Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 310
We saw that Gao Zhen was going to suffer, so we hurried over to help, but now the bad boy was beaten up, scolded us for being inhuman, and promised to give money to do things, didn't we say we would be beaten?Gao Zhen stopped his hands when he heard this, and stared at us blankly. We wanted to explain to him, but before we could explain, the girl said, "What are you trying to do? Don't you just want to tell Gao? Zhen, am I a dirty girl who can't be any more dirty? I told him a long time ago that I slept with half of the men on this street. He was stupid. He didn't believe it. Now it's okay. He believed it. You are satisfied. gone."

After finishing speaking, he put on his clothes in a cool and unhurried manner, kissed Gao Zhen and said, "Let's see each other, next time I think my work is okay, remember to call me, I'll give you a [-]% discount. "After speaking, I saw the tears in the corners of her eyes and walked out of the room.

Gao Zhen stared at us with red eyes, and looked at us one by one, making our bones shudder. He said each word: "Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? What can I do to you? You want to play me like a monkey, you play me, I admit it, why do you still play the woman I love?"

We explained to him that it was for his own good, and he smiled miserably, and finally said to us: "Friendship cannot be exchanged for your own dignity. The more humble you are, the less you will be recognized by everyone." , you will never get the friendship you want!"

From that moment on, we knew that we would lose this good brother Gao Zhen forever.

That night, we frantically beat up that bad boy to vent our anger. We all knew that we were sorry for Gao Zhen. Even though we had a grandiose reason, it was for his own good, but we never thought of defending him. His dignity, if you give me another chance, I will never do that again, we hurt not only Gao Zhen and that girl, but also ourselves. "

After listening to Liu Ziran's words, I sighed and said: "We all make mistakes when we are young, so we don't have to blame ourselves and others too much. When we grow up, we will find that everything we did back then was childish."

Liu Ziran shook his head and said, "We are all overblown, but Gao Zhen didn't wait for us to grow up, nor did he give us a chance to atone for our sins."

I looked at the smiling dead man on the tombstone and asked, "How did he die?"

Liu Ziran stared blankly at the sky, recalling the painful past: "Since that incident, Gao Zhen has not been with us anymore, we have tried various methods to show our affection to him, but he always avoided seeing him, and finally the elder brother personally I went to him, and he said that, you are all as smart as a bastard, and I am a fool, is it interesting to be together? Sadness is greater than heartbreak, not only in love, but also in friendship.

We planned to go to Gao Zhen after a while and make up with him, but when we found out that Gao Zhen was with that girl again, we completely gave up on him, or it was because of our moral We can't accept that girl, but now that we think about it, as long as they really love each other, shouldn't we accept them and bless them?Are we just worried about Gao Zhen's injury?What's more, we have to stand on the highest point of morality and criticize people we don't like. We don't think about Gao Zhen from the perspective of Gao Zhen, but we just think.

It was the girl who asked Gao Zhen for their reconciliation. Gao Zhen originally refused, but she couldn't stand the girl's infinite charm and stalked her. In the end, Gao Zhen compromised. When talking about them on the Internet, they would ask us in advance, Gao Zhen, who played well with you, we hastily excused ourselves and said that we used to play together before, and we have not been in touch for a long time.Then, he told them some low-level jokes about Gao Zhen and Na Niu.

I despised myself at that time, but I just wanted to be recognized by the people around me, and I didn't want to be mistaken for Gao Zhen's kind and be isolated, so I despised Gao Zhen like everyone else, but I never thought that Gao Zhen Zhen was kind to us before.

I don't know why, since Gao Zhen got together with that daughter, his previous methods of making money have become ineffective. After losing money a few times, he was devastated.Thinking about starting from scratch is hard, because it is no longer the era when people can make money if they have a little bit of foresight about national policies. Why were the bold and the timid starved to death in the past? That’s because we fight The state's policy is on the sidelines, and the state's system is not perfect, but with the continuous improvement of the state's system, if you want to profit from it, it is a violation of the state's law.

That woman didn't leave him because of Gao Zhen's downfall. Not only did she not leave, she also went out to earn money to support Gao Zhen, and worked hard to earn another pot of gold for Gao Zhen, so that he could make a comeback.

