I don't know where love comes from. Once I go, I feel deeply.

The things in this world, may only love and hate, the most difficult to let people clearly.

Xiao Shiyu knows what love is. Even though her love has been deeply buried in her heart for five years, she still remembers the scene and mood when she stood on the ridge by the pool, waiting for the man she loves in the summer of blooming flowers, the quiet mountain village and the starry night.

She remembers that day she was wearing a white dress with broken flowers. The breeze was blowing slowly on her face, just like his gentle hand. A firefly was flying gently in the dark of the quiet night sky, slowly falling on her shoulder, flashing its wings, and then flying again into the starry night sky.

With a gentle smile on his face, he walked slowly from a distance. In the grass nest under his feet, countless fireflies were startled and hovered around him. He was like a prince who came out of the fairy tale world and made her fall in love.

In that ignorant, not polluted by the reality of youth years, she had countless fantasies to wear a white wedding dress, become his woman, a lifetime with him, never separated.

But she knew that all this was impossible, because just that morning, a fat man with a wretched appearance came to their house. He didn't know what the fat man's name was. He only knew his surname was Huang, and he wanted to marry her. He had money, so her parents showed that shameless smile and agreed without hesitation.

When she heard the news, her whole person was silly, and she was stunned for a long time. Then she turned around and ran away. She knew that she was going to find him, and he would take her away, leave this heartless family, leave that disgusting guy like a pig.

She kept running and came here. This is the place she made an appointment with him. She would come here to meet him every day. Sure enough, he really came. So she ran to him without hesitation and threw her arms into his arms to get his comfort. His arms are always so warm, which makes her extremely greedy.

That night, just beside the silent ridge, between the fireflies, they hugged each other for a long time, which was the only consolation for her in the dark days of the next few years, because when she asked him to take her away, he didn't speak, just kept silent with his head down.

She didn't ask him to explain, because she knew that no matter what kind of explanation, she couldn't let the resentment in her heart have the slightest relief. At that moment, she hated him, really hated him, hated his heartlessness and cowardice.

So the next day, in the afternoon when he left the village to go to university, she was tied by his parents and thrown into the fat man's car. She never went back.

Once upon a time, she had been looking forward to, if one day, he appeared in front of her, took her hand and said to him, "Xiaoyu, follow me!" She will definitely give up the whole world without hesitation and leave with him, but such a dream has never come true for five years.

Until she was really tired, really tired, dead hearted, living like a walking corpse in this hellish place, living with the same animal as the fat pig, suffering from his beating, scolding, trampling, bullying, many times, she thought that she should let him see her at this time, such a muddy life, It's all because he didn't take himself away at the beginning. She wanted him to see it, let him blame himself, watch him regret it, and let him not be at ease all his life. In this way, her heart could be more comfortable and happy.

She had also thought about killing the wretched fat man who bullied herself. When he was asleep, she strangled him alive, and then threw him in the dirtiest place with a knife. But every time she had a chance, she could not do it. It was not because of fear. For a person whose heart was dead, there was nothing to be afraid of.

The reason why she can't do it is that she still has something to look forward to in her heart. She is looking forward to the dream that he will come to tell her the heartbroken words "Xiaoyu, follow me!" Then take her away from the noise of the world, the dirty hell.

She swore, with her soul, that if she did, she would be good to him all her life, love him, care for him, and even be willing to give everything for him, including her life, soul, everything.

But this day came, she really saw his dreamy face again, and the embrace that made her so greedy that she even wanted to kneel down and beg him to hold her again.

But the scene in the dream did not appear, there was no firefly in the night, there was no stars in the night sky, but he was still as silent as that night, silent even made her resentful, why, why, the incomparable contradiction in her heart.

She wanted to tell him how much she loved him. She wanted to yell in front of him like, "brother Xuan, I love you. Take me, take me!"

But she can't say it, she really can't say it, because she knows that she is a dirty woman, even she hates herself. In five years, she feels that her body is full of the stink of the fat pig. She has to take a bath many times every day, but she still can't clean the dirt in her soul, so she can't say it.

That's her guilt for not giving her the purest time to him, and it's also a punishment for her cowardice. But she still expects him to take care of her, or even beat her and scold her, instead of such indifference and indifference. She can only bite him if she doesn't ask him.

However, when her mouth bit on his back and felt the warm and fishy blood from his body, her heart was thousands of times more painful than him, but he still did not speak.

She was flustered, afraid, she was afraid that he would be tired of her, afraid that he would disappear in her world, so she yelled at her loudly, blaming him for not taking her away at the beginning, blaming him for not coming to her later, yelling that she hated him, but in fact, the only words she really wanted to say were, "take me away, I love you."

But she was still afraid that he did not understand, afraid that he did not understand, she could not say, she did not dare to make a request, she could only say that she hated him, while hugging his waist, silently imploring that the God who prayed countless times could help her, just once, just this time, "let him take me away."

Wang Xuangang just listened to the woman's words. How could he not know what kind of hard life she had been living for so many years? When he was distressed, he had already made up his mind to take her away. To be honest, for so many years, he had thought countless times about what their life would be like if he took her away that night?

At that time, he only thought that she was already abroad, and it was not impossible for him to hope for her. After the precipitation of time, he had already buried her in the bottom of his heart. He always thought that she was a beautiful dream, and a man should be.

If she is good and wants to leave, then she will never drag others down. But if she is not good, he will also be heartbroken. A man, who loves someone, should be like this.

He didn't speak just now because he didn't know what Xiao Shiyu thought. He couldn't take her away by force. What if someone didn't want to go with him? After all, time is the easiest thing to change a person after so many years apart. Even if we really don't change ourselves, we can't ask others to stop ourselves.

So he wanted to find the evidence of Huang Pang and not take her away, so let people take Huang Pang away. She should at least be more comfortable, so he was more eager to find the evidence of Huang Pang. But he didn't expect that Xiao Shiyu would be so excited and bite him.

When he felt that she was embracing his strong hands after being bitten, he knew that she was willing to go with him, and he really didn't find anything to convict Huang Pang. He was disappointed, but he also strengthened his mind.

Gently turned around in her arms, staring at her face full of tears, as beautiful as a fairy, gently stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, a gentle smile, "Xiaoyu, don't cry, I take you away."

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