Your Love,My Poison

I have a brilliant smile. After so many intrigues, I have learned to hide my true emotions with a smile. Even when I speak, I can say insincere words without changing my face: "thank the boss for giving me this opportunity. I will work hard."

After receiving the entry notice, I went back. On the way back, I met Tang Yuchen and Jiang Mengjie on the street corner.

The two of them just got off the sports car and seemed to be shopping, especially Jiang Mengjie. She held Tang Yuchen's arm and laughed like a child, sweet and satisfied.

Her next time my eyes are painful, even if the heart again and again told themselves not to care too much, but my heart, or can't help but sour jealous.

I pretended I didn't see them and wanted to walk away quickly. But I didn't expect that Jiang Mengjie saw me with her sharp eyes and yelled at me to stop.

"Anxin! So here you are! You stop! I'm Jiang Mengjie! I have something to tell you! "

She cried so loud that passers-by could not help looking back at me and her.

Now that I have been seen, I simply stop, the teacher standing in place, silent waiting for her to come.

Jiang Mengjie pulls Tang Yuchen over. Her face is full of bright smile. Looking at me, she looks like a very hospitable friend: "Anxin, why did you suddenly resign? Are you bothered by the company's rumors? "

She is full of concern tone, so sincere, looks like the true feelings reveal the same, but again like, I will not easily believe her, cheated so many times, I should always have a long memory.

But what's the gossip in the company? I remember before I left the company, there was basically no gossip. Occasionally, there was some gossip about the relationship between Tang Yuchen and me. It was just a private talk. It didn't hurt.

As if to see my doubts, Jiang Mengjie kindly explained to me: "the company is saying that you quit because I was about to marry Yuchen. They also said that you quit because Yuchen refused to promise you to break up with me..."

Tang Yuchen stood aside, listening to these words, completely indifferent, occasionally look at me, full of indifference.

Even though I know that we've made a clean break, I still can't help feeling a little hidden and small loss in the bottom of my heart.

Really only a little, because I will warn myself, no longer indulge in the past, life to look forward, can not be so decadent, to cheer up

In the heart secretly give oneself cheer up, but cheer up of say 1000 times, all can't resist his a cold eyes.

"No, you think too much. I just want to change my working environment. After all, in the company, there are rumors every two days. No matter how strong I am, I can't stand them. What's more, I've never been a strong person."

I smile, even if there is no smile at the bottom of my eyes, I have done enough.

"Those people are talking in private. Don't worry about them."

Jiang Mengjie tried to persuade me. Every sentence was so sincere. I took a look at Tang Yuchen next to me, and then I realized that this young lady wanted to show her true, good and beautiful side to Tang Yuchen next to me.

Since those things happened, what I hate most is being used as a tool by others, not to mention being used by Jiang Mengjie! How can I be used in her way?

"Of course I will, because I can't compare with Miss Jiang Mengjie. Don't you know what those people in the company say about you? They say that Jiang Mengjie and Miss Jiang are so hypocritical and disgusting that even her fiance can be taken away by other women. It's a complete failure! " I said it with a smile.

Calm attitude, with a smile, how to look at all without a little bit of deliberate abuse.

It seems like a harmless joke, but just these simple words, the smile in front of me, instantly stiff a lot.

"Ha ha How dare they talk such nonsense Although she tried to soften her tone, I could still hear the anger in his words. After all, it's uncomfortable to be evaluated secretly.

Looking at her face more and more ugly, I looked at the man next to me, blinked and said: "yes! It's all nonsense. You don't have to worry about it! "

Just now she advised me, I turned around and gave it back to her.

Jiang Mengjie knew that she couldn't get a good deal from me, so she had to swallow her anger. Just before she left, she deliberately demonstrated and said to me, "I'm going to marry Yuchen soon, but I must come then!"

I smile, did not answer her, just watched them leave in silence, and finally went home without saying a word.

To attend Tang Yuchen's wedding?

Don't even think about it. I won't take part in it. What's the point of getting involved in all the trouble? It's better to plan how to live a good life in front of you.I go to work with the idea that I really want to change.

The studio is in a business building, and the boss of the studio rented a more than 200 square meter work site, which is fashionable and simple.

The personnel structure of the studio is also very simple. The boss is Shiran, the sales manager is Xiao Ling, and the rest of the designers are Wang Jie and Bai Meng. I heard that there is also a boss's sister, who is the chief designer in the studio. She is good at Tang and song Costume design. She is a very powerful designer. She just went on a business trip and will come back in a few days.

Although the personnel is simple, but the work content is complex and heavy.

I seldom get involved in ancient costume design. Although I am very interested in this aspect, I have a very weak foundation. On the first day of work, I was impressed by Wang Jiebai's strong strength.

Therefore, in this month of my internship, I tried to learn from them all kinds of design experience. One month later, with my own efforts, I also designed several sets of official women's clothes of Tang Dynasty which were very popular with customers.

And because the style is high-end and antique, the price is not very cheap.

My working ability meets the requirements of my boss, so within a month, Shirley has already revealed to me that I am sure to become a regular at the end of the month.

The good things at work can't offset the bad luck in my life.

Just after work today, I got a call from Tang Jihong.

"You resigned from the down group?" Although with a questioning tone, but I have guessed that Tang Jihong must have known.