The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 1848 No wonder life is tiring
"Of course I need to thank my good friend Xixi, Bao'er, you are also my savior, love you, my greatest luck is to have you always by my side to accompany me and encourage me, you are also One of the motivations for me to persevere, without you, I might not even be able to support now."

After expressing her gratitude, Cuihua mentioned her family, her upbringing experience, and her experiences and pains during the years of illness and treatment, explaining why she finally made the decision to commit suicide.

The eccentricity of her parents, the lack of love and loss of security in her childhood, the experience of school violence after school, and perhaps the natural abnormality of her physical condition... These complex factors have combined to make her who she is today, like falling into an abyss , is difficult to redeem.

But she also said that all of this has passed, and she has already felt a subtle change in her mentality after this incident, and Ying Baichuan brought a well-known senior psychiatrist with her when she was looking for her in the past. We chatted for nearly four hours.

Afterwards, I went through a deep sleep in a relaxed state, and now I feel very energetic both physically and mentally, and I no longer have the despair and decadence when I wanted to commit suicide.

Maybe in the future she will have painful times again, but at least now she feels rare relief.

"...After re-logging on Weibo, I was surprised to find that my fans had increased by as much as 800 million. If the private message function is turned off, the private messages may be flooded now... I am really touched, thank you lovely and kind people."

"The Cuihua in the future will be a Cuihua who lives seriously and does business well. Seriously, although the current job often makes me feel pressured, it should not be the fault of the work, but a problem of my personal status. When I use a new mood to deal with work and life issues, I think I will have different ideas. I have also made a new decision: there will still be evaluations and recommendations for good things in the future, but those recommendations will only be those that I personally test and use. Conscientious recommendation, I will still accept advertisements due to my livelihood, but I will only accept things that are really useful after I try them out, and I will also mark these products as advertising products when recommending them, you can make your own according to my evaluation content Consider which one to choose. Also, the number of advertised products will not exceed ten percent of the total number of recommended products.”

"My incident this time has attracted the attention of the whole network, but the people who really need to care may be around you. I hope that friends can cherish the people in front of them and pay more attention to the conditions of relatives and friends. I also hope that patients who have the same troubles as me We can live an active life and receive treatment, and believe that the future will get better and better.”

"Finally, I have finished all I want to say. This year and this day will be the most precious memories in my life. I also wish everyone good luck and good health. I wish you all a happy new year."

"The last thing I want to say is to Miss Xiaobai: I am very grateful for the psychological department you have set up specially. Many patients have already told me about it very excitedly. As for the application, everyone is very moved and looking forward to it, thank you! However, if it is possible, I would like to be the first paying patient. Is it possible? Also, I have sent you a private message, and there are still many things to say I want to tell you in private, I know you are busy, just reply me after work."

The article was very long, and Jiang Xiaobai read it carefully. After reading it, Dong Ran also came over.

"Finished?" Dong Ran glanced at her phone screen.

"Yeah." Jiang Xiaobai nodded, "Her state of mind does seem to be different, which is a good sign."

"Psychological problems are very difficult, and it is almost impossible to get rid of the root cause. I can only use various methods to make myself as free and easy as possible while taking drugs... I hope she can suppress it and don't do it again, otherwise, it will be too painful. "Dong Ran said with a sigh.

Dong Ran also had times of great pressure, as if she hadn’t mentioned it to Jiang Xiaobai—seeing Jiang Xiaobai’s popularity becoming more and more popular day by day, Dong Ran also felt under great pressure. sense of crisis.

Moreover, there are other things that Jiang Xiaobai doesn't know about. For example, the company's senior executives once talked to Dong Ran, and both inside and outside the words were intended to test Jiang Xiaobai for a better agent.

However, the company did not make a clear decision on this matter. It just pretended that Dong Ran would not be able to bear Jiang Xiaobai's huge workload, so they wanted to find someone to share it for her, but not now. They need to observe again before making a decision. some type of.

Probably because Jiang Xiaobai's career is still developing very well, and he doesn't mean to be held back by Dong Ran, so the company didn't mention this matter again.

But Dong Ran didn't know it at the time, so she was also full of uneasiness there, but she didn't tell Jiang Xiaobai.

Imagine how it would feel if you were under the worry of that period of time every day?What's more, this is only psychological pain, but other patients still have physical pain.Just thinking about it, you can experience the hardships of people with mental illness.

"I will try my best to let them get rid of this root." Jiang Xiaobai said.

She didn't want more Zhang Cuihua to appear. This time, Cuihua was discovered and stopped successfully, but more people died before everyone knew about it. Jiang Xiaobai didn't want this kind of thing to happen.

The normal work of the foundation has been stabilized, so the next focus will be on this department. Jiang Xiaobai will spare no effort to promote it so that it can help more helpless and suffering people.

On the way out of the airport with Dong Ran, Jiang Xiaobai read the private message.

The private message Cuihua sent was quite long, but half of it was expressing gratitude, and the other half was to promise that she would live a good life and not commit suicide again. Only at the end did she respond to Jiang Xiaobai saying that she wanted to meet her thing--

"It is also my dream to see you, but I know you are too busy at work, so you don't need to spend this time for me. I have no problems now, please don't worry about me. Ying Baichuan deliberately put down work to find I have already made me feel guilty and disturbed, so tell me when you have free time in the future, I can go to your city to find you. You don’t need to give me gifts, I’m sorry to make you spend money, you give me There are already many, and I will remember them forever.”

Jiang Xiaobai frowned at these words.

"What's your expression?" Dong Ran was surprised, so he poked his head over to read the content of Cuihua's private message.

If this was Jiang Xiaobai's private letter, which involved privacy, she would naturally not read it, but knowing that Jiang Xiaobai was reading Cuihua's private letter, Dong Ran lost this taboo.

"... She is still too kind, too good at thinking for others." Dong Ran shook her head as she watched.

His thoughts are too delicate, and he is too considerate of others, so it is no wonder that he is so tired from life.

In her situation, even if there is no physical reason, she will have a harder life than ordinary people.

(End of this chapter)