"Yemoshang, why do I work hard once, and I can never see why? You can always see that I wipe one side, and you can never see the good side of me. I just every time I want to leave you forever, disappear in your world forever, even if I want to never appear in your world again, because I don't want to make me suffer, don't want to make all the people around me suffer, but I can't control myself, so I appear in your world again and again, in your life Life, even if I don't want to, but why, why you always treat me like this. Mother wants to treat others like this, but why should she treat me like this again and again, and hurt me again and again? Why should she hurt me like this? What I did wrong, you just want to hurt me.

From the beginning to the end, I didn't want to hurt anyone, including you. I never wanted to hurt you, including everyone around you. I didn't want to hurt in the past. Maybe I'm not sensible sometimes. Maybe one of my actions may hurt some people and you. But is that what I want? I have never said that I am willing to hurt these people. These people are very precious in your heart. Isn't the same precious in my heart? Don't I want to protect it? People around me, don't I want to be one by one. Right, protect them from the slightest harm? I also want to work hard to protect them. But why? Why do I work so hard? I want to work hard to get people's approval. But even if I get everyone's approval, I know that I will never get any photography lessons with you. I understand. I really understand why What's with you, I really can't get a recognition.

What am I working so hard for? I've worked hard for so long and struggled for so long, but why do I do this? You tell me, I've worked hard for so long and struggled for so long, I just want to get a recognition, I just want to get your recognition, but why do I want to get your recognition so much, but why do I never get a recognition here? I just want to get your approval, but the more I want to get your approval, but I don't know. The more I don't get your approval, why? Why can't I get your approval forever?

Then you tell me, I work so hard, I struggle so hard, why do I have something, I work so hard, I struggle so hard, I always insist on working hard, I even give up the most important people around me for you, I give up the money that I can get at hand now, whatever, whatever West I because of you, because of your time and time of persecution, time and time of vigilance, step by step. I step back again and again, and I have no way to go back. Now I have to keep walking forward, because I know I have no way to go back now. Wow, I have to keep walking forward, because I'm a man who promises no way back. Even if I want to move forward, is there any meat? There's no way. There's no way left for me.

Now my world, now my life has no way and can let me back, I now have no way back, you know? I am standing here now, but I can only be here, but I have no way to retreat. Why? Because all the roads have been dismembered by me, I have no road. If I ask you, there is no road, even if it is just a simple road, no one will stay with me, because I know I have no road now. I can only go forward. Why? Why do I become like this now? Why should you know it in your heart? It's because you are pressing each other again and again. It's because you are forcing me to choose again and again. Even if I don't want to choose in my heart, I still have to choose there. I have to go there again and again One choice, one choice, is to go ahead, because now I am.

Because now, if I don't go forward, I have no way to go. What I can do is to go forward, keep going forward, what else can I do except annoy me, what else can I do except keep going forward, just like this, keep going forward again and again, what else can I do except this, I don't know There's a way. I really have no way. All I can do is go forward again and again, except for Wang Qin. What can I do if I go ahead? You tell me, I don't even have a way back now. Where can I get back? I'll go down and I'll go back. He just accompanies you for a small step. He may face all kinds of problems.

Anyway, I'm facing the abyss. Do you understand? I can only go back into the abyss. All I can do is go forward again and again. I can only go forward. Do you know? I have no road now, I have no road, I have no road, there is no road left in my world, even if there is no road left, what I can do is to go forward, just as I just said. We have to go ahead, okay?

Who caused all this? You made me have no way back. You blocked my way. At that time, I had many choices behind me. I have to enjoy everything my boyfriend does. But do I have any choice now? I have no choice now. Even if I just have a choice, I can choose. But do I have one now? Now work is dead, you let my life, my road, even my life, even me. All the places where I live are depended on to death. Once I lose this job, I may face not only unemployment, but also life. I may even lose all the places where I live. But why does everything become like this? Why is it because of you? It's because of you again and again It's just because of you, so I didn't record a road.Night ink war, why? Why do you want to turn all my roads into snakes? Why don't you leave me one? Why don't you give me one way or another? Why do you want to block all my roads, even if it's just one? Why? Why do you treat me like this? You treat me like this when I do something wrong. Why? Why all people have results, all people can get, even if it is just a result, take an answer can, but why? Why do I have to be treated like this and treat me so ruthlessly? Did I do something wrong? If you tell me what I have done wrong, I can understand. But why do I know that you want to help me from the beginning? But there is a way for you to help me. Your way of rest forces me again and again, and forces me to do so. Even if you don't give me a way, even if you give me one It's back.

But why, why even if it's just a back road, you don't want to give it to me, what do you give me? What do you leave me? What you leave me is a dead end. What you leave behind me is the abyss. If I look back, I will know that I have no way to go. Because my road is gone, I have recorded it. The back is tattooed in the abyss. Do you understand? Behind me are all abysses. I want to have no way. Do you understand? Even if it's just a small road. But without me, there is no way in the world, I want to have no six, why? Why don't you give me a way.

Even if I'm just a path, you can give it to me, but why, why are you unwilling to give it to me, why are you unwilling to give it to me when you jump off a building, why do you want to implement it like this? Why do you have to force me again and again, force me to have no way to go, no way to have, why do you have to treat me like this, sometimes I really don't understand why, why I am naive, you should be hurt, but why do you want this? Appearance, why have I been hurt so much, still need to insist like this, even once, but why do you need this appearance, even if I insist on only one way, the road is OK, but why, why don't you give it to me, why a persistent road is not for me.

Only my insistence, but you are not willing to give me, I want to insist on my own some things, like some road, but here are all mistakes in you, but why, why there is no such thing, but why, why don't you give me a road? Why don't you want to go with me? Even if it's just a road, why are you willing to follow me? Why, why, why don't you record it for me? Even if it's just one way, it's a pity that you don't want to give me one. Why do you want to force me to live like this? After all, I'm not human or ghost. Why don't you give me one? "

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