365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods

That night, Chu Dongren and Mu Shangqing talked until late at night. Under Chu Dongren's continuous guidance and encouragement, Mu Shangqing finally opened up and exposed the scars that had been sealed for decades.

He clearly saw Chu Dongren's third side, but he saw him as he did, and he was more cordial and trusting. After receiving his confidentiality promise, he was willing to tell him the truth, and he also knew that if he did not explain himself, the mysterious organization would not be able to accept it. he. Although the organization is mysterious, it does not allow insiders to have any mystery, whether it is political or spiritual.

When he told the story, Chu Dongren changed from an interviewer to a psychologist, listening to all his psychological problems.

Mu Shangqing was born in a small place in the Xicheng District of Wangjiang City. It is located at the junction of urban and rural areas. It has the typical characteristics of urban-rural junction. The people are mixed. Buildings and brick houses are flying together. You can see a stray cat in just a few steps, and you might bump into a stray man if you take a few more steps.

But the name of such a mixed place is decent. It is called Hua Xie Ting. When people who don’t know this, they thought it was a street of antique buildings, but people living nearby knew that this Hua Xie Ting should be changed to Hua Xie Ting. Crying, you have to cry when the flowers bloom.

Growing up in Huaxieting, Mu Shangqing grew up accustomed to the wild scolding of neighbors in the neighborhood. If he is lucky, he can review the dirty words in Chinese. If this question is in the Chinese test, he will definitely get a 100% perfect score.

But it’s also weird. Child Mu has been soaked in scolding and dirty words since he was a child. He is so gentle and gentle, and his face is thin like candy paper wrapped in candied haws, which can be broken by blowing bombs. Others called him aloud, He can flush half of his face, and half of his face is hidden from the shadow because he lowered his head.

Most of the children living in Huaxieting go to school nearby. They are close to home and have many acquaintances. They don't need to be picked up or picked up. Every little boy, before his hair grows up, he will go to school on his own.

However, Mu Shangqing’s mother Zhou Lanxin is a ruthless person. Although she is poor, she is very ambitious. She saves money every month and sends Mu Shangqing to the best elementary school in the city. She also pinches to get up every day. He used a 28 bicycle to drive him to school. It took one and a half hours to go back and forth, one to one every day, three hours, and no.

In the words of Wang Yu next door, it takes three hours to lay a lot of clothes and fry a lot of baba!

But Zhou Lan disapproved of it, her eyes slanted: If I save time, then Xiaoqing will only be able to make clothes and pancakes in the future!

Because there is a ruthless mother, Mu child is on the starting line. Starting from elementary school, he has entered the stage of preparing for the college entrance examination. The child downstairs is playing in mud and he is studying. The neighbor child is playing eagle and catching chicks. He is studying. The kid next to him is fighting and he is still studying.

But in Mu's world, there is more than just learning, his life can be described as rich and colorful. Every morning, he and his mother get up together. Zhou Lanxin will tidy up and take care of it. Mu Shangqing doesn't need to comb her hair and make-up, get up and shave her short hair, wipe her face, and start preparing breakfast.

Usually at home, he would rush to cook, wash the dishes, mop the floor, and change light bulbs. There was often no water in the house. He carried a bucket and went outside to play. The bucket was almost taller than others. After it was filled with water, it was almost better than others. He couldn't lift it, so he flipped a broken board in the garbage dump, installed two pulleys under it, and invented a "three-level disabled skateboard".

He put the bucket on the board and pushed it away, but he still had to mention it when he entered the house to go upstairs. After going upstairs, one-third of the water was sprayed, and one-third of the others were also wet. So I turned on the pure natural drying mode, and took a pony out of the house, basking in the sun and writing homework.

Most of Mu Shangqing’s primary school classmates come from well-off families. Not to mention the rich and expensive, at least the tuition and meals are more than enough. If they know the virtues of Mu Shangqing’s family, they will definitely cast a pitiful look-this is a long one. How did the young master's face live the life of a servant!

However, Mu Shangqing is quite content. He has a mother every day, goes to school, and comes home. Although he has a lot of work and the environment is chaotic, he also feels happy. Although his shoes are broken, he is not barefoot. Although his living expenses are Few, but the steamed bun can be eaten full, although his house is broken into a dilapidated house, at least it can live in people!

