Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 850 Returning to Hunan
Sometimes about emotional matters, no one can say for sure, the way is unknown!I don't know, what is Yaoyang thinking in his heart?Maybe it's the reluctance to miss sister Min, or the fear that he will let Xue Qi down?In the end, he still didn't have the courage to start over and returned to Dongguan, and Xue Qi was about to go abroad.

For this beautiful thing, Shengnan took it very lightly, not because she didn't like Xue Qi, but in Shengnan's mind, there can only be one person living in a person's heart, even if this person is no longer alive, but As long as it is still in the mind of that person, no second person can be allowed to exist.

There is still a person living in Yaoyang's heart, a person who can't dissipate for a long time!
Returning to Yaoyang in Dongguan, he devoted all his experience to his work. It can be said that he never sleeps, eats and sleeps on the construction site, which made Wang Hetong complain to the sky. He complained to me several times, saying that he wanted to be transferred back and followed Yaoyang. Yang doesn't eat well, doesn't live well, and scolds him from time to time, with an extremely bad attitude.I rejected them all, and told him that if a person is assigned a great task from heaven, he must first work hard on his mind and body, and ask him to work hard without complaining. In the future, I will definitely assign great responsibility to him and let him work hard.

On my office desk, there is a leave application form, which belongs to Xiao Wan.I generally don’t need to approve the leave form of senior management, but Xiaowan’s leave form doesn’t say anything, just personal reasons, and wants to take half a month’s leave. , and handed it over to me directly.

I haven't seen Xiao Wan for a while, so I invited Xiao Wan over to ask her about her recent situation.

Thinking about the past with her, Ximao, that unforgettable memory, I was a little stunned for a moment.

Xiao Wan's appearance hasn't changed much, she's still pretty, but she's no longer that lively and cheerful little girl who loves to laugh, and standing in front of me is an intellectual professional woman exuding a mature temperament.

Xiao Wan smiled lightly and said: "A Fei, what are you looking at? You have straightened your eyes. We have known each other for so many years, so it's not just now that I have any thoughts about me, right? Or is my dress not in line with the company's regulations? ?”

When I heard this A Fei, I was very moved. Many people who fought with me rarely called me A Fei. I smiled and said: "You are dressed like a flower, which definitely does not comply with the company's regulations! You now But the chief engineer of the company!"

Xiaowan corrected: "I'm the deputy chief engineer of technology, the technical director! Also, I'm plain, why do you see that I look like a flower?"

I smiled and said: "In my eyes, you will always be like a flower, a flower that will never wither!"

Xiao Wan laughed and scolded: "The person who is still so talkative, who is about to get married, is still so talkative, and will never change his nature!"

I laughed loudly and said, "You're just a clueless person! Come on, why do you ask for leave? It takes half a month to ask for leave, and you don't write the reason. If you want to get married, you can't just be so sneaky. At least let me know? After all, we are also comrades who fought together in the same trench, right?"

Xiao Wan smiled slightly, and said flatly: "I want to bury Zhang Hua, and I will go to Hunan to see it!"

I froze with a bright smile on my face, looked at Xiao Wan, and said with great guilt: "Oh, it's time to go and see, the day is coming soon!"

Xiao Wan nodded and said: "Don't worry, I let go of it long ago, but I don't know why I keep thinking about the past, so I knew it was time to visit him, I think he might miss me down there too! "

Hearing these words, my heart trembled. The picture of Zhang Hua pushing me away before his death appeared before my eyes again. I saw a pair of eyes full of trust and determination in me, and saw Zhang Hua who was full of sunshine and smiling face. .

Seeing that I was suddenly lost, Xiao Wan woke me up and said, "A Fei, don't think too much, the past is over, I just came here to talk to you..."

I groaned and asked, "Tell me, I'm listening, if you want to scold me, scold me, I'm sorry for you."

Xiao Wan shook his head and said: "No! I'm not talking about this, forget it, you are a married person, you must treat Sheng Nan well! Cherish the person in front of you!"

I hummed and said: "I will, why are you hesitating today, just say what you want!"

Xiaowan thought for a while, but still didn't say anything, just smiled lightly and said: "No one can blame what happened back then! Letting go of the past doesn't mean you have to forget the people from the past, right? Is this fake? Can you approve it?"

