Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 730 Confused
After I went back, I locked myself in the office without seeing anyone, and my mind was full of Wei Hua, He Tian, ​​He Dong, and He Bei's satirical words about me.

I began to doubt myself. These years, I have always felt that I am very powerful. Whenever I encounter something, I can always have a solution. I have my own way of doing things. I have my own opinions. Depending on.I am full of self-confidence, and I don't care what others think of me. I live in my own world, and I am very happy!
But since I came back from Wei Hua, I started to waver. I began to doubt my previous way of life and my own vision.

What strength do I have?In terms of background, I am a poor kid from a family of intellectuals; in terms of knowledge, I am nothing more than a college graduate who has graduated from a business school; Clean and meticulous management; I have been living in my own world, complacent and self-righteous every day, actually think about it carefully, for so many years, what else have I had besides luck?

From the very beginning, Mr. Feng and Mr. Li protected me, and then Lin Jiasheng helped me, and Sun Shengguo helped me, and then relying on Yaoyang's money and Mr. Dong's appreciation!

These people helped me and supported me without complaint, but what did I give them?Nothing at all!

I'm stuck in an endless loop, and I can't get out no matter how I walk.

I remember reading a cartoon, which said that through meditation, people can enter their own brains and ask brain questions. That question is like a big fireball. If you have enough energy, you can break it, but If you don’t have energy, you may stay in your brain forever, constantly being engulfed by the fireball of this problem. In the end, your mind will stay in this problem, and you will become a walking dead.

I felt like I was swallowed up by this problem and couldn't get out.

I don't know how long it took, I fell asleep and woke up, woke up and slept again, until I heard someone knocking hard on the door, and I opened the door drowsily.

Sheng Nan scolded me anxiously: "What are you doing? You don't return home, and you don't answer the phone! What's wrong with you?"

Then he touched my forehead with concern, and said, "Why is it so hot? You have a fever!"

I sat down slowly and said, "Am I suffering from depression? There is a question that has been bothering me, and I can't answer it! I have lost confidence. I used to do things as if God helped me, but this time ...Since I came back from Qingdao, I feel like I have been possessed by a demon. Why is this happening? Do you remember that I told you whether we want to fly to the clouds? I thought I was already in the clouds Yes, but I'm still far behind! Katsuo, what should I do?"

Katsuo looked at me who was very helpless, and said distressedly: "Where is the confident, sunny, and kind man in my mind? He is an upright man. Nothing can defeat him. Even if he encounters setbacks, he will Perseverance, you can always find a way to solve it!"

I looked at Sheng Nan with suspicious eyes and said, "Is that me? I'm just pretending! I just rely on my eloquent mouth, but in fact, there is no dry stuff in my stomach! The peak of the mountain, but in the eyes of others, it is still at the foot of the mountain!"

Katsuo frowned and said, "Is your goal in life to climb to the top? So what can you do if you reach the top?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I just want to know because I didn't climb up!"

Katsuo repeated again: "I'm asking you, is your goal in life to climb to the top?"What counts as the pinnacle? "

I hesitated and replied: "Maybe at least like Wei Hua, or like Dong Zong to live the life I want to live!"

Sheng Nan asked: "What? You can't live the life you want to live now? I know you always talk about making money, but you don't really want money that much. Don't we have enough money? ?My salary is enough for our family to live. We have a house, a car, and even a villa. Isn’t that enough? I always think that you are pursuing your own ideals and doing a career you like , instead of fighting for fame and fortune! If you think so now, then I really misjudged you!"

I yelled impatiently: "Why is everyone saying, what is wrong with me? Why do you have to look at me? Why do you have to look at me?"

Katsuo was not angry, but sat down beside me gently and said, "Because you are our backbone and our pillar!"

Katsuo saw that I didn't respond, and continued: "You are a responsible person, you are responsible, you want everyone around you to be happy, if you feel that your burden is too big, then don't be alone. People, why didn’t you tell me? Is it true that everyone has high hopes for you, and you are afraid of disappointing us? No, people who care about you will take care of themselves, and they will never be disappointed in you! If you are disappointed, that is what you are now! Don’t bother me anymore, you are very good, you have qualities that others don’t have, you have to believe in yourself, everything you have now is your own hard work!”

I looked at Katsuo hesitantly, and said, "Yes, I have worked hard and earned these by myself! How can my self-confidence be destroyed so easily?"

Katsuo touched my head and said: "You are under too much pressure, you should relax, don't put everything on yourself, you can't stand it! If you don't do it well, no one will blame you, you made a mistake , we can start all over again with nothing to lose! I know, no one can destroy you! Trust me, trust yourself!"

Yes, no matter how difficult or difficult the day is, I can survive it, what is this?It's just vanity that destroyed me?What do they have?However, it is just higher than my starting point.Why should I care so much what they say and do?

I let out a heavy breath, kissed Katsuo, smiled and said: "Yes! No one can destroy me! No matter how difficult it is, I will have a way to solve it! It's good to have you! Let's go, go back Family!"

After stepping out of the office door, I saw a bunch of people waiting for me outside.

Dong Zong walked over anxiously, and asked with concern: "What's the matter? Why didn't you call me?"

I smiled embarrassedly and said: "Nothing? I don't want to disturb your rest! It's all right now, I want to understand!"

Yu Ling sighed and said, "We pushed you too fast! Did Wei Hua influence you too much?"

