Your Love,My Poison

It's a pity that God didn't hear my inner prayer. After waiting for two or three minutes, all the cars passing by were private cars, not a taxi.

He opened the door and whispered to me, "get in the car. I have something to say to you."

I looked at his car without saying a word. There was a faint smell of smoke in the car. It should be that he had just smoked.

Tang Yuchen only smokes when he is very upset. Should he be very upset now?

I smile in my heart and laugh at my own being cheap. Even when I get to this point, I wonder if he is upset?

I have a lot of negative emotions that I can't vent. I still care about other people.

The car was driving very slowly, almost as fast as walking.

At this rate, I can't get home for two hours.

I wanted to urge him to drive faster. After thinking about it, I still didn't say anything.

"If you have anything to say, say it now. I'll listen."

At night, the cool wind blowing in from the window seems to disperse my voice, which makes me a little hard to hear.

Just when I thought he couldn't speak, Tang Yuchen finally said, "do you hate me?"

My heart suddenly tightened, as if it was heavily pressed by a huge stone, and I could hardly breathe.

I forced a smile to turn my head and looked at the scenery outside the window. I didn't dare to look at him.

I'm afraid that when I look at him, tears will fall down uncontrollably. At this time, I shouldn't cry.

If I cry again, even I will hate this extremely cowardly me.

"Why do you ask this question?"

I didn't answer him directly.

Instead of answering me, he repeated the previous question: "do you hate me?"

I asked myself in my heart, do I hate him?

However, even I can't give an accurate answer.

I think I should hate it, right? Hate his heartlessness, hate his interests first

If he is not so unfeeling, how can we get to this point?

It's a pity that everything has happened. No matter what, it can't go back to the past.

I cruel heart to slowly said: "should be hate."

The space inside the car became extremely quiet, as if we could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat.

"This time, it's an accident. My elder brother's children can't be allowed to have an accident. People's hearts are always biased. Can you understand me?"

She turned to look at me, I was looking at him, both eyes in the air intersection, a silent repression, between the two of us filled with.

"You are right. People are always partial. You can't allow Ruirui to have an accident, because Ruirui Rui is your eldest brother's only child, and I can't allow Maggie to have an accident, because she is my only sister in the world. It's human nature that you will choose Ruirui Rui and I will choose Maggie..."

Before I finished, I was interrupted by him: "so you Yes, don't hate me that much? "

I looked at him directly, and did not give in at all: "but according to human nature, I hate you, which is reasonable. Since you know I will hate you, why do you force me?"

He stopped talking.

All the way home, he didn't say a word.

I got out of the car, politely alienated, thank him for sending me back.

His angular face, as if a layer of frost congealed, between the eyebrows with a sense of depression, even the tone of speech, listening to people feel silent.

"In fact, you don't have to be so polite to me."

I stopped to go home, turned to look at him and said faintly, "maybe we'll be more polite than we are now."

Then I turned and left.

I heard him say "impossible..." behind me

I heard this sentence vaguely. I thought it was just my own illusion. I didn't take it seriously.

At home, two children have gone to bed, and Yuesao is cleaning. When she saw me coming back, she said with a smile, "the first and second kids are very good these two days. They are not noisy at all. The first and second kids can hold the wall and try to stand up."

I've been nervous all day, but I feel relaxed after hearing this.

As soon as the whole person relaxed, the endless fatigue, just like the tide, suddenly came up and submerged me.

I pressed tired and said to my sister-in-law, "please take care of them."

I took a shower and went to bed.

The next day, I sent Tang Yuchen a resignation email.

I don't want to see him. Now that we meet, we are tormenting each other. Why should we find ourselves uncomfortable.

As soon as the email was sent, Tang Yuchen called me.

"You're going to quit?"

His voice sounds hoarse, as if he didn't sleep well last night."Yes, it's good for you and me if we don't see each other. Let me go and let yourself go, OK?"

On the other side of the phone, I was silent for a long time and didn't answer.

After a long time, Tang Yuchen said: "I won't agree!"

I had already guessed that it would be possible, so it was no surprise.

If he really so simple agreed, then he is not Tang Yuchen.

"Meggie needs me to take care of her and her two children. I really don't have too much energy to deal with my work. Mr. Tang, please take pity on me and don't push me step by step, OK?"

It was because he was caught by the other party that he had to return to the Tang Group.

If it's just like this, I can bear it, but after the miscarriage of Maggie, how can I face him again?

I think I should remind Li Yachen to go abroad in advance.

"You have no time to separate now. I understand. I've granted you half a month's holiday. Do you think that's ok?"

I took the mobile phone, after hearing this, the strength of holding the mobile phone gradually increased unconsciously, until my fingers came a little bit of pressure pain, then I recovered.

"Are you asking for my opinion or ordering me?"

"What's the difference?"

Of course, there are differences. If I only ask for my opinions, I will refuse. If this is not an inquiry, it is an order

I closed my eyes in disgust. If it was an order, I had no room to refuse.

"It's an order, isn't it?"

He did not speak for a long time, I asked him with a smile, he finally agreed to speak out: "yes, this is the order."

Needless to say, I just hung up.

I asked my sister-in-law to make some breakfast, packed it in an incubator and took it to the hospital for Maggie.

In the ward, Maggie's face is pale and half sitting by the head of the bed. Han Qing is talking to her.

They didn't know what they were talking about before. When they saw me coming in, they both shut up.

However, Han Qing's face is not very good. They seem to have a bad chat just now.