The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 617
In the original owner's heart, he probably didn't think about his own future and safety. He only thought about how he could warn his former family members, and didn't want them to end up like a powerful family. In fact, that family really ended up the same way, of course. The grandfather of the original owner should end up better than the power minister.

It can be seen from the idea of ​​the original owner that she still has a feeling of nostalgia for her original family. Even though they are very indifferent to her, she still can't let go of the past in her heart and wants to make them live better. This is really too much Kind.So quickly forget the other party's bad, but only remember the other party's good.

From Ling Xiao's point of view, the behavior of the original owner was inexplicably familiar, but it was a little bit similar to the type of people known as licking GOU.It may not reach that level of infatuation, but it still has that tendency.She doesn't have a good impression of licking GOU, because they are too servile to Shangqing's love object, even if the relatives and friends who lick GOU don't allow licking GOU to continue licking the object of admiration, the other party will definitely turn relatives and friends into sworn enemies, think about it It just feels terrible.

Therefore, Ling Xiao is wary of the behavior of the original owner. This is because there is a saying in later generations: licking a GOU is nothing, and she wants to help a licking GOU.She didn't want the original owner to focus on her former family members, as if she wanted to warn them?How should I say something?What can I do to avoid being dug out?

Also, the original owner wanted his family members to be cautious, thinking that everything was for their future out of sincerity.But can the other party listen to this opinion?I'm afraid that the other party will be furious when they hear what is for their future, and think it is a curse instead!
Don't ask Ling Xiao to come forward to warn the other party, because Ling Xiao thinks that they are unlikely to believe Ling Xiao's words. After all, the status gap between the two is too big. Those people are considered top officials, and Ling Xiao will know if he checks his identity belong to the common people.

Even if Ling Xiao is a bit of a Taoist in the eyes of other people, he is not a person in the eyes of that family. I am afraid that they have connections with monks and Taoists.
In their eyes, Ling Xiao's image couldn't be better, he definitely belonged to the kind of person who would do anything to cling to the powerful, that is to say, in their eyes, Ling Xiao was a dog who stalked others, and this feeling was too unacceptable.

Ling Xiao was very upset when he thought of this possibility. Anyway, if she was the original owner and didn't think about revenge on that family, even if she was very qualified, she was still rushing to remind the other party?Tell the other person what can and cannot be done?Even thinking about it is impossible.

Anyway, she basically kept away from the bureaucrats in the feudal society. As a commoner, she would kneel on the ground when she met an official. If you look at it this way, it was the most expensive knee in ancient times. She has no habit of wanting to kowtow, and she doesn't like others to look down on her. Own.

If the original owner is still unwilling to give up and wants to warn the family, Ling Xiao directly expresses his opinion: the original owner can do this by himself, after all, she and the family are related by blood, maybe the other party trusts the original owner more (no wonder!) .

After hearing Ling Xiao's refusal, the original owner's mood suddenly fell, because she could see that Ling Xiao didn't agree with her idea, and didn't want to deal with her former family members. After staying at home for a while, I thought there was some affection, but now the original owner realized that this idea is too natural, and some things cannot be forced after all.

After hearing Ling Xiao say that she wanted to warn her, she felt a little uneasy. Ling Xiao's attitude became a little cold, and her eyes were red when she felt something was wrong, and she lowered her head helplessly. I dare not go to my family, I am afraid that I will be a sheep in the mouth of a tiger.

Seeing this scene, Ling Xiao didn't know what to say, and he couldn't blame anything. After all, the original owner was still a little girl with many shortcomings in character.But even so, you can't promise the original owner to do things you don't want to do.

Looking at the uneasy face of the original owner, Ling Xiao shook her head slightly. She does not expect the original owner to become a tough woman at all now, and such a transformation is unlikely. The original owner's character is basically determined, and she will not become a dodder in the future Flowers are nice.

Ling Xiao found a problem, maybe she once had the immature idea of ​​the original owner, but after so much experience, she found that she no longer had that kind of innocent idea, and she couldn't go back, her whole person has changed a lot, if she goes back When I go to the original world, I am afraid that my inside will undergo earth-shaking changes.

Now she can be sure that her personality has changed a lot, her temper has become a lot colder, and she will directly reject the original owner's request after the original owner offered help, and there are some things that must not be opened.

She will not compromise with the original owner's ideas. Anyway, in her opinion, the idea of ​​warning the family is stupid. There are too many times when good people will be rewarded. That family is a hornet's nest, and I will never go there again.

The original owner's grandfather was a fine man, she didn't believe that the other party couldn't see the problem even she could see it?It feels like it can be seen, but it's just not enough attention. The reason why it doesn't care is that the identity of the original owner is not enough.

Why!The original owner probably felt something in his heart, forget it, the original owner will not be happy if he is not happy, anyway, she will not abandon herself for the original owner.What will happen to that family in the future depends on the future development, and it won't take long to know, isn't it just a few decades?
After this time, the original owner also exposed a very serious problem. She didn't learn how to express herself. It was Ling Xiao's guess that she wanted Ling Xiao to warn her family. If Ling Xiao couldn't guess it, what should I do? ?
In addition, did the original owner ever think that others would do what she wanted, and what would happen if something happened?Also, the original owner probably hasn't turned the corner, and even spoke out his true thoughts.

