watched it again and again, and the sense of vision in her mind became stronger and stronger.

Her chaotic consciousness floated up and down in her mind, struggling hard to grasp some fragmented images. After several struggles, she finally caught a corner of her memory that did not seem to belong to her in the chaotic memory.

At that moment, the closed memory door seemed to be pushed open by a corner, and a ray of light penetrated. A picture flashed in Ye Can's mind: She was sitting next to Lin Zixi in the hall where countless lens lights flickered, looking at her intently, sideways.

She didn't remember what clothes Lin Zixi wore that day, only remembered the moment when the light went out, she kissed her sideways. When the lights came on again, she heard Lin Zixi ask: "Aren't you afraid that others will know?"

Ye Can replied: "I am even more afraid that others will not know."

Recalling this, Ye Can's head banged, and his heart seemed to have collapsed in such a shock.

At that moment, Ye Can only felt that his head was about to burst with pain. She put her head on the table and bumped it over and over again.

Those memories are like bone-chewing poison, no matter how they hit it, they can't get rid of them. In the chaotic consciousness, Ye Can once again understood that she might really be irrelevant in this world.

I don't know how long it took, Ye Can suddenly raised his head and stood up against the bruise on his forehead. She made a decision, made a big decision.

After a while, she drove to a private psychological hospital.

After many years, she came to this hospital again.

In the darkroom, an incandescent lamp aimed at Ye Can. In the only beam of light in the darkness, Ye Can was holding the bandaged wound and looking at Doctor Yang not far away, and said, "There is still a person living in my body. She has left, but I am not sure about her. Whether it has completely dissipated, I want you to help find her."

Doctor Yang, who was holding a pen in the dark, looked up from the notebook with a few notes, and looked at the other person: "Are you sure you want to do this? This is a very dangerous behavior. You also know that it's hard to have it." A normal life."

Ye Can clenched his hands into fists and said quietly, "I know, I know that this kind of normality is hard to come by. But I have worked very hard, and in the past few years, I have tried very hard to make my life meaningful. But recently I I found out that my meaning doesn't really mean much."

"I feel bad now. No one in the world really needs me, and Ye Shen has a child of his own..."

"I'm not a likable person, so I think..."

Doctor Yang interrupted her: "Why do you feel that way? You also know your sister, your friend has been by your side to accompany you, you..."

Ye Can replied: "In the past three years, I have not been able to establish an intimate relationship with people. Only Ye Shen has a connection with me in this world. The person I want to establish an intimate relationship with has already established a relationship with this person in my body. It’s over. So I can’t help it, I’ll never be able to establish an intimate relationship with each other again.”

"I also said that soon someone will be with Ye Shen instead of me. So I want to try it and make myself happy."

She made Lin Zixi cry, and the other party cried so sad and sad. But Ye Can knew that it was definitely not himself who could comfort her. But at least, she can try to do something. Maybe she can help her find the person she wants.

A person who has no memory cannot replace the original lover. Even if he has the same body, but does not have the same memory, he is always watching the love of others.

Just like before, even if those memories flashed in her mind, even if she was touched, she felt like a dream.

Ye Can looked at the doctor and nearly pleaded: "So I beg you, and help me find it again. I want to find out again, I want to know if she is still there."

"If you are, please welcome her in the same way as me."

The author has something to say: Ye Can: I will return the king to you.