I hurriedly said: "Approved! Of course approved!"

After finishing speaking, I immediately picked up the pen and signed my name.

Xiao Wan picked up the leave slip and said, "Don't worry, I will attend your wedding!" Then he smiled and planned to leave.

I stopped Xiaowan and said, "After you come back, let's go abroad to relax! Our new factory in Belgium will officially start construction next month. You can go over and help me take care of it. I don't worry!"

Xiao Wan shook his head and said: "I don't want to go anywhere, I said I really don't blame you! You don't have to compensate me for anything! Neither does Zhang Hua, he must not blame you!"

I said bitterly: "Don't blame me, you didn't say it, I know it in my heart! However, it was not my idea to let you go to Belgium this time, it was Tang Jie's idea. He said he was a bit old and couldn't keep up. In this era, English is not good, and I need a helper who understands foreign languages ​​and has professional skills, and you are the most suitable!"

Xiao Wan smiled and said, "You taught Tang Jie to say this, right?"

I hastily argued: "Really, if you don't believe me, you can ask him yourself!"

Xiao Wan turned around and said, "Thank you anyway!" After speaking, he walked out.

I was alone in the office in a daze, thinking of many past events. The old people said that if a person starts to recall the past, either he is getting old, or he knows that his time is coming.I'd rather be older!

I sat there all afternoon, and suddenly had an urge to go back to Hunan, a place where my career dream started, a place where I changed from a boy to a mature man, a place where I experienced life and death.It reminds me of many people, Mr. Huang, Tax Worker, Yang Gong, Li Xiang, and Ximao, Brother Zeng, Xia Tian, ​​Jiang Jiang and Xiaoxia who are far away in the sea, and Mr. Lin who has left my son. , Zhang Hua...

It didn't take long for something to happen, as if a century had passed, a feeling that once the sea was too difficult for water.

I told An An to book a plane ticket to Changsha, Hunan. I didn't tell anyone except Katsuo, I just wanted to go back and see for myself.

The weather in Hunan in November is cold and dry, with the cold wind blowing and the scalp stinging. Although it is not as cold as the domineering cold in the Northeast, it still feels like being in the frost.

Because I miscalculated the weather, I came from Zhuhai, and I wore a leather jacket, which was still plain, with no fleece inside, and just a short-sleeved T-shirt inside. After getting off the plane, I wanted to get back on.

I planned to buy a coat at the airport and wear it first, but the price-performance ratio is too far away. The price of the same coat at the airport has almost doubled. No matter how stupid I am, I would rather freeze to death than buy things in the airport.

At the gate of the airport, looking at the long queue of taxis, I went back to the airport lobby, wondering how to get out?Someone slapped me on the back, turned around and saw Xiao Wan with a bright smile, Xiao Wan asked me: "You didn't follow me to Changsha, did you? Didn't I just ask for a vacation? Why did you follow me so far?" ?”

My teeth chattered and I said, "How can I be so free? I also want to come and see Zhang Hua!"

Xiao Wan sighed and said, "Just to see him, you don't have to abuse yourself like this?"

I folded my arms and asked, "Why is there no air-conditioning in the airport hall? It's so cold!"

Xiaowan reluctantly took out a down jacket from his bag and said, "It's a little too small, I guess you can fit it in, so go to the mall and buy another one later!"

Without further ado, I took off my leather jacket and put on the down jacket. Although it was a little small, I felt warm all over.

I completely ignored the passers-by who looked at me like a fool, and walked out of the airport with Xiao Wan. A very indifferent middle-aged man waved to Xiao Wan, but when he saw me, his expression froze. Immediately fades away from the face.

Xiao Wan hurriedly introduced: "This is the leader of our company, I just met him at the airport!"

The man still didn't relax his vigilance and looked at me without saying a word.

I reluctantly followed Xiao Wan and got into the man's car. Xiao Wan asked the man to stop at a large shopping mall and went on to buy some clothes with me.

I saw that the man's face was full of hostility, but he didn't say anything, he just kept his head silent. Xiao Wan ignored him, and dragged me into the mall.

