Your Love,My Poison

My thoughtfulness and care are all with the heart, but it is regarded as having ulterior motives.

This kind of feeling, really very uncomfortable.

"If you think so..." I smile bitterly and resist the urge to cry.

He saw that I wanted to talk but stopped, and he didn't ask me what I would say next.

In the following time, I was allowed to stay in the villa for the night. It seemed to be a very long night. It was dark out of the window. In the room, I could hear the sound of dropping a needle.

I can even hear the shallow breathing of Tang Yuchen beside me.

My body has been exhausted to the extreme, but my spirit is not tired at all, close my eyes, but can't sleep.

I used to sleep with this man, always able to sleep more stable, but now, I still sleep in Tang Yuchen side, but I sleep more stable from sleep, into insomnia.

From these two changes, too many things have happened. Even if I don't deliberately recall them, those things can come to my mind from time to time. I'm used to these negative emotions winding my nerves. Even if I'm depressed, I can pretend to be gentle and cheerful on the surface.

, especially Lin Wutong, who lived with me, thought that my gentle and cheerful appearance was gradually coming out of the shadow. I didn't know that it was just my disguise.

I need to show my gentle and harmless, so that those people relax their vigilance, and by the way, let Lin Wutong be reassured, so that she can no longer worry about me.

because I gradually became more cheerful, Lin Wutong's smile gradually increased. Even on that day, she made a rich dish personally. When I came back, I saw so many dishes, suddenly I was stunned. "What is the festival today?" asked the puzzled. Why is it so rich all of a sudden? "

Lin Wutong drew me up and sat down. "No, what a holiday, nor is it a special day, but this is what I receive today." I'm happy, so make such a good dish to celebrate

When she received her salary, she must be very happy.

I was also really happy for her. This evening, we two drank a lot of wine. Lin Wutong finally got drunk, and directly held me on my shoulder and cried, "I got my own salary!" I'll be independent later! I will be strong in the future... "

She spoke intermittently, but so many words, to show only one meaning: "in the future, she will be financially independent, she will be a strong woman."

I agree. Even if I knew she was drunk, I gave her encouragement with a smile: "come on! I accompany you, let you become the most independent woman

I didn't understand her sobbing, but I didn't understand her sobbing.

Cry for a while, she gradually convergence of cry, with choking cry cavity said to me: "after independence, I will still be your friend, I will always accompany you, Anxin, you also want to be cheerful, don't be sad for the past, OK?"

My eyes were so sore that I could hardly control my tears.

I must have drunk too much. That's why I cry so easily.

"OK, I'll be cheerful and let go of the past. You don't have to worry about me any more, OK? Believe me, I can handle my own affairs by myself. "

How the two of us fell asleep in the end, the two drunks who were drunk, are not clear.

The next day, I woke up with a hangover. I had such a headache that I couldn't break my head off because I got up late. I was half an hour late when I got to the company.

When I went to punch in, the director of the personnel department was also there. The new director of the personnel department was su Ningyuan. He was friends with Jiang Mengjie. He was always unhappy with me. When he saw that I was half an hour late, his face was gloomy.

"You're late this time. You'll be absent this month, and you'll be deducted!" With a slap, she dropped the paper on the desk and painted her face with delicate makeup. She was a bit sour and mean because she was angry.

When the people nearby saw this scene, they were too scared to speak more.

"I see." I bear a headache, bow to admit the mistake, low voice repeatedly promised, she let me leave.

Because of what happened this morning, plus my hangover and headache, although there was nothing wrong with my work, Li Lin didn't show any smiling face all day, a cold face, which made him very uncomfortable.

"What's the matter with you?"

Li Lin asked me quietly.

Our assistant's office is next to the president's office. There is a transparent glass wall in the middle. Through the transparent glass wall, you can see Tang Yuchen who is working.

This is lunch break time, but Tang Yuchen is still working.

I have fine weak lying on the table, a hand holding the side face chin, stuffy said: "nothing."

When Li Lin heard that, he really believed it and said to me with great understanding: "Oh I understand. "The strange look on his face made me goose bumps.

"What do you understand?"

I don't believe this straight man can understand my troubles. Besides his excellent working ability, Li Lin's interpersonal relationship is appalling.

When a girl invites her to dance, he can give her a handful of melon seeds as a response. What else can I expect him to understand me?

Li Lin solemnly said: "women, every month there are so few days in a bad mood, my mother used to be like this, I understand!"

I'm so depressed that my eyes are about to fall out. This smart man is still very narcissistic now. I think his eyes are very hot when I look at them more.

"You are so sure that I arrived in those days, so I am in a bad mood?"

Naturally, I nodded to him and asked him questions.

"What else could it be? There's no problem with your work. There's no one here to talk about you. The president doesn't mean to embarrass you. What else can make you unhappy? "

The puzzled look on Li Lin's face is the usual expression of girls.

"I'm half an hour late for clock in today. I've lost all my attendance this month." I'm bored.

Li Lin looked at me sympathetically, smacked his lips and said, "if that's the case, you're really miserable. Fortunately, I've never been late, so I don't have to be detained for full attendance!"

With these words, he had a happy smile on his face.

What to do? Suddenly I want to hit him.

Before lunch break was over, Tang Yuchen asked me to help.