365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods

Mu Shangqing closed his eyes, afraid and sick, he just wanted the man in front of him to disappear quickly, or disappear from the world by himself.

But neither wish was realized. Zheng Xun still touched his face and muttered. He didn't threaten or scold people any more. Instead, he was looking back at the process just now and evaluating his body.

Mu Shangqing is about to vomit, his internal organs are stirring, and his six internal organs are feverish. I want to jump into the disinfection pool. Only the strongest hypochlorite, acid, sodium, can wash him clean, maybe he should peel off the skin, slap him Layer meat, by the way, do a transplant of the intestines. He feels that the pig's intestines are cleaner than his own.

He was nauseous, but at the same time he was even more afraid, trembling all over. Zheng Xun's threat just now, he listened to it, so he was afraid that it would go to the top and it became fear, and he even had no time to control the feeling of nausea.

It turns out that the most terrible thing is not to encounter injustice, but to be unable to resist after encountering it, because resistance will lead to intensified injustice and directly threaten lives.

Mu Shangqing encountered the most disgusting thing, and now the only thing that can support him to cheer up is to resist, fight back, retaliate, sweep the person in front of him out of the house, let his mother know his true face, and make him discredited.

But Zheng Xun just said something and cut off his thoughts, a pot of water came down, and the only flame of hope that was left was extinguished.

Mu Shangqing knew that Zheng Xun would definitely do something shameless to ruin other people’s reputation. Not only could it be done, but it could also be done in a decent way. It could even be included as a typical case of "spoofing evil". textbook.

My mother has been with him for several weeks, and she often takes him home. Neighbors in the neighbourhood know that if he really makes irresponsible remarks outside, the neighbours in the neighbourhood will believe that Huaxieting is a small broken place, and everything else is not fast. News It runs fast, but one day, people in the whole block will know that Mu Shangqing's mother is in disorder.

Mu Shangqing's tears were still coming, they were so many and fierce that they would never flow to his head.

He could not imagine what the family would become if his mother could not take the job. He might drop out of school to work, but his mother would not let him. He knew her. Even if she worked hard, she would let him read the book. Finish, get ahead.

But for a woman with a bad reputation, if she wants to survive, there is only one way to go-to become a prostitute.

Having lived in a mixed market for a long time, Mu Shangqing is most familiar with the way of survival, and he also knows what people can do in order to survive.

He will not allow his mother to have an accident, he wants to give his mother a decent life, which means that this man will always come to the house, will appear in front of his eyes, will hold his hand with a smile, and chat with him, on the one hand My mother, me and me, on the one hand, when she was away, she would take off his pants and **** him again and again.

This is the price of "happiness", but the price is too tragic.

Since childhood, Mu Shangqing has been accustomed to accepting adversity.

He closed his eyes and tried to admit his fate. He has always been a stubborn stubborn, but he was thrown into the corner and spit by people before. Now he is pressed under him and he is bullied. It's no different.

But he was still scared, the figure of the man on him enveloped him, like a mudslide, which might suffocate him at any time. After closing my eyes, I couldn't see the man's big face, and the fear still lingered in my heart, but another emotion was like a vine, swinging the branches, crawling out-a wave of anger came suddenly and quickly swept the whole body.

This feeling is very strange, like drinking alcohol, or injecting excitement, the cells all over the body are activated, burning, trying to ignite everything around.

The feeling of anger quickly suppressed the fear, and after occupying the chest, he rushed to the top, dominated the king, and began to command the battle.

Mu Shangqing raised his eyelids, his pupils showed up, staring straight at Zheng Xun. Before Zheng Xun came back to his senses, he took a firm punch and rolled to the ground.

When he rolled out of the bed, he leaned back and knocked his head to the corner of the table. With a "bang--", blood came out.

Zheng Xun was knocked to the ground and couldn't stand up for a while.

Mu Shangqing lifted his trousers, rolled over and got out of bed, slammed his shoes, and stepped on Zheng Xun's fingers. Zheng Xun screamed with pain, and immediately pulled out his hand, clutching his fingers, and hiding himself involuntarily.

Mu Shangqing stood in front of him, but he was only four or five meters tall, his body was thin, he had no muscles, and he had no deterrent at all.

Zheng Xun suffered a loss. After the pain, there was an unknown fire in his heart, and he was about to punch him when he got up.

But he hadn't stood still, Mu Shangqing rushed forward, with his head on his stomach, no less than a pegasus meteor punch in his stomach, he could punch out all the acidic water inside.

Zheng Xun retaliated and leaned back on his stomach. He couldn't help but glance at Mu Shangqing. He didn't expect this little boy to have such a great energy, but he was really a villain and he couldn't look like.