When I got to the shopping mall, I regretted it. I might as well have bought it at the airport just now. The clothes here are even more expensive.

I was embarrassed to bother Xiaowan any more, so I chose the cheapest down jacket, the one that would just keep you warm.

After buying the clothes, I planned to part ways with Xiao Wan to avoid all unnecessary troubles. Xiao Wan asked me strangely: "Don't you want to visit Zhang Hua? Do you know his home? You know he was buried in where?"

I shook my head.

Xiao Wan said angrily: "You don't know, how do you go to see it? Thinking about it?"

I explained: "I don't want to cause trouble for you, to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, you can also see that man staring at me, wishing he could kill me with a car the next moment, how do you find such a narrow-minded man what?"

Xiao Wan sighed, and said with a smile: "What man am I looking for? That's Zhang Hua's cousin. These years, I have come back to see Zhang Hua every year. He came to pick me up specially!"

I suddenly realized: "Is that so? No, why shouldn't he look at me like this? Isn't it normal to have a man by your side?"

Xiao Wan shook his head and said: "Their family is more traditional, and they think that marrying someone means that you should follow this person for the rest of your life, whether it's life or death!"

I poohed and said: "What year is it? You still have to be a widow for their family?" Then, I realized that there was something wrong with my words, and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean you are a widow!"

It's okay if you don't explain it, but it's even worse if you explain it. Fortunately, Xiao Wan is not angry, but just said lightly: "I'm a widow, it's okay!"

I really want to slap myself hard.

Xiao Wan saw my embarrassed expression, smiled, and said to me: "Let's go, come with me to see Zhang Hua!"

I hummed and walked into cousin Zhang Hua's car again.

Along the way, cousin Zhang Hua didn't say a word of greetings, and Xiao Wan didn't say anything, so I sat awkwardly in the back seat, pretending to sleep.

The car drove for more than two hours before getting off the expressway and stopped in front of a small noodle shop. The man didn't speak, so he got out of the car by himself. Xiao Wan called me: "Go down and eat a bowl of noodles to keep warm." Warm up, you have to sit for another hour!"

I yelled, tightened my clothes and got out of the car. I entered this noodle restaurant with only two tables and air leaks from all sides. I regret that I just forgot to tell the boss not to be spicy!Or because the weather is too cold, the noodles that people who are spicy can cry out have become less exaggerated. In such a cold weather, the three of us can sweat from eating, which shows the degree of spiciness.

Cousin Zhang Hua was the first to finish eating the noodles, without saying a word, took out the money and got in the car.

I wanted to get in the car after eating the noodles, but the boss stopped me and said that I didn't give the money, but I didn't realize it. My cousin Zhang Hua just finished eating the noodles, and he didn't give me this bowl of money!

Xiaowan took out the money and gave it to the boss, saying it belonged to the two of us.

I was a little unhappy in my heart: "Just after he finished eating, he gave him his own? Not even yours? If you didn't tell me, I thought he was a long-distance bus driver!"

Xiao Wan said helplessly: "You don't know the relationship between me and his family, it's hard for me to explain clearly to you in a short while! Let's go!"

When I got in the car, I didn't know how long I slept in a drowsy state before I was woken up by the stumbling road.

Cousin Zhang Hua got out of the car and left.

I opened the car door and came down to see that it was the entrance of a village. Except for the concrete floor where the car was parked, the rest of the ground was muddy. Although it was not muddy, the heavy rain left a lot of dirt on the dirt Deep footprints.

Xiao Wan struggled to carry the suitcase and walked ahead, I hurried a few steps, stepped forward to pick up Xiaowan's suitcase, and said dissatisfiedly: "How should I say, it's half a relative, right? Even if it's not a relative, a man should be Have some style?"

Xiao Wan sighed and said: "For a while, don't say anything, just follow me, and let's go after praying!"

I didn't know why, but I nodded anyway.

Almost at the end of the village, I saw Zhang Hua’s cousin standing in front of a house, leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette. Behind him was an old lady with a whirling back, and next to him was a little boy with a face full of snot. He looked 7 or 8 years old. look.There are also two strong men, one is wearing a military overcoat, the other is wearing an inappropriate suit with a red scarf.

(End of this chapter)