Your Love,My Poison

"I remember we had contraceptives all the time. Why do we still have children?" I gritted my teeth and asked him.

Maybe my smile is a little stiff, he looked at me unhappy, blinked, restrained the smile on his face and asked me: "sometimes contraception is not 100% successful, you know, there are always exceptions."

I know that there are always exceptions, but can you tell me why this exception happened to me!

This not only makes me unable to accept, but also disrupts my next revenge plan!

Why! How come every time I meet Tang Yuchen, I'm in such a mess!

Oh, my God, are you doing this on purpose! Or that fate is destined to be so, I will never escape Tang Yuchen's palm!

Even if it's destiny! I must resist, too! I should not be the only one to bear the pain of the past!

"Yes, you are right. There are always exceptions."

I feel the unprecedented fatigue, the whole person is powerless to sit in the car, looking at the endless flow of vehicles outside, feel more upset and angry.

"Don't you want to have our baby?"

Tang Yuchen asked me while driving.

"Why not." I didn't even look at him. I just looked at the scenery outside the window and answered him perfunctorily.

"You don't seem very happy Are you I'm not going to have this child? "

I slowly turned to look at him, he looked at my eyes, just joy, surprise has gradually disappeared, only full of pain and tangle.

I was silent for a moment and asked him, "if I don't want this child, do you agree with me to kill him?"

He turned his head to drive without looking at me. For a moment, there was a stifling silence in the car.

We have nothing to say.

After a long time, I asked him in a hoarse voice, "if I don't want this child, you Will you agree with me? "

His hand holding the steering wheel was blue. I could see that he was trying his best to endure the emotion.

What should we endure? Endure my willfulness at the moment?

"If I don't agree, will you keep the child?" He asked me.

There was no immediate answer, but silence.

I didn't answer his question until the car came back to the community.

Because I don't know how to answer him, my heart is a mess at the moment! I don't know whether the child will stay or not. How can I give him a definite answer?

"Will you answer my question?"

When I got out of the car and wanted to go home, he suddenly held my hand. It seems that if I don't answer his question, he won't let go of my hand.

Silence, death like silence and depression, pervaded between the two of us.

It was a long time before I said, "I'm not sure I'm very tangled. Since I gave birth to those two children, I never thought about having another child. Can you give me some time to think about it? "

"Yes." Tang Yuchen finally let me go!

I didn't go back home and didn't turn around to look at him.

When I got home, one of the things I did was to find out the bottle of emergency contraceptives I had bought before.

If you're right, the doctor said a month ago It should have been two nights on the yacht.

This is a very famous brand of contraceptives. I looked at the shelf life carefully, but it didn't expire. I checked the authenticity of this bottle of contraceptives, and the query showed that it was true.

Since it's true, why such an accident?

I took a pill and asked an old classmate working in a big hospital for testing.

When the test results came out, my classmates told me that this is not a contraceptive, but a snack made of starch sugar!

Think of that night Tang Yuchen's abnormality, I still have what don't understand!

In order to make me pregnant with her baby, it's really hard!

After knowing the truth, I trembled with anger. I took the test report and asked him.

In the villa, the two children chased each other and had a good time. When they saw me coming, they rushed to say how much they missed me.

I reluctantly pulled out a stiff smile, pushed them away: "you be good, I have something to look for your daddy now, wait until I'm busy, OK?"

Maybe I'm in a bad mood now. They all looked at me suspiciously and calmed down for a moment.

I said to them again, "be a good boy, you won't let your mother hate you. Do you want me to hate you?"

The two of them were reluctant to let me go. Step by step, I went upstairs to the door of my study.

The door is automatic. As soon as I come, it opens automatically.

He was having a video conference and was surprised to see me come in.

One or two minutes later, after the video conference, he stood up, walked up to me and asked me, "are you here to tell me your answer?"I held the contraceptive test report in my hand and threw it in his face: "why did you change my contraceptive?"

Tang Yuchen a face is calm, seem to have expected I will discover this problem.

"Why do you ask?"

He asked me calmly, even the tone is not with a trace of ups and downs, calm to some depression.

"I've always paid attention to contraceptive measures, and there was no problem before. I don't believe that something with such a small probability will happen to me, so I checked it, and the test report said It's not a contraceptive at all. Tell me, why are you doing this? "

"Why did I do that?"

Tang Yuchen approached me step by step and suddenly held me tightly in his arms: "because I want to get engaged with you! With children, you won't refuse my offer! "

At that moment, I almost wanted to kill him!

"I said! I don't lack the security brought by the marriage certificate! Isn't it good to stay where you are? Why do you want to do such a mess! Tang Yuchen, you psycho

I almost yelled at him!

He bowed his head, not a lingering gloom.

All of a sudden, he looked up and laughed at me. There was no smile in his eyes.

"You don't lack the security brought by the marriage certificate, but I do! I'm afraid if you don't need marriage to tie you to me completely, you don't know when you will leave me completely! I can't imagine you leaving me... " The more he said, the more excited he was. I couldn't help interrupting him!

"Enough! Stop talking! You psycho! You are so unreasonable

"Unreasonable? I think I'm ok? Is my guess wrong? You promised to fall in love with me, but you're not going to marry me, are you

His question made me silent all of a sudden. I really didn't intend to marry him, or even take it as revenge to give him a hard blow! Let him have a taste of the pain I had.