You Made Me a Superstar

  Chapter 79 Testimonials

   Launched this morning!

  Two chapters have been updated today~

   Ask for a monthly pass, ask for a recommended ticket~

  …

   This book is the one that consumes the most energy for me.

  My wife is helping me to read every chapter. She thinks it is inappropriate, so I rewrite it. It is only 200,000 words, and the scrap manuscript adds up to 50,000 to 60,000 words.

  I was very apprehensive. To be honest, I was never optimistic about the results of this book.

   It was hard for me to see readers criticizing me, but in the end, I pinned it and refined it.

   Because I think some readers' criticisms are really justified.

   I asked my editor, Kirin Giant, how much my follow-up reading was several times…

   Seeing that the follow-up reading did not fall, I was slightly relieved.

  Some people say that they scold me not because I am bad at writing, but because I am even slower.

   But, I really don’t write fast, this time I will update five chapters to express my apologies for the new book period.

   Of course, no matter how the book ends, I will do my best to finish this book seriously.

  This book is very important to me, it is a beginning of self-transformation.

  Before it was put on the shelves, I wanted to complain, and then I sold it badly, asking for a trivial first order~

   Many years ago that summer, I lay in bed and had a sweet dream.

  Dream that I went to Sanjiang!

   I strongly pushed!

  I'm on the shelf!

   I ordered 500 for the first time!

  Dream that I pretended to be in front of the street writers in the group, my monthly manuscript fee exceeded 1,200!

   After waking up from the dream, the snoring in the dormitory was so loud that I stared blankly at the ceiling.

  I still remember the excitement in the dream and the sense of loss when I woke up.

   It was an era when you tried your best to squeeze your head out and want to sign a contract at the starting point, and being able to get on the shelves and earn full-time income was a big shot.

   At that time, I probably never imagined that one day I would write a novel that is ordered by ten thousand, I would get the twelve kings, and I would sign a contract with the great god...

  Thanks to the editors such as Hu Shuju, Pooh and Kirin for their help.

   In fact, I know that God is not qualified to ask me.

  Although it seems that all the bookings have been made, the points have arrived, and the requirements have arrived, but I have never had the strength of a great god.

  Looking at the great gods of that year, I was probably the most watery one, no one.

   Later, I wrote a bad movie with an order of 17,000 on the main site of this starting point. I also managed to get into the top ten of the monthly ticket list and sold the comic copyright.

   But the old problems are still happening.

   Subsequent endings will always fall into a vicious circle, where lack of update leads to weak endings and hastily ended.

  It took me ten years to write a novel of a million words every year, but as a result, I still can't finish a book with a better ending.

   At the end of this year…

  My nephew told me, you are a person with children now, write books well, earn more money for milk powder, you still have a mortgage, don’t mess around anymore.

  Gegewu also told me on WeChat that you are married now, you have to write well, and you need money for milk powder.

   I was suddenly in a trance, it was a very uncomfortable feeling.

yes!

   Before I knew it, I was 30 years old. I was in a mess, and my body couldn’t stand up late to fight League of Legends and Kings.

Well, some time ago, I shamelessly made a Douyin live broadcast and played games. I thought that with my amazing technology, I could make the audience scold and increase their popularity. It turned out that more than 200 people visited, and all of them watched it. No, it's very deserted...

  I am a relatively low self-esteem person.

  I know what the world looks like in the eyes of those with inferiority complex...

   They have low self-esteem but at the same time are very self-respecting, eager to prove themselves, and do not want to cause trouble to anyone.

At the    annual meeting, I sat in the corner and looked at the great writers around me.

   For a moment, I didn’t feel like I should be sitting in the seat at the annual meeting.

   Of course, no one said I was unqualified, but deep down in my heart, I compared them and judged.

Ha ha!

   is like a supporting role who makes up the number, silently looking at the bright place, feeling like sitting on pins and needles.

I have seen "The Tomb of the Gods" suppressing an era, I have seen "Panlong" in the school, recommended by each classmate and regarded as a masterpiece, I have seen "Yangshen" reach the top with full of vigor, high spirits, and even more See "Breaking the Sphere" turned out, setting off a huge wave again...

  I have also seen eagles, squids, elbows, and newspaper sellers in an era, no one can match!

  In the thirteen years, along the way, how many high-spirited new writers could not survive the loneliness, and gradually sink into the wind, how many great gods of Tubang have fallen, and how many stories are in the dust, gradually forgotten by people...

  I am like a spectator, like a humble dust, silently witnessing one era after another.

  I don't envy them because I know that I can't have such an era.

   But I yearn to become a god, and I long to be able to raise my head a little and straighten my waist a little in this age where I don’t know which great **** it is.

  The road to becoming a **** is not a great deal, he is a great god…

I am on my way…

  I am proving myself…

come on!

   (end of this chapter)