Ye Chan

In the next period of time, Ye Can decided to accept Dr. Yang's treatment and try not to disturb Lin Zixi's life until his memory has recovered.

A Ye Can who has no memory, how could he be Ye Can who fell in love with Lin Zixi? But Ye Can, who has recovered his memory, must be the Ye Can who used to accompany Lin Zixi?

Questions like this swirled back and forth in Ye Can's mind, making her whole person anxious. She knows where the heart medicine is to save her, but the current Ye Can can't overcome so many internal resistance to get her. In order to relieve this anxiety, Ye Can had to increase the frequency of seeking Doctor Yang.

Since adding a patient like Ye Can, Dr. Yang feels that his private time has been taken over by the other party. Although Ye Can’s consultation fee was very generous, Dr. Yang could not resist her "enthusiasm." She euphemistically suggested that the other party could "revisit the old place" and "reenact the old thing" in order to restore the memory more quickly.

After all, just relying on hypnosis to discover the subconscious, it is very difficult to restore all the memories.

That afternoon, Ye Can was kicked out of the consultation room by the other party. She went to the bathroom with a dejected face, and after splashing the water on her face, she raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror through the misty mist.

The man in the mirror is wearing a casual white shirt and a red patterned scarf. He is wearing a gauze skirt of the same style as the scarf. He looks very bookish.

Ye Can frowned, staring at himself in the mirror, looking at the coquettish aura that filled his eyebrows, raised his finger to the self in the mirror and said stiffly, "You are Ye Can? Then who am I?"

Ye Can stared at each other for a long time, and didn't get a desired answer for a long time. The person in the mirror is not like the book says, he will jump up and say to her: "Of course I am Ye Can too! It's another you!"

This kind of absurd thing didn't happen, Ye Hao drooped his head and sighed softly, "Why is there no such miracle?"

Why does her life have to be so dramatic? It's illusory as if it was played by fate.

If there is such a thing as fate, she must have suffered such revenge because she has done too many evil things.

Ye Candi walked out of the bathroom with her head drooping. When she came to the door dejectedly, she bumped into a lady unexpectedly.

The two collided and the woman took a step back. A familiar scent reached the tip of his nose. Ye Can raised his head while saying sorry, and saw Lin Zixi at this moment.

Looking at each other, the two met unexpectedly.

Lin Zixi bit her lip and said in disbelief, "Ye Can?"

Ye Can's eyes were bright, and he nodded and said, "It's me, it's been a long time, Lin Zixi."

Lin Zixi noticed that her name had changed, and stared at her in a daze: "What did you say? Why are you here? What are you doing here?"

The door of the bathroom is not a good place to talk. Ye took a step forward and walked to Lin Zixi's side and explained to her: "I have some insomnia recently. Come see the doctor. This is not a place to talk. You go first. , I'm waiting for you here, if you have time, let's talk?"

Lin Zixi grabbed the handbag in her hand, her eyes were complicated: "You..."

Ye Can pushed behind her waist and said, "Go, go, I'm here, I won't go far."

This meeting was unexpected for the two of them. Ye Can stood at the door, looking at Lin Zixi's back disappearing in front of him, feeling very happy inexplicably.

Just being happy, Ye Can suddenly realized one thing: Why did Lin Zixi show up in the same hospital with her?

Soon, Ye Can's question was answered.

The two came out of the hospital, sat in Ye Can's car, and found a coffee shop nearby to sit down. At this time, Lin Zixi and Ye Can explained: "I... have more insomnia, so I will come to the hospital for consultation regularly."

Ye Can looked at the medicine stuffed in Lin Zixi's bag with a very complicated mood. Compared with Lin Zixi, she didn't know who was more like a plaything of fate for a while.

He had obviously forgotten his lover who had lost his memory, but he remembered it by accident. When he knew the clear news of the other party's death, he was jealous and doubted the other party's existence. In such repeated suffering, all psychological defenses were defeated time and time again by grief.

Ye Can only felt distressed for a while.

She slumped on the sofa, breathing in vain like a cut open fish. After a while, Ye Can suppressed the pain, looked at Lin Zixi and asked, "So now? Is it better now?"

Lin Zixi fiddled with the black coffee in front of him, and smiled slowly: "It's better, it's already a lot better."

She even raised her eyes, glanced at Ye Can, and asked carefully: "Can I ask you why you need psychological counseling?"

For a moment, Ye Can even wanted to show it all. But looking at Lin Zixi's state, Ye Can thought of memories that he might not be able to recover, so he had to put up with these words.

Don't give hope to uncertainty, because uncertainty will cause more serious secondary damage to such Lin Zixi.