Because I feel that life is happy and fulfilling, when he saw the wandering childhood, Mu children felt guilty because they were too happy, so they broke half of their steamed buns and gave them away.

This state of happiness lasted until his sixth grade. Child Mu was about to graduate from elementary school and completed the leap from elementary school to junior high school. His appetite began to grow, and his tuition began to increase. He can tolerate a big appetite, but the question of tuition fees can't keep the fire out. Zhou Lanxin knew it all right after the head teacher held a parent meeting.

Of course, Mu Shangqing knew her mother's economic strength, and she was ten blocks away from the well-off level—from the urban-rural fringe to the third ring of the city. His little head contains great philosophical thinking-he wants to read and eat, but he can't have both fish and bear's paws. He has to choose one of the two.

Mu Shangqing is anxious, he is worried that he is ignorant of his body and has been underdeveloped. He is eleven years old and still staying at 1.4 meters. It is annoying to pretend to be a teenager!

However, the effort paid off. With tenacious perseverance, Mu Shangqing finally found a restaurant that does not "discriminate" child labor. Seeing his small body, the boss actually practiced the skill of washing dishes quickly with one hand. It was a walking dishwasher. . So he waved his hand and recruited him. Anyway, he hid the kitchen without showing up.

The boss is also good, giving him flexible working hours. Because he wants to study, he is asked to do the dishes at night and on weekends, but the wage thief is low and may be enough for one meal a day.

Mu Shangqing seems to be engaged in underground activities. He goes out early and returns late every day. His sleep is compressed to four or five hours. However, looking at his own vault that is gradually bulging up, he is very happy.

But the good times didn't last long, and Mu's underground job was still strangled in the stage of growth. Zhou Lanxin unscrewed him from the restaurant and directly beat him up on the street.

Zhou Lanxin started firmly and ruthlessly. The restaurant owner could hear the palms of his cheeks and the loud rubbing sound in the shop, closing the door in fright and daring not to show up.

Mu Shangqing didn't cry, but he still knew the pain, so he would hide, side his shoulders and move his butt, but he didn't dare to hide too much, so he was just on the verge of avoiding and being beaten.

Zhou Lanxin grabbed him home, got angry enough, and started to reason with him: What you are doing now is studying, don't think about other things, don't do housework in the future, and talk about your homework before you finish your homework. But I really owe it to clean up. If it weren't for Teacher Wang to come and tell me all the way, I still don't know if you don't hand in homework, and you often miss classes!

Mu Shangqing had just been beaten, and his body was swollen, but it did not hinder his standing. At this moment, he stood well, with his feet close together, chest and shoulders stretched, as if he looked like an excellent young pioneer.

But the voice fainted, "I know all that knowledge, no need to attend class..."

"Bah," Zhou Lanxin cut off directly to him, "Do you think you are a genius? A child prodigy? A reincarnation of Einstein? Do you think you can study for a few days and you can learn it for a year? Daydreaming, your grades are good now, that's because I sent you to Suxun Elementary School, the best educational resource in the city! You have to hurry up in junior high school, otherwise you can't even pass the high school exam, so come back and pick up the trash!"

Under Zhou Lanxin’s prostitution, Mu Shangqing finally returned to the right path and embarked on the road of serious study, and successfully promoted to Su Xun’s internal junior high school. However, he still had itchy hands from time to time and wanted to go to work. The restaurant owner met him and hid. She was not in a hurry, for fear that Zhou Lanxin would be on a whim one day, so she told him, and the "time-honored" restaurant was closed directly.

However, Mu Shangqing gradually discovered that the economic situation at home was better, new curtains were added, and bowls with no gaps were added. Zhou Lanxin would come back with bouquets of flowers from time to time and insert them in the house, so that the house that had been dead for many years would give off "spring". Breath.

But the fact is that spring is indeed here, but it is the "second spring." Zhou Lanxin has a suitor. He is a businessman who does a small business and can't live at home, but he is not far away and opens on Chongli Street. After arriving at a cigarette hotel, Zhou Lanxin went to deliver clothes one time, and happened to meet him. The two chatted for a while, and sparks came out of the chat.