He was angry and anxious: "You **** wait for Lao Tzu. When your mother comes back, I will tell her that you are dissatisfied with me. When I don't pay attention to beating, I have a wound on my forehead. trust you!"

Mu Shangqing stared at him coldly, without any fear. He was angered except for anger, and there was no place for other emotions.

"Okay, you just say, I now have your jing fluid in my body, and there are traces of your destruction in the gang door. I will go to the police station in a while. Do you see whether the police believe me or you!"

Zheng Xun panicked. This might lead to a sentence. He didn't want to go to jail for this trivial matter.

"You **** shameless!"

Mu Shangqing's back is straight, but she really has a tender face and a sense of fearlessness, "You are not as shameless as a bastard."

After speaking, he couldn't restrain his irritability, grabbing Zheng Xun's hair with one hand, and making a fist with the other, and he was about to fight.

How could Zheng Xun allow him to push around, his hands stuck his wrists, trying to pull him down, Mu Shangqing let go of his fisted hands, and instead grabbed the piggy bank on the window sill, ceramic, and smashed it on Zheng Xun’s head. After the flowers bloomed, a penny of coins was spilled all over the floor, and the voice rang with joy.

This time, Zheng Xun was holding his head and bending into a cooked shrimp. Mu Shangqing didn't give him a place to gasp, so he went up and started fighting.

In the end, Zheng Xun's face was full of blood and he could not see his facial features. He felt that he had really encountered a ghost. On weekdays, Mu Shangqing looked quiet and quiet, very easy to handle. He didn't expect to be horizontal, so lifeless!

Feeling that if he let the fight go on like this, he would really die. Zheng Xun used the spirit of "a hero does not eat his immediate loss", crawling out, climbing while raising his foot, slamming Mu Shangqing's bottom plate.

Mu Shangqing hid a few times, was kicked in the knee, and fell back. Zheng Xun took advantage of this effort to get up, staggering, and rolling down the stairs, even daring not to take the wallet. .

Mu Shangqing rushed up and shouted at his back: "The surname is Zheng, if you dare to spread rumors outside, I will let you sit in prison!"

Facts have proved that Mu Shangqing’s ruthless remark has amazing deterrent effect. After Zheng Xun left, he didn’t dare to put a fart. Zhou Lanxin asked him what’s wrong, but he didn’t say anything. He just kept saying that they were not suitable. , And disappeared behind closed doors.

After Mu Shangqing got angry, he was still very scared, but he was relieved when he saw that Zheng Xun said nothing. He told Zhou Lanxin that Zheng Xun was not a good person. She was not at home that day, so he beat him up.

Mu Shangqing didn't want to shield Zheng Xun, but he felt that being forced is a shame, especially when he is still a boy. If this is spread out, those children who reject him will definitely get worse and bully him. Look like.

However, Mu Shangqing's worries were unnecessary, because since that night, the violent fire in his body was ignited, and when he was bullied, he began to fight back frantically, not afraid of fear.

In the past, when others saw him as a bully, they took him out of anger, and he could bear it. Now, if other children dare to touch him, he will be beaten to incontinence.

Over time, no one dared to bully him, but Mu Shangqing was not happy because someone else gave him a name-"Mental Illness".

Because he became angry, just like a mental illness, he didn't want to kill him, and went straight to the death.

This name is not good. Mu Shangqing wanted to control himself and avoid getting angry again, but he found that the fire could not be taken back, and the hair became more and more irregular.

He began to dislike himself. In order to get rid of the name of "mental illness" and escape from the original living environment, he volunteered for the college entrance examination and filled in the capital, which is tens of thousands of miles away from home. Most of the money received was remitted to Zhou Lanxin, hoping that she would rent a house in the city and stop working day and night.

In the last semester of the senior year, Mu Shangqing hesitated when facing the opportunity to graduate. He always wanted to work after graduation, earn money to support his family, and really "liberate" Zhou Lan's heart.

However, Zhou Lanxin did not wait for the dawn of "liberation". She was suffering from long-term illness, which caused her to die early. Mu Shangqing was the only guest at her funeral, and she was also Mu Shangqing's last family member.

Since then, Mu Shangqing has truly become a polished commander. He has no worries. He successfully studied for graduate school. In the graduate stage, he met Huang Nan. She was four years younger than him. She was only a freshman when he was a second-year graduate.

But Mu Shangqing fell in love with her madly, because in her, he saw the shadow of Zhou Lanxin, stubborn, strong, and with a trace of girlish innocence.

