Your Love,My Poison

After so many experiences, I almost forget what it's like to be cold. Can't I stop shivering?

I smile, smile, the world is too complex, complex I do not want to set foot.

It rained all night, the sky was white, the moon was only half a drop, the dark clouds gradually dissipated, and the golden warm sun had been quietly revealed.

Take off the wet clothes, hot water over the neck, the water is very hot, I still don't feel a little warm, even sneezed twice, I know, I'm going to have a serious illness.

Sure enough, when I got to the store, my aunt was surprised to see me. "What's the matter with you? I haven't seen you all night. How did you become like this?"

I feebly touched my face. "What's wrong with me?"

The aunt pointed to one side of the mirror, "you see."

The steps under my feet are like stepping on cotton, or pouring lead, floating, which makes me feel very uncomfortable. In the mirror, my face is red, my eyes are dark, and my bags under my eyes are exposed. I am haggard.

"How could it be like this?" A slap paste head, center of gravity instability, almost to their own fan to the ground.

I was sent back home by my aunt. I felt guilty. Before I left, I kept apologizing to my aunt and told her that I didn't mean to do it or didn't want to work.

It was not until my aunt said she understood me that I wandered back home. The shadow of Tang Yuchen made me habitually look back. I was sure that no one would follow me, so I entered the house.

The home is cold and clean, everywhere braves the chill, returns to the room to wrap the quilt, the body also unceasingly trembles.

I had already forgotten what it was like to be sick. Suddenly I had a fever that I couldn't bear. I went through the cupboard and found a box of medicine I didn't know when to buy. The box was torn to pieces, and I didn't even read the instructions. I took two tablets and put them in my mouth and swallowed them.

Medicine stuck in the throat, bitter instant rampant, I frowned, tried to cover my mouth to let themselves endure, because I even went downstairs to pour the strength of the water.

At this moment, I suddenly want to cry, tears have been gathered in my eyes, but I was forced to bear back, this pain is nothing, after his own life is still long.

I dislike myself for being useless. I can't stand the storm. I love myself very much. The biggest pain in the world is the pain of losing my family. What else have I experienced.

When Tang Yuchen appeared in front of me, I firmly believed that it was an illusion, but that illusion was too real. His temperature, his taste and his smile were so similar.

Since it's an illusion, what else can I hide? I pinched his face and also my own face and said to myself with a smile, "it's really an illusion. I can't feel any pain. Yes, only you in the illusion are so gentle. "

He laughs at me in the illusion, "fool."

I return the mouth impolitely, "can't, I am a fool, also only in front of you Tang Yuchen is a fool, but you Tang Yuchen also took advantage of me as a fool, do you think a fool won't feel pain, won't be sad? How can you make me sad? See me cry, in your heart, in the heart ache? "

His fists were pounding in his heart, and the sound was really nice.

"Tang Yuchen, since it's an illusion, let me have a good rest. I'm a woman. I'm too tired. I haven't had a rest for a long time. I'm afraid I can't hold on any day. I can't even see the most annoying one."

I closed my eyes, rubbed in his arms, found a comfortable position, closed the heavy eyelids, I remember clearly, I said I miss him very much, like the gentle water before him.

I woke up in the middle of the night. My pajamas were mostly wet, and my quilt was also wet. When I touched my head, my fever had gone away. I'm glad that this disease spared me so easily.

I tried to get out of bed. As soon as the tip of my foot touched the ground, a chill made me pull my feet back into the quilt.

All of a sudden, I heard the sound of footsteps coming from the door. I became alert and stared at the door. The moment I heard the door lock ring, I grabbed the cup and smashed it, "who! Come out

"You're going to kill them. Can you come out?" The door was unkown and kicked away, and Wutong stood at the door in a fierce manner. The cup in its hands kept pouring water. "Ann, do you want to be lonely and old?"

saw Wutong Wutong, the heart of the hanging down in a moment, I happily pull the dry corners of the mouth, "you think I want to be lonely, old man, you Lin Wu Tong willing to leave me alone?"

Wutong passed around there is not much left. I gave you the water that I had left. I said, "well, there's so much water that I kindly burn for you. But you didn't blame me for what you had left behind."

this fever almost burned my moisture, and then I drank the water cup and finished my throat. I held the cup and asked Wutong, "are you alone?"

Am I really hallucinating? But there is something on my pajamas that doesn't belong to me. Although it's very light, I can still smell it.

Wutong took the water cup from my hand and touched my head. "You burned it silly. When I came yesterday, I saw you lying on the bed by yourself. It took tremendous effort to get you into bed. How many people do you want to see around you?"A trace of loss across my heart, but also very glad that the illusion is very good.

"Am I talking nonsense?"

Wutong nodded. "Well, you're talking nonsense. It's been a long time, but it's a mess. I don't understand what you're saying. " Wutong not to regard it as right now,

, when Wutong lay down, I saw that she was suffering from pain in her eyes. I thought I had read it wrong and I didn't think so. Only later did I realize that, compared with pain, Indus was much more than I had to bear.

Wutong did not tell me what happened after that day. Even if I mentioned her, she always shifted the topic and kept silent.

Over time, I no longer ask, not eager to know what happened, but want to know if I have brought her any harm.

I hurt a lot of people, so I'm afraid. One day,

came home from work as usual, and found the Wutong that was lying at my door.

felt imperceptibly even the last day at that moment. I picked up Wutong and found that she was so thin that I was scared. When I sent her to the emergency room, I couldn't even speak.

I kept wandering outside the door. The passers-by had a strange vision. The doctor came out and said that Wutong was just recently weak. I sat down on the chair and collapsed.