human suffering

Chapter 1599 I don't want to remember

Yang San followed the safety ladder and went down from the eighth floor to the first floor.

Then he walked back and came to the small alley behind the building.

There is an outdoor washbasin for employees, which is next to the employee dormitories.

The restrooms inside are specially prepared for guests, and employees are strictly prohibited from using them.

Especially Yang San's current appearance, her head is covered with blood, and she will be complained if she scares the guests.

Only one hour of disposal time.

After washing off the blood, I still need to bandage myself, and I don't have enough time.

In order to prevent the water pipe from freezing, the outdoor washbasin is not closed all year round, so there are long ice skates hanging under the faucet.

Yang San skillfully broke off the ice skate and put it in her mouth.

I tried my best to turn on the big water flow, took a breath, and then stuck my head into the icy cold water.

Since it was very hot in the room just now, a lot of blood has dried and it is difficult to wash off.

Yang San resisted the biting ice water and rubbed vigorously.

Head, forehead, neck, and white shirt already stained with blood.

Yang San washes very seriously, and now that she is just stained with blood, it is relatively easy to wash.

After it dries completely, it will be difficult to wash off, and Shi Leilei will be the troublemaker.

Thinking of Shi Leilei, Yang San smiled knowingly.

I feel less headache and less cold water.

With these few hundred dollars, let's buy good clothes for Shi Leilei.

Although the figure does not look like a girl, she is a girl after all, how can she not like beautiful clothes?

Yang San fantasized about Shi Leilei's appearance in a skirt, and felt a chill all over her body.

Washed up, wiped dry with his coat indiscriminately, and took out a bandage from his small bag.

Hurry up and bandage it up, otherwise it will be unseemly to spray blood all over the guests when you go to work later.

Skillfully using the gauze, wrapped it around his head several times, and tied it tightly, Yang San heaved a sigh of relief.

It seemed that this series of actions exhausted all his energy.

He took out a cigarette and put it on his mouth, his lips were trembling due to lack of strength.

After searching all over her body, but couldn't find a lighter, Yang San was so angry that she just wanted to scold her.

Reluctantly holding a cigarette in his mouth, he sat on the ground against the wall, breathed a sigh of relief, and rested for a while.

After all, there are still a few hours of class to go.

Just as Yang San looked at the narrow night sky in the alley.

Let go of all thoughts and relax alone.

A black shadow flew past and landed in front of Yang San.

A hairless cat in a sweater looked at Yang San with teary eyes.

Yang San lowered her head slowly, and also looked at the hairless cat.

Xiaotianmao stretched out a paw, and black flames ignited at the tip of the paw.

First help Yang San to light the cigarette.

Yang San didn't make a fuss, just quietly watched Xiaotianmao light his cigarette.

He took a sip and said something casually.

"Thanks, brother."

The word brother, like two sledgehammers, directly pierced Xiaotianmao's tears.

Two lines of hot tears came out of my eyes.

"You remember me?"

Yang San no longer looked at Xiao Tmall, and continued to smoke, resting and exhausted.

Look into the narrow sky.

"I don't want to remember."

The indifferent words made Xiao Tianmao at a loss, and asked in a startled voice.

"why?"

Yang San didn't answer, just continued to smoke and watch the sky.

Xiaotianmao pointed in the direction of the sky.

"You belong there, you came from there, don't you want to go back?"

Yang San continued to remain silent, as if what Xiaotianmao said had nothing to do with him.

Xiao Tianmao became even more flustered in the face of Yang San's attitude.

"Why did you suffer this.

Remember who you are so you don't have to.

No one can bully you anymore.

Why, you don't want to remember who you are?
How long are you going to run away from?
You asked me to go to the god of suffering, and I went.

You asked me to occupy the nest, and I occupied it.

You asked me to rely on the God of Suffering, and I did.

What do you want from me?
In the end, you forget me.

What are you going to do? "

Yang San looked at Xiaotianmao, her eyes still calm.

"I'm doing fine now, let me forget about the past.

No matter who you are, no matter what our relationship was before, it will be like this in the future.

Let me go, my life now is really good. "

Xiaotianmao couldn't bear it anymore, couldn't stand Yang San like this.

Clawed him up and knocked him to the ground.

He kept kicking his thin body with his claws.

"See what you look like?

Do you see how you have been bullied?
You have a good time, you ass.

Yours is not called life, you are willing to degenerate.

The stage will be set up immediately, and it's time to go on stage and sing.

You tell me now, it will be like this in the future?
What qualifications do you have to muddle through?
What right do you have to be content with the status quo?
You don't deserve it, you don't deserve it.

You have more important things to do.

Your uncle is still showing off his power there.

Don't you care? "

The more Xiaotianmao talked, the more angry he became, and the more he attacked.

"Don't let me see you as a bear.

Rather than being rushed to death by outsiders, it would be better if I beat you to death with my own hands.

Save embarrassing me, save others saying you are my brother.

I'll beat you to death today, so you can rest easy. "

When Yang San heard this, she suddenly curled up.

He knelt down towards Xiaotian Mao with all his strength.

"Please, whoever you are.

Please, don't kill me.

Just don't kill me, please.

You can fight as you want, but leave me a sigh of relief.

I don't want to die, let alone die, I have to live.

I'm not afraid of death, but I really can't die.

please. "

Seeing Yang San's full desire to survive, and her tearful begging.

Xiaotianmao stopped.

"What's the difference between being alive and dead?
You tell me, why can't I die? "

Yang San cried so heart-rendingly that it was so touching that even a hard-hearted man couldn't bear it.

"I still have debts to pay, and I can't die.

If my debts are not paid, I must not die. "

Xiao Tianmao thought that the debt Yang San mentioned was the money owed back home.

"Is it your debt, I will bear it.

Brothers of one generation, brothers of ten thousand generations, I agree with this. "

Yang San waved her hands vigorously, as if she was afraid that Xiaotianmao would enter his life.

It's more like being afraid of the brother Xiaotianmao.

"No, can't, can't.

My debt can only be paid by me.

No one can replace me, I have to pay it back. "

Xiaotianmao looked Yang San carefully up, down, left, and right.

Did I recognize the wrong person?
No, I'm not mistaken.

Why did it become like this.

In the past 20 years, what has he experienced in this world?

"Why on earth, don't you want to remember?"

Yang San has cried so much that she has no tears, her pitiful and helpless appearance makes people feel distressed.

"I dare not remember the past, I am afraid.

I'm afraid to forget the present.

I am afraid that I will no longer be Yang San when I remember the past.

I'm afraid I'll lose my head when I remember the old days.

I can't lose my big head, I'd rather forget all about the past.

In this life, I promise that Datou will always be by her side.

I am afraid that remembering the past, I will not be able to keep this promise. "

Although Xiaotian Mao didn't know who the big head was.

But he doesn't care, he only cares about San Yang.

"Then, if I kill the big head, you will have no obstacles."

Yang San stopped crying suddenly, and looked at Xiao Tianmao seriously.

Word by word was squeezed out from between the teeth.

"If the big head dies, I will never live alone."

(End of this chapter)