Your Majesty, I'll Not Be With You

"She abandoned her home, she abandoned the life she should have, just stayed in the Buddhist temple and waited for me. Later, I heard from those people that after I left, she kept going to the place to look for me. However, the person in charge told her that I had redeemed myself and went out. At first, she didn't believe it, so she went every day As time went by, she believed this fact when she had never seen me there. Then, she began to expect that one day, I would go back to look for him or take her away from here. However, she has been waiting and waiting. How could this wait for me? At that time, I was dead. I was with her all the time, but she didn't know. Then, I watched her grow old, slowly, no longer so young, and it was inconvenient to walk slowly. "

The man put his hand by the window and turned his head. He could not see the expression on his face. He said in a low voice: "after a short time, she became ill and fell ill, and even couldn't get out of bed at all."

The man's voice became more and more deep. If Feng ranchen didn't listen carefully, he couldn't even hear what he was saying.

"I watched her grow old with my own eyes, and her hair had turned gray. However, she was still waiting for me. Later, her parents had passed away, but she didn't even go back to see her parents' last face. At that time, I watched her kneel down with her sick body, and when her parents got money, I wanted to help her up Come on, tell her that I'm still there, but I can't touch her through her body. Later, she was completely ill. Not long after, the doctor shook his head after pulse for her that day, indicating that it was time to prepare for the future. "

The man's body slightly invisible shake, and then continue to say, I have been with her, accompany her through the last days, but she did not know anything, and then later, she basically can't speak, but she is still looking out every day, looking forward to someone can appear here, although I am whole day Night with her side, not pay attention to, but, she did not know, she has been waiting until the end, when she stopped breathing, face full of sadness, but, I can only through her body again and again, nothing can be done, that day, is a snowy morning, she did not open her eyes, I have been following, those people, send her into I watched her lie in the cold coffin with her eyes closed. At that time, I almost wanted to lie there with her, but I had no way. I couldn't get close to her. So, I could only watch the coffin close slowly and never see her again. "

"She..." Feng ranchen wants to comfort the man, but she can't speak.

"After she died, I didn't have any worries, so I went back to my father's place again. At this time, my father was still the well-known honest and upright official. Why did other people live so sad? He could hide all the filth under it. If it wasn't for him, maybe I haven't died, and I would take that girl with me Zi left here, even if our life is poor, but it will not fall into such a state, all because of him, so I design, design let him meet the child, according to his temperament, he will be infatuated with this child, will want to get this child, and because he is getting older and older, so the more means of abusing people The hair was out of line, and even began to be reckless, so he must be hooked. Sure enough, when he saw a few children, he had the idea of taking the child back. He didn't even send his hand to explore the identity of the child. However, due to the large number of people around the child, he couldn't do it I don't think about it. How could a child of an ordinary identity have so many bodyguards with excellent martial arts around him? Then he held a temple fair. When the street was in chaos, he directly caught the little boy and went back

The man sneered and gloated: "he was eager to get the child, so he couldn't wait to start on the same day, but before his plan could succeed, he was already found at the door. The man's high position and power was not what he could resist. Seeing his child being tortured like that, he was directly angry, He even disdained to look for any reason and killed him directly. However, when I saw that my father's blood was dripping on the ground, I didn't even have the slightest fluctuation. It was just like watching a person who had nothing to do with me tearing away. Even if a stranger died, maybe I would sigh a pity, but after he died, there was no disturbance in my heart, And then I left the place

And yet, after she died many years, I still stay in this world, where there is no place for me, I don't know, even if this week is not a punishment for me, watching the people I know leave one by one, die one by one, and even once I met a living person who can see me, but she died soon I have lost the only one who can speak. Sometimes I don't know what my existence is for? Just when I was about to collapse, I met a woman who looked like that girl. Especially after I began to pay close attention to her, I found that they had a lot of the same details. Suddenly, I thought of a strange idea. Maybe this woman is the reincarnation of that girl. Even I live in this world with this mentality Why not? This time, I watched her grow up, looked at her, clarified her, she had her own children, and then she began to become gray haired, watched her own children grow up one after another, married his own wife, watched her be respected as an old lady, watched her have her first great grandson, I knew that the reason why I stayed in this world was because I always had one in my heart Obsession, I'm sorry for that girl. I want to see her live her own life well. So, when I see that woman doesn't have any regrets, I understand why. "