"Yu Ping, I don't know what to do now?

Before I always want to save these things, but I don't know how to save them.

But I didn't expect that the final result would be like this.

I've been thinking about how to make things better.

I have been thinking about how to make things better and how to make things what I think, but I didn't think that no matter how I am, I am looking forward to making things better, but the final result is still like this. No matter how hard I try and how hard I try to change these things, these things tend to look at me but I don't want to see them Go to the other side to start, and develop on the other side. I really didn't think of the final result of this kind of thing. If it is possible, what I don't want to see is this scene. The last thing I want him to become is this scene. I didn't think that we two would eventually come to this stage. They would turn into enemies. I didn't think that I did I didn't expect what I saw.

Yu Ping, if I have a choice, the last thing I want to see is to make things like this.

At the beginning, I explained to you like this, and I have been trying to explain these things all the time, trying to make you believe that I believe what I have done, but no matter how I explain it, it's like a confirmation in your heart. No matter how I explain it, there is no change in your heart. I really don't know how to do it and explain it.

If you were willing to listen to my explanation, but you are not willing to listen to my explanation, I don't know what to do. At the beginning, even if you only dare to listen to me, what should I do?

If I had a choice, I would do all the things I want to do by all means at the beginning, but when I looked at you, I really didn't know what to do.

Yu Ping, what I have been wondering is why, why you just won't listen to me. I really don't know why. What I have been wondering is why you won't listen to me, even if it's just a word.

But why? It's something I can't understand all the time. Why? You don't care.

Even if it's just a simple sentence, you don't want to listen to it. Why? What I want is a simple sentence, but why. Why you don't want to stick to it all the time.

Yu Ping, I really want to know why you didn't even want to listen to an explanation before.

But why? Why don't you listen to me.

But why is it just such a simple sentence, I really wanted you to listen to my explanation at that time, but why is it just so simple, but you are never willing to listen, no matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I try to explain, you are not willing to listen? I would like to tell you that every word I say is true, and all of them are words in my heart. When you are not willing to listen to all the words, even if I say is very simple, very simple, a listen to all the real like that, but you still do not want to listen to me.

At that time, if you were willing to listen to my explanation, even if it was just a simple explanation, but it was just a simple sentence, you were not willing to listen to me say why, even if it was just such a simple sentence. At that time, I just wanted to explain to you briefly, explain all this clearly. But at that time, I was just like my sister's explanation, but you were never willing to mention it. You always chose to avoid my question and answer. Is it really useful to avoid these problems? If so, do you want to use the problems and ways that will happen later? At that time, even if you were willing to listen to my words and my explanation, maybe those things would not happen at that time. But at that time, you were too persistent. You didn't want to listen to everything I said. You just didn't want to listen to simple words.

It's all because you don't want to listen to me. If you were willing to listen to my explanation, do you think you would have a car accident and you would have died the child? Although I didn't want that child to tell the truth, I didn't want to let any child want that person to leave. I really don't understand what happened at that time.

At that time, why did you do such an outrageous thing, how outrageous that thing is, don't you understand in your heart? Say now you do not have the original memory, but your heart should also be very clear at that time that thing in the end how outrageous, you do not understand? How outrageous things, in your heart is not what is not, nothing, I ask you. That's ridiculous.

So I'm going to ask you now. Now I'm asking you something so outrageous at that time. Don't you understand now?

I think now even if you lose your original memory, you should be able to distinguish right from wrong. At that time, whether the thing was right or wrong should be very clear in your heart. Can you figure out whether it was right or wrong now? At that time, should you do it or not? You should know more in your heart, right? The last thing you should do at that time was this thing. It was a big mistake to sit down on that thing. Do you know that you should not do such a thing, but you should never do such a thing. But you did it, and you did it not once or twice, you did it again and again. This or you do it over and over again. If you were not so persistent and unwilling to listen to my explanation, how could this happen.You should be very clear in your heart, whether that thing should be done or not. Even if you don't think about it for yourself, you didn't think about it for your own children at that time. Don't you feel guilty about the child who hasn't had time to see the world? But you are questioning me because of amnesia. Why don't I tell you? Don't you understand in your heart? I just don't want to make you feel sad in your heart. The words in my heart think that all the so-called mistakes are your own. If I can, I'd rather let myself bear all the things, rather than let the innocent child admit it.

But at that time, things still happened. When I received the news, I arrived at the first time.

But when I got there. But it still happened. I watched the car hit you, and then watched you block in the thin blood, and watched all this happen. Do you know how painful and self reproachful I was at that time? At that time, I was thinking that if I had been earlier, if I had run faster, I might have been able to stop it. I have been blaming myself all the time for not running faster, for not appearing in time, for such things happening in front of my eyes, for watching such things happen, for preventing these things from reverberating in my mind again and again, for thinking again and again, but I just can't understand why such things happen, and still happen in front of my own eyes.

I watched all this happen, but there was nothing I could do. When I look at you lying on the ground covered with blood, do you know how painful my heart is. But do you know how painful Ruoxi was in his heart at that time? When he saw that step, she was completely on the verge of collapse. When he looked at this scene, he almost completely collapsed. You don't know how collapsed he was at that time. You didn't see all this, and you don't understand what happened at that time How painful the pain is. You don't understand, you don't understand all this. If you do, you won't let this happen. But you just don't understand because you don't want to listen to me.

It all comes from distrust of me. The most important thing between two people is trust, but the most lacking thing between you and me is trust. What we don't have is trust. What I want is a sense of trust between us. No matter how hard I try, it seems that there is always a lack of trust between us. It seems that I don't trust that person in your heart. Why? what?

This sentence is a question I have asked and thought about for a long time. I wanted to ask you a long time ago. Why do you treat me like this? What's wrong? When you asked me the question at that time, I answered and explained it to you. But what is my explanation to you? No matter how hard I try to explain, why do you just refuse to listen? You can just listen to me. If you listen to a sentence, even if it is just a simple sentence, the so-called learning things will not happen, but these things have happened, but you are not willing to explain, you are not willing to listen to me. And then you made that crazy decision.

Let that tragedy happen, and then it turns out to be like this.

There is no way to restore this realm. "