Your Love,My Poison

Originally thought that today does not have to go to work, may relax well, who knows early in the morning Tang Yuchen makes such a troublesome matter.

I'm always in conflict. I can't give myself a definite answer. How can I give him a satisfactory answer?

So when he asked me, I ran away.

Lin Wutong recently worked part-time, ready to study abroad, I had nowhere to go, and I hadn't seen her for a long time, so I went to her home by taxi.

opened the door early in the morning to see me. Lin Wutong was also surprised.

"What's the matter with you?"

I stood outside her house with a look of obvious loss. I knew what had happened at a glance.

she took me to her house and faced with the question of Lin Wutong. I was ashamed to know what to say.

also remembered that I had promised with Lin Wutong that I would never have any feelings with Tang Yuchen anymore. However, in fact, the two of us had been constantly cutting and messing.

I always feel that if I tell you what happened this morning, I will overturn my previous promise.

Lin Wutong gave me a cup of black tea, and looked at me with great concern and asked me, "what happened?"

Seeing that I was still silent, she tentatively asked me: "is it because of the man Tang Yuchen?"

As soon as I heard that name, I couldn't even keep my disguised town.

"Yes, he is." I said very low.

She has already guessed that it's meaningless for me to keep it from you. I just gave a brief account of what happened last night and this morning.

Wutong, I thought in two words or three, would be deceived by the words that I was not able to win.

but none of these things were available. After listening, Lin Wutong simply asked me frowning, "what do you think of your mind?"

how do I feel that when Lin Wutong asked me, he looked at me with a little bit of sharp eyes?

Or my own practice makes me feel guilty, so I dare not look her in the eyes.

"What else can I think? I've got a lot of paste in my head right now. " I smile bitterly and shake my head. When family affection and love contradict each other, the person in the middle will be so miserable.

It would be nice if we could have the best of both worlds. It's a pity that the past facts can't be changed, and the relationship between him and me won't be as pure as I first met.

Lin Wutong thought, looked at me poker faced and said to me, "are you... Or can't you completely forgive Tang Yuchen because of your sister? "

I can only say that Lin Wutong is my friend for many years. Even what I am entangling with, she can think of it carefully.

my default is to make Wutong's eyes more obvious. She grabbed my shoulders and asked me seriously: "Anxin, originally this is your personal feelings, I should not be a lot of management, but we are friends for many years, I really can not bear to see you entangled, you listen to me to persuade, okay?"

She looked down at me with the worry and sincere concern in her eyes, which didn't look like faking at all.

's Wutong hypnotic suggestion has been relieved. Lin Wutong, of course, was still a former Indus tree.

And now I am very tangled, I also want to have a reliable person to give me advice.

"You said

Wutong thought, then he carefully said: "when you were in college, you fell in love with Tang Yuchen. At that time, you two were named famous sweetheart lovers. You don't know how many people in our dormitory envy you. You must have really loved Tang Yuchen."

I couldn't help nod my approval. Lin Wutong continued to say, "you once really loved him. Then I ask you a very important question. Do you still love him?"

Lin Wutong has added two words to "now".

How can I not love?

Even I feel a little abrupt when I think of the idea in my mind. This instinctive reaction makes me recognize my deep feelings, but such feelings are too It's so torture. Thinking of my dead sister, I can't admit that I still love him.

saw me silent and did not dare to answer. Lin Wutong sighed and gave me a serious face. "You can't help the heart in your heart, but no one can help you, but you keep dragging it down like this. I'm afraid Tang Yuchen will be impatient in case of waiting, and make some radical behavior, which is also very bad for you, Anxin. In fact, I think you can be excused even if you hate him, but he also avenged you. According to the truth, should you thank him? "

nodded and shook my head. Though I wanted to refute Lin Wutong, I didn't know how to refute it.

"Don't be in a hurry. Just listen to me." Lin Wutong stretched out his hand to stop me from talking. He continued to say to me, "I know more about you than other people. I should have helped him to solve the accident."I nodded. Tang Yuchen really helped me that time. I also admit that without his help, I don't think the trouble would be so easy to solve.

"If I didn't know this by accident, I really thought you had figured out a way to solve it yourself."

may be thinking of her past laughs. Lin Wutong could not help laughing at himself. "Just take the accident, and when you know, he helped us a lot, but when we didn't know, did you know how much he helped us?"

I was stunned for a moment. I looked at her and didn't know how to answer.

Lin Wutong had some feelings. She looked at me in the eyes, and it was very complex. I could not guess her thoughts.

"You can't deny that he helped us a lot, you know?"

I nodded in silence, which is undeniable.

"He certainly helped us a lot when you didn't know it. If you don't believe it, you can ask him, which can't be denied, don't you think?"

What else can I say? I can only keep silent now.

Lin Wutong said so much, and finally said her last point of view: "you have gone through so many hardships, all these difficulties have been settled, and now you have no obstacles between the two, but you do not let yourself go!"

I'm too ashamed to look up.

"Anxin, let yourself go. Don't cling to the hatred that has disappeared. Think about your future. Don't destroy your happiness because of hatred. Tang Yuchen really loves you, although his personality may be It's a bit overbearing, but with your warm personality, it's complementary! "