Ye Can had no choice but to say half-truth: "My recent mental state may have some problems. My sister, Ye Shen, gave birth to a girl not long ago. I think she may not need me anymore. I have The feeling of nowhere to go."

In fact, Ye Shen’s few children have nothing to do with Ye Can. She never came from Ye Shen, and the only person she wanted to establish an intimate relationship with was Lin Zixi.

Lin Zixi was a little surprised. She raised her wrist, hooked her sideburns to the back of her ears, and groaned for a while and said, "Do you mean that your sister ignored you after having a child and made you lonely? "

Ye Can lay on the table, resting his chin in one hand and replied lazily: "You can say so. Look, the person you feel closest to you will have the loneliness of being abandoned after having someone else? I feel it now. ,very lonely……"

"I feel that the world is so big, only I am alone. It's like a spaceship floating in space, and it's like an island standing in the deep sea without human visits. I was exiled by the world like this."

"No one can understand me, and I don't have any pastimes. I feel very lonely."

In the past three years, many times, many, many times, Ye Can, who took up the paintbrush, felt free and carefree under the stars, in the grassland, in the wilderness, just think of the three words "Lin Zixi". A word, you will be inexplicably depressed.

She feels lonely because she can't share everything with the person she wants to share.

She felt lonely, even in the crowded crowd, she couldn't find the partner she wanted.

More importantly, even if she is painting all day, she can't say that she has found pleasure in painting. Because there is greater pleasure and desire that attracts her, and she can't get it, this is the real reason why she can't be happy.

Lin Zixi, who was sitting across from her, was astonished for a moment. The Ye Can in front of him was very much like the person when I first saw him six years ago, and also very much like the king sitting alone in the firelight in those countless lingering nights a long time ago.

Lin Zixi opened her lips, hesitated several times, and then asked for a while: "Friend... don't you have a friend to accompany you?"

Ye Can changed his hand to rest his chin, thought about it and replied, "Strictly speaking, I have no friends."

Such an answer, to Lin Zixi, was completely unexpected. She paused and asked tentatively: "What about painting? Didn't you say that you have been painting and walking around? Don't you think about changing your mood."

Ye Can frowned and said, "Before there will be, but now...you know, there are primary and secondary contradictions. My main contradiction now is that my most important person is far away from me, which makes me I feel lonely, and other secondary pleasures can’t make up for it.”

Ye Can leaned forward, looked straight at Lin Zixi and asked, "Can you understand this feeling?"

Once upon a time, Lin Zixi was also tormented repeatedly in this mood. But she has friends, a job that she is interested in for her livelihood, and memories that support her through the long night, so she can survive the night step by step.

Now facing Ye Can’s question, Lin Zixi nodded and replied: "How much can I... understand."

Ye Can breathed a sigh of relief, and said to himself: "The doctor thinks I should go out more and develop some new relationships or hobbies, but I can't get any interest right now."

"do you have any good advice?"

Facing Ye Can's distressed expression, Lin Zixi pondered for a while and said, "Participate in more social activities?"

Ye Can rejected the proposal: "This is a very boring behavior. I don't think anyone can attract me."

Lin Zixi thought for a while, and said in deep thought, "Enroll in more interest classes? Or is it like a seminar?"

Ye Can is not very cold about this: "If you mean some associations of mutual assistance for patients, I actually participated, but the results are not satisfactory."

Lin Zixi continued: "So... how about writing or drawing what you think in your heart? Generally speaking, you feel good after you talk to it, don't you?"

Lin Zixi seemed to be really trying to solve Ye Wan's problems, with a very sincere expression on his face, and a little at a loss. Looking at her expression like this, Ye Can suddenly realized that she was not the only one who would feel relieved in such a meeting.

Lin Zixi did not feel uncomfortable because of her, on the contrary, Lin Zixi showed a kind of obvious pleasure and lightness in their relationship.

Ye Can paused, looked at the other person's eyes and said, "It's like this, right?"

Lin Zixi was taken aback and nodded vaguely: "Well, you can say the same. If you feel comfortable talking to me, of course I would be happy to be your listener."

Ye Can smiled and looked at Lin Zixi with bright eyes: "So now, you are my friend, right?"

Lin Zixi stared blankly at the light in her eyes, then nodded for a while before softly repliing: "Well. If you want, of course we are already friends."

Such an answer gave Ye Can some inexplicable hopes. She let out a long sigh of relief, and plucked up the courage to ask: "So, in the future, can I talk to you like today?"

Lin Zixi gave a rare smile: "Of course." As if these words were not enough to express his feelings, Lin Zixi thought for a while and added: "I am extremely happy."