​Imperial palace sweet love: Your Majesty, too dark!

What else does Xia Ruqing want to say.

But Zhao Junyao stopped him.

"Don't say anything! I know all about it

"Now, go back to sleep!"

"I'll let the driver take you back!"

His attitude is resolute, Xia Ruqing also is not good again revolt, nod only.

"Then you should be careful yourself, don't carry it hard!"

"Send me a message! Don't worry me! "

After explaining, Xia Ruqing finally felt relieved and turned to enter the elevator.

Because she had a drink the night before, she fell asleep before she got home.

When Wenwen and Xiaoxiao bring her back to the apartment with panda eyes, it's almost dawn.

……

The next day, she slept until noon.

It's snowing again outside. It's the weekend and I don't have to go to work.

She simply depends on the bed, lying on the windowsill to watch the snow.

After watching for a while, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to draw on the glass.

When her fingertips touched the cold water mist on the glass, her brain suddenly flashed.

A few pictures are as clear as slides in my mind.

"Why? What's the situation? "

At a loss, there was a sound on the screen.

"Come on, come on! A snowball fight

"Ha ha, the scenery in the mountain is so beautiful!"

Xia Ruqing:! "

Shocked, isn't that what I'm talking about?

wait!

Why did you wear an ancient costume?

When did you become a star to shoot TV series?

But it's not right. She's a working girl. How could she go to make a TV play!

After thinking about it for a long time, she didn't come up with a clue.

"Did I just fall asleep and dream?"

"No, I'm awake. I've been watching the snow all the time. I didn't sleep!"

Unable to understand, she simply put on her clothes and got out of bed, pedaling downstairs.

Wenwen and Xiaoxiao work overtime today, and there is only one person left at home.

After working in front of the cabinet for a long time, I cooked a bowl of poached egg noodles for myself, sat in the sofa and turned on my mobile phone.

She called Zhao Junyao while smoking noodles.

"Hello?"

"What's going on now? Did you go back? "

"Go back!"

There was a tired voice on the phone.

"I stayed all night. I just got home and slept for a while!"

Xia Ruqing was silent for a moment. After thinking about it, she asked.

"Then... Uncle, he..."

"It's OK for the time being. My family has been preparing it all the time!"

"Don't worry about it!"

"Oh

Xia Ruqing nodded.

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

It's a heavy topic and they don't know what to say to each other.

After a while, Zhao Junyao suddenly asked.

"When are you going to admit your identity?"

"Qing Qing?"

Xia Ruqing first heard, but also hesitated.

"What... What identity?"

"Of course it's your life experience!" His tone is very tired, with a little sigh.

Xia Ruqing was shocked.

"You..."

"You know that? When did you know that? How... "

"By chance!" Zhao Junyao interrupted her.

"I know you haven't figured out how to recognize it and whether or not to recognize it! So in front of outsiders, I always think that I don't know anything! "

"But Qing Qing! You have to face it

There is a kind of regret called son want to raise and kiss not to wait!

He is now about to lose his father, heartbroken, he does not want the same regret happened in Qingqing.

Anyway.

Kinship is always important.

Don't hate until you have to, otherwise... You may miss a lot because of a misunderstanding.

Some people even spend their whole lives

"I don't want you to be hateful and unhappy like that!"

"I hope you can find a way to let it go!"

"At least find out the facts!"

Xia Ruqing can't help shaking her hand holding the phone.

"But my grandmother..."

"Don't worry about others!" Zhao Junyao interrupted her again.

"You have a good saying here. You should believe in your own eyes and feelings!"

"In a word, believe in yourself!"

"Because of your grandmother, she may also hate the wrong person?"

That's how some tragedies come out.

Some people have some feelings, so they miss it.

Unable to hear her, Zhao Junyao was worried and continued to ask.

"Qing Qing! What about yourself? What do you think of yourself? "

Xia Ruqing holds her mobile phone and doesn't know what to say.

After a while, I replied.

"I'll think about it again!"

Without waiting for another word, she hung up.

……

Lying on the small tea table and eating all the noodles and eggs, she got up and went to wash the dishes in silence.

Washing, her tears fell down.

She was aggrieved, and there were so many grievances in her heart.

It's not that I don't want to get married.

I'm really afraid!

She is afraid to hear the truth, to be misunderstood and to face other realities.

Now she just wants to stay in her little safe harbor and do nothing.

After washing the dishes, she hugged the nest in the sofa, staring at the TV program is not wonderful.

She felt like her brain was blank.

After a while, when I was a child, all kinds of pictures came up.

When she was in primary school, she was surrounded by her classmates and scolded that she was a child without father and mother.

In junior high school, because of inferiority, because of poverty, can not afford to eat good, can not afford to use good.

Even every time someone around loses something, he will be suspected to be a thief.

Because others do not lack, only their own lack.

In high school, grandma's health became worse and worse.

She did her best to support herself through high school and was no longer able to do so.

She had to give up her impressive achievements and walked out of the campus and into the society in the eyes of the teachers.

As for what she experienced when she just came of age.

I'm afraid I can't finish it in three days and three nights.

Fortunately, she survived, with his thick skin, with his willing to bear hardships, with his sweet mouth will say good words.

In a word, now I have everything.

They have nothing to do with the scum man and the so-called biological mother who abandoned her.

So why?

Now I want to recognize each other and solve the misunderstanding.

What were you doing earlier?

When she almost died of freezing and starvation, why didn't anyone show up?

Don't say that grandma has a big heart. No one can avoid hating this kind of thing! It's even more so for myself.

Even if it is to solve the misunderstanding?

It's just a little more tangled.

That year's pain, each left a deep scar on their own body, touch on the heart of the pain.

What if it's an apology?

Will these scars disappear?

impossible!

Not everything can be made up for, OK?

It's better not to recognize each other than to live together.

Since lost, abandoned, as she died!

She decided to listen to grandma.

Don't recognize, don't admit, don't care, don't ask!