Your Love,My Poison

"I don't want to go to the hospital! I'm going back! I'm not going to the hospital! " I like a repeater, mechanical repeat, but Tang Yuchen completely ignored, the car's speed did not slow down.

The car stopped in the parking lot outside the hospital, and he almost rudely pulled me off the car.

This is a private noble hospital, as long as willing to spend money, to ensure that you enjoy the most thoughtful and intimate service.

Tang Yuchen has never been a man short of money, in a lot of money, the hospital soon arranged the doctor and operating room.

Miss nurse to take me to do preoperative examination, I try to grasp Tang Yuchen's hand, as if to seize the last life-saving driftwood.

I said to him in horror, "I don't want to go I'm not going to have a test! "

Tang Yuchen grabbed my hand and broke off my fingers one by one. He gave me a cruel smile: "good! You are about to "strangle the tragedy in the source." isn't that what you always wanted? You should be happy! "

I couldn't help but shed tears. My face was almost full of tears. I shook my head desperately and said in horror: "no It's not like that

I'm afraid of losing this child completely! I'm afraid I'll never have the chance to be a mother again! I'm even more afraid that this man will completely hate me for this!

In the boundless fear, the cruel reality, let me have to admit, my heart or love this man! I care about him!

"Not what? What do you want to say? " Tang Yuchen helped me wipe my tears in no hurry. He was so patient in every move. He asked me carefully. The tone and attitude relaxed, so I could not care about anything else. I almost collapsed and admitted the real thoughts in my heart: "I want to say I don't want to kill this kid! I want to have this baby! I like you! I like you, Tang Yuchen

When I summoned up and exposed these real thoughts hidden in the bottom of my heart one by one, I almost cried even more.

"Don't do this to me, will you? I want to keep the child I hold Tang Yuchen and beg him humbly.

At this moment, those so-called hatred, I do not care, those tangled in the past, I have no energy to look back, I only know now, I want to keep this child! I want to keep this hard won child!

"Are you sure you really want to keep the child?" Tang Yuchen stops the action in the hand, looking at my eyes all changed.

I desperately nodded, under the guidance of his eyes, mechanically repeated: "yes! I want to keep this child... "

"But didn't you say you didn't want the child?"

Tang Yuchen's index finger rubbed back and forth on my cheek. His fingertips were stained with my tears, but he didn't draw back his fingers.

"I was That's angry words. I was angry with you on purpose... "

I have completely collapsed, those so-called insistence, in the face of the imminent loss of children, completely worthless.

"Why are you mad at me?"

Tang Yuchen asked me one question after another, as if I didn't answer his question, he would beat my child.

I covered my abdomen with one hand. The pain and fear made me lose my ability to think. I didn't feel pain after biting my lips. I just answered his questions by instinct.

"I'm angry, angry why you won't let me go, angry why I fall in love with you! Why should I be attracted to you! Every time I think about my entanglement with you, I feel sorry for my dead sister. Every time I am with you, my sister is watching me in the sky! To be with you is to betray the affection between my sister and me

I can't think why I am so impulsive to say these things that I can't see.

"What would you do if the child was saved and born safely?"

He is like a devil, constantly peeping into my heart, cruelly eating my vulnerability.

"If the child is born..."

I cry to be about to faint, the child was born, can how? This is an unavoidable problem, and it is also the reality I have to face. No matter how cruel the reality is, I have to face it and solve it.

"If the child is born, I will raise the child and be a competent mother."

Tang Yuchen helped me dry my tears, supported me with one hand, and asked me: "what about the child's father? You can't leave a child without a father, can you

I was stunned, hard open big hazy tears, I silly asked him: "what do you mean this?"

Tang Yuchen suddenly smile, although that smile is very light, but did smile.

Just now also a face angry gloomy man, peeped out a harmless light smile.

"Don't you want your children to have a healthy family? Aren't you going to let the father grow up with the child? "

Just experienced the emotional collapse of me, the brain can not turn around.I was stunned. My lips moved, but I didn't know what to say.

Of course, I hope my child can have a healthy family, and I sincerely hope the father can accompany the child to grow up.

But Tang Yuchen and I are separated from each other by too much gratitude and resentment. We can barely form a family, and there will be constant contradictions in the future.

What I am more afraid of is that such reluctance will only allow my children to have an abnormal and unhealthy family growth environment.

"Tell me, do you want your child to be happy?" Tang Yuchen gently stroked my side face and unconsciously guided my real thoughts.

Looking at him, I have no resistance to say what I really think: "I want to make my children happy..."

He took my hand, powerful palm with warmth, wrapped some of my cold hands up, he looked into my eyes, solemnly said to me: "I will make your child happy! Because that's my child, too! "

I looked at him foolishly, and when I reacted, he had taken me back to the villa.

"You mean..." I can't believe it. I'm really afraid that what Tang Yuchen said just now is that I dream too much.

Tang Yuchen helped me sit down on the sofa, gentle action, and even considerate to ask the maid to give me a cup of hot water.

"Is it not clear what I mean?" He was right in front of me, looking at me with a smile.

He saw that I was completely stunned. He couldn't help laughing and rubbed my hair like a cat: "just for this child, we should throw away all the past enmity and hatred, start all over again, and start all over again. How about our happiness?"

His smile is very gentle, like a trickle, silently softened my heart. In the face of this exciting and can not refuse the man, I unconsciously said to him: "good!"