Because he met her, Mu Shangqing felt that he was getting better. He controlled his temper and became less and less irritable. After marriage, facing his wife and daughter, all he would do was pet.

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After learning about Mu Shangqing’s past, Chu Dongren had a good idea. He asked Mu Shangqing several questions continuously to rule out the influence of organic mental disorders, non-psychoactive substances and non-addictive substances, and finally judged. The result is mania with psychotic symptoms.

According to the classification of CCMD-3 (Chinese Classification and Diagnostic Standards of Mental Disorders-Third Edition), mania, as a kind of mood disorder, is characterized by elevated emotions or irritability as the main clinical manifestations, accompanied by vigorous energy, increased speech, and increased activities In severe cases, it is accompanied by psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations, delusions, and tension symptoms. After each attack, enter the intermittent remission period of normal mental state, and most patients have a tendency to recurrent attacks.

Among the patients with mood disorders, it is very rare that the authors have only mania or hypomania. Mania is often accompanied by depression and becomes bipolar disorder [1].

But Mu Shangqing has no obvious symptoms of depression, and his condition is getting better with age.

After clarifying the situation, Chu touchingly judged that Mu Shangqing was not suitable for joining Superman, but he admired him too much and was moved by his sincerity.

Seeing that Mu Shangqing showed signs of gradual improvement, that is, with a good personality foundation, it is completely possible to return to normal. Chu Dongren couldn't bear to miss Liangcai, so he asked: Would you like to cooperate with me in the treatment?

Mu Shangqing's eyes were shining brightly, he thought he had put his own dark history on the horizon, and his hope of entry was slim.

But listening to Chu moving's words, he seems willing to help him return to normal and join the organization!

Mu Shangqing agreed, and told his family that he would go to a long-term seminar in another place. He packed some luggage and moved into the third floor of Superman's Office, just like living in a nursing home.

He was in Superman's place, and his daily affairs were drinking tea in the coffee shop, reading books in the billiard room, and listening to songs in the reading room.

The happiest thing every day is to wait for Chu Dongren to come up to the third floor, chat with him, and conduct psychotherapy.

The treatment effect exceeded expectations. In less than three months, no matter whether it was the neurotransmitter or the neuroendocrine system, all returned to normal. Chu Dongren gave Mu Shangqing a psychological test, and there was no abnormality.

After passing the re-inspection, Mu Shangqing formally joined the Superman Department and became the chief of the analysis department. He was the only person in the entire department. He was both a chief and a staff member. He was very busy every day. Because of the atmosphere, he My interest in psychology has grown stronger. Under Chu Dongren's supervision and guidance, his studies have progressed by leaps and bounds. Within a few weeks, he killed several psychology textbooks. You can try to cooperate with Chu Dongren to conduct behavioral analysis.

Two years later, Mu Shangqing has become a mature profiler, and he can be on his own. At that time, it was also a year of frequent homicides by Chu Dongren's side. He often went in and out of the Public Security Bureau and joined the task force to help the police with criminal psychology. Write, hoping to catch the murderer.

Speaking of the last, Chu Dongren made a concluding gesture, and made a point on the conference table, "In general, Shang Qing has made outstanding contributions to Superman, and has also helped many mentally'supernormal people' get back to normal. , Or continue to live in a normal way."

After listening to Mu Shangqing’s past, Chu Yu and the three officers felt suffocated for a while. Although they had a lot of knowledge and had seen a lot of miserable tragedies, when miserable things happened to people they knew, their hearts The degree of congestion doubled.

But forbearing his chest tightness, Chu Yu cleared his throat, and if he should ask, he still had to ask.

"In the initial physical examination report, you must truthfully fill in the examination and diagnosis results, including his psychological trauma and childhood experiences, so that it can be used as a reference for future psychological testing and treatment, but Chief Mu does not want to make it public, so It is kept secret by you, only you and the Central Committee know, right?"

Chu Dongren nodded. He promised Mu Shangqing that he would not tell other people about this. Although he had recovered to health at the time, the shadow of his childhood, every time he thought of it, he would still lift a whip out of thin air. , It hurts all over his body.

He didn’t want others to know that his history, he didn’t want to be called "mental illness" anymore. He knew that people were not so tolerant of people with abnormal mentality. To help people who may have experienced the same things as him, and who have become abnormal.

But today, under Chu Yu's lustful power, Chu Dongren has to say that if he continues to resist, it is estimated that Chu Yu will be sentenced.

After a long silence, Chu bit his lips faster, and when he spoke again, he tasted a **** smell: "Da Chu, do you think this matter has nothing to do with the Sophora japonica project?"