But when the woman earned money and gave it back to Gao Zhen, Gao Zhen was not grateful or excited, but told the woman flatly that he didn't think he was dirty enough, and you would only agree to it if it was so dirty that I dare not touch you. Stop?The woman realized it calmly, didn't get angry, and didn't refute Gao Zhen. She put down the money and said, I owe you this, and I will pay it back to you now. I thought you would be different from other people. You are sincere to me and don't dislike me. Now it seems that I was wrong, you are no different from them.After speaking, he walked out of the house.Later, Gao Zhen learned that the woman had sold her house, and the money she got in exchange was going to be used by Gao Zhen to start a new business.Then go to a woman to find out.

The woman jumped from the twelfth floor that night. After Gao Zhen heard the news, she found a higher building and jumped off the twentieth floor.Before jumping down, I kept repeating a sentence: I will die more painfully than you.

The woman was rescued and came back without dying, while Gao Zhen left this world just like that. "

After listening to Gao Zhen's story, I looked at Liu Ziran and said: "The deeper the love, the more real the pain, it's not worth it, it's not worth it, it's not worth it for the so-called friendship, it's not worth it for the so-called love, the love is too much If it is too strong, it is not good for either party, it will hurt the other party, love should make people relaxed and happy, and it is not invisible pressure, which oppresses the other party all the time."

Liu Ziran nodded and said, "You summed it up very well."

I asked Liu Ziran curiously, "Then what is your intention when you tell me this story about your brother? Tell me not to be like Gao Zhen?"

Liu Ziran hesitated for a long time, and finally said: "I don't even know whether I should tell you, I'm afraid you..."

I smiled and said, "Why are you afraid of me? Same as Gao Zhen? Don't tell me, my Katsuo used to be like that woman? Even then, I will still love my Katsuo the same until I die. Chongqing."

Liu Ziran stared at me and said, "If that's the case? Do you want to hear the answer?"

I said frankly: "I want to hear it, I am much stronger than you imagined, I am not as fragile as you, I will treat Katsuo as always, I will not care about the past Katsuo, those have nothing to do with me, I I didn’t ask about Katsuo’s past. What I care about is the present Katsuo. I don’t have a mental cleanliness, I only care about the person in front of me. I remember I asked people before, the bowl filled with shit, cleaned and cleaned Will it be used for dinner? I can answer you right now, that bowl is not filled with feces, it is only filled with other people’s memories, even if the memories have not been washed, it is still a complete bowl, only broken The bowl is incomplete, and there is no way to hold any more rice."

Liu Ziran still hesitated and said: "I don't believe it, it's impossible, even if you are talking about it now, once you get married, one day, you will still mind Katsuo's past, after an unintentional quarrel between you two In the process, you will dig out old accounts. When it comes to your pain points, people are like this. You imagine yourself to be more tolerant, but in reality, you are far from the magnanimity you imagined, but you have not been forced to that level. It’s better to hide it.”

I retorted: "You are talking about some people, but for those who truly love each other, you will tolerate everything about her, whether it is the past, present or future, because she has not met me in the past tense, so she can do whatever she wants. What she wants to do, she doesn't need to give up the chance she thought would give her lifelong happiness for the possibility of meeting me in the future. To put it simply, you can guard your body for a woman half your life just to wait for someone you really love What if this is not the case? Then you have waited half your life for nothing, and what about your next one? How will you explain to her? Doesn’t exist! "

Liu Ziran hummed and said, "It makes sense, I believe you, so do you still want to know the answer?"

I smiled and said, "Of course I want to know, but I already know that it can't be Katsuo. Today's time is wrong."

Liu Ziran said disdainfully: "Tch, so you guessed it, it's not Shengnan, that's why you said brazenly that you wouldn't mind, and thought you really loved Shengnan so much, so noble, and almost treated you a little bit." Worshiped."

I said seriously: "I repeat, what I said is from the bottom of my heart. No matter what Katsuo's past, present and future look like, I will love her as always without any hesitation."

Liu Ziran nodded and said: "I believe, I just want to tell you that that immortal woman is now Yaoyang's wife, your sister Min!"

I opened my mouth wide, and then yelled: "I am CNM Liu Ziran, I finished pouring the dirty water on Shengnan, and then I started to splash on Miss Min, I always thought you really regarded me as a friend, but I didn't expect you to wait for me here? Right? You don’t feel happy about killing me, you want to kill me? People have children now, please do me a favor and don’t embarrass them anymore. kill you!"

(End of this chapter)