Your Love,My Poison

After drinking very late, I didn't leave the bar. When the company asked, I said that I had come to see the customer.

In the bustling bar, the colorful spotlights are very dazzling. In the bar, the light and darkness are well combined. The ambiguities of wine, sex and wealth fill every corner of the bar.

I was like pulling away from the bar, like a spectator, looking at the men and women in the middle of the dance floor, the noisy music deafening, but I didn't respond to these.

My heart, like an old man, is dying. These young and exciting things can no longer arouse my interest.

"Why are you drinking here alone?" Familiar voice came, I angrily turned to see, Han Yun has come over, even took advantage of the situation on my waist.

I coldly broke away his hand: "let go! Don't touch me until it's settled. "

Han Yun tut a smile, released the hand, no longer embraces me, but he still moves, while I don't pay attention, pinched my face.

"Drink to me! I'm very interested in drinking with you. "

Frivolous and dissolute tone, and in the past that gentle and gentlemanly Han Yun completely different.

"I'm sorry to drink with you. I'm not interested at all."

Probably drunk, I have no fear of Han Yun, and speak boldly.

"It's so heartless to say that! Are you afraid of not having to help you to get back to Lin Wutong?

mentioned the friend Lin Wutong I care about.

"Is it settled? How did you tell the Wutong?

Han Yun's eyebrows and eyes are full of self-confidence, and he is very calm about my questions. He called the waiter to come and order a glass of wine. The waiter sent the wine to me, and he answered me slowly.

"It's settled! If you go back, Lin Wutong will apologize to you from the bottom of your heart.

His answer was too confident and positive, which made me suspicious.

, "how did you say it with Wutong?" I looked at him suspiciously, trying to see a little bit of emotional information in his face.

but his self-confidence is unassailable. Han Yun just smiles in mystery. "If you are interested, ask yourself Wutong."

Han Yun refused to tell me the details of it. He was so mysterious that he could not beat me.

"I said it would be solved, it would be solved! I said that if I want to get a woman, I will get it! "

Han Yun looked at me like a very patient hunter, waiting for me to throw myself into the net.

With Han Yun in, I don't want to stay, indifferent perfunctory for a while, I went home.

the lights were on, but there was no one in the hall. I just sat down on the sofa and decided to have a cup of hot water to ease up. Wutong came out of my room.

I frowned and asked Lin Wutong in cold voice, "what do you do in my room?"

I pay great attention to privacy. Although I don't mind Lin Wutong entering my room, I agree with it.

Now seeing her furtive, I'm on my guard.

"Nothing..." Lin Wutong was shocked when he saw me coming back, and a faint smile appeared on his face.

Smiling and calm, she couldn't see half guilty.

She came and sat down in the beige hair opposite me.

"I just want to see if there's anything to do in your room. I'm going to do it for you."

this explanation sounds normal. Before, Lin Wutong often went to my room to wash the clothes that I wore.

After all, we don't have many clothes, so we don't waste so much water after washing by the washing machine at one time. But I always feel that something is wrong, and I reluctantly accept her explanation.

Lin Wutong carefully looked at me, holding my hand in my hands, and looked down with a look of guilt and apologizing. "Sorry, I was so impulsive last night, I shouldn't have said those words. I hope you don't mind. Han Yun has explained to me that I misunderstood you, Anxin, I'm sorry."

Han Yun said that I could see Lin Wutong apologizing to me when I came back. I thought it was Han Yun's random remarks, but I did not expect him to guess. Speechless,

, I didn't forgive her immediately, but I looked at the guilt Lin Wutong, and fell into silent silence.

Excuse me? Since I was a child, I have not been a person who likes to bear grudges. Even if someone hurt me and cheated me for a while, as long as I sincerely apologize and repent, I will still choose to forgive.

However, this time I hesitated, I forgive a lot of people, but in the end? My forgiveness in exchange for only malicious deception, cheated more, a little bit less trust in people, I suddenly found at this moment, the original I unconsciously, no longer willing to trust others?

"Won't you forgive me?" Wutong looked at me again when

looked up. Lin Wu Tong's eyes were full of tears. Crystal tears made her look so delicate and touching.In the past, Lin Wutong showed such an expression of hurt. I would not be able to resist the comforting words of her, and she forgave her.

Although I'm soft hearted now, I can't say the words of forgiveness.

"Anxin, I'm wrong. I shouldn't say those hurtful words. I'm just on the spur of the moment. Will you forgive me?"

Instead of saying forgive, I couldn't help asking her, "what did Han Yun say to you? Why do you suddenly want to apologize? It's not like you before. Must be what Han Yun said to you? "

Lin Wutong tears immediately stopped, staring at me, I do not know how to explain.

I laughed and took back my hand, looking at the look of the other person. I suddenly felt that I should not be so reserved for Lin Wutong.

"I didn't say anything. I just explained that the kiss was just a joke!"

I know that Lin Wutong is so hesitated that something must be kept from me. Since she is hiding from me, no matter how I ask, she will not say it.

I felt dizzy and suddenly, and I stood up with dizziness. She came to help me. I pushed her away. This is my first time to refuse Lin Wutong's support.

"Needless to say, I forgive you! However, I only say for the last time, this is the last time I forgive you, if Let me find out that you cheated me again. I won't forgive you any more. "

I turned back to my room, and there was a sob on my back.

I know, this is Lin Wutong crying.

When she cried, she was so weak and pitiful. If I had been before, I would have been desperate to comfort her.

However, this time, I did not stop, in her cry, my steps, step did not stop toward my room.