I hurriedly shook my head and said: "No, no! I just couldn't think about it for a while! Now I think about it, why are you here? How embarrassing I am! Didn't you have any dinner? Mr. Dong treats you! Go to my restaurant for dinner !"

During the meal, I talked to Mr. Dong. The current situation, Mr. Dong analyzed: "According to the current situation, you must stop Yingke's acquisition plan. They know your purpose, and the acquisition will not be successful. It makes a little sense! As for the chip, don't think about it! Let's see how we develop it ourselves?"

I sighed and said: "At the critical moment, I still have to have you in charge, I am still too young! I thought I could achieve great things with my little cleverness, and I overestimated myself!"

Dong Zong criticized: "It's not a matter of cleverness. It's because you thought too well and didn't leave any room for yourself. You already thought about it. If they found out, what would you do if you were behind the scenes? What if you were caught They know, what should you do if your goal is the chip? You have to be thorough in everything you do, and make a perfect plan! You have always done things safely, why are you so hasty this time?"

I thought for a while and said, "I shouldn't be impatient, I should wait, but I don't know what's going on, it's like being possessed by a demon, I can't wait for a moment, so I impulsively went to negotiate with them !"

Yu Ling said from the side: "Actually, even if you don't go to them, I think they know that you are behind it! As soon as our refrigerator came out, it is not difficult to guess that we must have reached an agreement. I have been in touch with you recently. , if you pay attention, they will notice. The reason why they have been dragging us is to wait for you to show up? They have no fear in the first place, and they will never talk to us. They already know about the chip. Do you think they will let go of their equity? Also, I think something went wrong when you came back from Qingdao! You don’t have to pay attention to what Wei Hua said. His theory has convinced countless People, but it has no effect on us! We are not the same as him, we should start our own business in a down-to-earth manner!"

President Dong looked at Yu Ling suspiciously, and Yu Ling explained: "Wei Hua, you should know him, right?"

Dong Zong nodded and said: "I met him once at the Southeast Asia Summit Symposium. I have also seen his theory! Money comes first, right? Those who do capital operations like to talk about things with money, I I’ve seen a lot! If you have money, everything is good, and everything has to be measured by money! Back then, they approached me and wanted to recruit me to their company! A foreign company paid several million a year, so they wanted to hire Me, let’s make their daydreams! Didn’t you find out? Anyone with ability will become useless when they come to their company. A year’s money is a lot of money. What about ability? No improvement at all, it’s just a decoration You don't need to go to such a company! Once you enter, you won't be able to get out!
Let me tell you how they control people, let you eat well, dress well, play well every day, and give you everything you want, except power!Once you have corrupted you to a certain extent, you become a useless person, just a machine without thinking ability, a part of his huge empire.You live a life of drunkenness and dreams every day, and you never want to leave at all. You are used to that kind of life, and you can’t lose that kind of life at all. It’s like taking drugs, and you can’t get rid of him anymore. When the time comes , let you do anything!
The scandal of their Weihua Group is not at 01:30. They buy short and sell short, make high stock prices, and cut the leeks of shareholders. Most of their internal employees are paid out in the form of dividends for their company shares every year. If you don't have cash, you keep getting locked up.But in my opinion, a company that has no profit points at all cannot last for too long. There are too many empty accounts in it, and problems will arise sooner or later. "

Mo Ke has been there all the time. After I locked myself in the office, she never left. Now she said slowly: "I also know something about Weihua Group. Weihua has been taking time off from them since the year before last. The group spends more than a billion dollars, and every time it is withdrawn, it keeps releasing good news and developing new projects, but none of his projects have been implemented at all! Their so-called landmark buildings have become famous in many cities. After the project started, the funds were not in place for a long time. After a wave of money was collected, it was released. In the end, it had no choice but to be taken over by the local government! If I guessed correctly, the fake accounts of Weihua Company should be It’s simply innumerable, these fake and bad accounts should be directly borne by some of his short companies, and then find someone to block them.”

I sighed and said: "I understand, why did he have to find me! This is to make me a scapegoat! Do you really think how much he likes me? I am too idiot! I almost fell for him Dao, bewitched by him!"

Mr. Dong smiled and said: "It's a person, and he will be tempted by the conditions he offers. After all, he paid you with real money, but what he gives you is not necessarily cash. If you are smart, Just cash out the stocks he gave you immediately, and you won’t lose any money, and you’ll probably make a lot of money. But if you’re greedy, you may not only get nothing, but you may even get stuck in the quagmire!”

I grunted and said, "Yes, this is Jiang Taigong's fishing. Those who wish to take the bait! Now I have a question, how did He Bei know about the chip?"

Lu Ping hastily argued: "Don't look at me, how do I know? She knows, and it's not good for me at all. You won't distrust me again, right? I was the first to contact her, but she gave me another There are so many benefits, but I can't get so many sincere friends! Besides, it's not like I don't have my own property now, and my Lotte is still mortgaged to you!"

Yu Ling nodded and said: "I believe you, I know it has nothing to do with you, but this matter is indeed strange! Logically speaking, they have no reason to know? If Mr. Chen didn't tell us, we wouldn't know either? Mr. Chen, do you know how many people know about this chip?"

I thought for a while and said, "Except for the three of us, there are no more than five people. Mr. Zhang, Manny, Zhiyuan, and Lin Jiasheng and Lao Feng! Lin Jiasheng will never betray himself, right? It's about Yingke, we are the only ones left! However, I still believe that we belong to ourselves!"

(End of this chapter)