In fact, when it comes to appearance, Zhou Lan has three courts and five eyes, and he can be called beautiful. Mu Shangqing's son-in-law is mainly given by her. After Mu Shangqing's father ran away, Zhou Lanxin became a widow and attracted a lot of suitors. However, after hearing that there was a drag oil bottle, she was discouraged and dispelled the idea of ​​raising two mouths at once.

Mu Shangqing didn't care about it. He felt that his mother was very single and he could take good care of her. When he grows up, he will be a man who can choose and can work, and he is no worse than the big old man outside.

Zhou Lanxin had a chic life herself, and she was all thinking about raising a baby, and she had no time to figure out her life's major events. However, Zheng Xun made her think of remarrying because he was different. When others heard that there was a baby in the family, they all smiled and said goodbye, but when he knew it, he was very happy and smiled: how cute a little boy is. Show me it!

These words made Zhou Lan's heart stunned. After years of retreat, the love sinus sprouted again and grew fast. Within a few days, it was luxuriant and ready to bloom.

When Zhou Lanxin took Zheng Xun home, Mu Shangqing was very repulsive and felt as uncomfortable as a rival meeting. He loved his mother. He has been dependent on each other for so many years. Suddenly a man came to his house and held hands with his mother. Mu Shangqing felt that his mother had been taken away.

However, he hides the rejection and hides it perfectly, except for Zhou Lanxin, no one can see it.

Mu Shangqing smiled and called his uncle, poured water for him, cut the fruit he brought for him, sat next to him, and chatted with him.

The living environment for a long time has taught him how to hide his emotions, how to please others, how to accept it, and survive in an unsuitable environment.

He was very successful. Zheng Xun likes him very much. Even with his feelings for Zhou Lanxin, he has grown stronger. He buys her daily necessities and cosmetics, and also gives her living expenses. Mu Shangqing’s tuition problem has officially ended, and Zhou Lanxin doesn’t need it. Getting up early and greedy to make clothes and sewing fabrics, the sciatica is also relieved a lot.

Mu Shangqing's rejection of Zheng Xun gradually decreased. He felt that the monster of life, seeing that his mother and son were a bit shabby, finally became kind and sent a noble person to lead them to a well-off life.

Mu Shangqing began to look forward to Zheng Xun's arrival. Every time he came, he would bring some sweets and snacks. For Mu Shangqing, these things belonged to the fantasy world-only heard of them, but never seen them at home. His only snack may be the rice crust at the bottom of the pot, which is particularly chewy, and he will save it for a day.

Mu Shangqing felt that Zheng Xun was a good candidate to be an uncle. Until one day, when Zhou Lanxin went out to deliver clothes, Zheng Xun kept the doors and windows of the house tightly closed.

Before Mu Shangqing could react, Zheng Xun successfully brought him down and raped him.

Mu Shangqing was so painful that he felt his lower body was completely numb. He breathed violently, and his throat was about to split. Zhou Lan heart beat him before, no matter how hard he beat him, he didn't cry, but this time, tears overflowed like an overstock, rolling down the corner of his eyes, wet the bedsheets, puffing.

After the incident, Mu Shangqing wanted to take a few breaths and take a breath, but Zheng Xun suddenly held him down and pressed it up like an iron hammer. He approached him, and his voice was hoarse after a little jovial: "Don't tell your mother. Did you hear that!"

With tears in his eyes, Mu Shangqing couldn't see the face on his body. He was terrified. The fear not only tore his body, but also erode his heart, ravaging him like a shadow puppet, at the mercy of others.

It seems that the threatening effect has not been achieved, Zheng Xun pinched his neck, and his voice squeezed from his teeth: "You're a **** little bitch! You shouldn't have been born, you know how much trouble you have caused your mother. She has to support you, she has to work, she has to eat chaff, she can’t even afford sanitary napkins! You’re a **** parasite! But now I’m here, I can let her live a good life, if you If you tell the matter, I will go outside and say, your mother is a shameless, who will ask her to make clothes at that time, you mothers, just wait to squat in the toilet and eat maggots!"

After finishing talking, he let go of Mu Shangqing’s neck, pinched his cheeks with both hands, and said with a smile: “Now is the time for you to repay your kindness. Look at how much your mother paid for. Now you fucking, you shouldn’t do it for her. Any sacrifice?"