Why!Headache!When will the original owner figure it out?Ling Xiao is definitely not the kind of person who is stupid and only pays, because she has seen a lot of people taking credit for their work, which leads to people who obviously do a lot, but have no benefit at all. It is really stupid.

She will not be very strict with the original owner. The reason why she didn't intend to scold the original owner for being whimsical and not caring about other people's feelings is because the original owner has no self-confidence. She has been used to being ignored since she was a child. Speaking, more or less developed a habit of wanting to please others.

As a social creature, it is normal for people to want to please others in order to get along better. Most people have had the idea of ​​wanting to be favored by others. This is a kind of human nature, and there are exceptions, such as those who are very lonely People who stay away from the crowd probably don't think about favors.

Ling Xiao understands that the original owner is still thinking about her family after suffering so much. This is because they are blood relatives and should be the best relatives to her. But now the most delicate situation is that she left home and passed away again. After half a year, some scars healed and the pain was forgotten.

Ling Xiao was thinking that the original owner should not think too much about getting the love of the so-called family. When she thought of this, she looked at the original owner who lowered her head. Forget it. Anyway, she is also a person who has been reincarnated for several lives. She still has patience, and some things need to be slowly Said, it's not early, it's time to teach Dalang to read.

Thinking of this, she stood up, and didn't plan to confront the original owner here again. The young lady would sit there with her face drooping. When Ling Xiao stood up, she saw that the original owner was a little flustered, and the tears increased again. .

Seeing the original owner who was acting like a little white flower, Ling Xiao couldn't help shaking his head and said: "Xiao Liu, you remember, people have mouths not only for you to eat, but also for you to talk and tell others what you think. Others If you don't understand your thoughts, you just know how to cry and cry, which is not good."

After hearing Ling Xiao's words, the original owner suddenly raised her head, opened her small mouth slightly, and made a meaningless sound. Because Ling Xiao mentioned that she was crying, she didn't know whether she should cry or not.

Ling Xiao didn't care about her movements at all, so he called, "Da Lang, come to study quickly." After speaking, he stood up and walked to the study room to wait. You must know that when it's time for Da Lang to study, the child must persevere in his studies.

Seeing that the original owner was looking at Ling Xiao's actions in astonishment at this moment, because she clearly remembered that Ling Xiao taught her to cry before, why doesn't she want to see her cry now?She couldn't figure it out, and just watched Ling Xiao go away so stupidly, feeling a little scared in her heart.

After this period of life, she knew that without Ling Xiao, her future would be lost forever. She didn't dare to offend Ling Xiao, so what did Ling Xiao say just now?After thinking about what Ling Xiao said, her complexion changed, and she wanted to talk to Ling Xiao, when she saw Da Lang go in to study and stopped outside.

When Dalang saw his mother and aunt crying just now, he felt a little uneasy. Just before he sat down to study, he asked Ling Xiao: "Grandfather, why are mother and aunt crying?"

Ling Xiao looked at Da Lang who was a little uneasy. What happened today still affected the children. Of course, it was not only what happened today, but also because the Song couple lived a life of aggrievedness, which caused the children to live a very aggrieved life. And this situation left a certain mark on them in every aspect.

This situation has always existed. For example, some people have been living in places where living materials are relatively tight, and they often cannot buy food. Over time, they will develop the habit of hoarding food at home. You will feel uneasy at home. This is the trace left by life on everyone.

This is also the case with Da Lang now. Once he finds that the relationship between the adults is not very good before, he will feel uneasy in his heart, just like a vigilant little beast. Once he finds signs of danger, he will be very vigilant .

Erlang is still too young to have a deep imprint, but Dalang is different. The living environment taught him to observe words and emotions. After discovering that his mother was in a trance when his uncle said it, he felt bad in his heart and dared not say anything. His mother, Mrs. Song, did not even dare to talk about her uncle and grandfather.

After seeing the two of them being criticized and crying, he wanted to ease the relationship between his mother and his uncle, because he knew that only with his uncle could the family survive.

If there is no support from the uncle, the mother and the son don't know where they will end up. This is what the proprietress told him specially, asking him not to contradict his uncle, but to please his uncle.

He naturally wanted to know that the proprietress was right, he had never dared to confront his uncle, and his grandfather had been very kind to his mother and aunt these days, which made him forget how great his uncle was.

Seeing that both of them were crying now, he didn't know what was going on. After thinking about it for a while, he planned to ask Ling Xiao. In his mind, his grandfather was omnipotent, and he would definitely be able to give him a correct answer.

Ling Xiao said: "Da Lang, crying is a normal expression of people's emotions. Everyone may cry. Most of the time, they cry for pain and sorrow, and there are also cases of crying for joy, but it is relatively rare.

Your mother and aunt cried because they were sad and angry because they could not achieve their own ideas. Dalang, you have to remember that crying is normal. Everyone may cry for various reasons, whether it is a man or a woman. right.

But remember one thing, if no one else is watching when you cry, how you cry is your business.But if there are people around you, you should pay attention, don't cry for too long, not everyone is willing to wait for you to finish crying, and you have to learn to cry, otherwise your crying will only be annoying. "

In many cases, crying will be regarded as weakness. Maybe you get pity from outsiders, maybe you get bullied again. It is difficult to determine what crying will bring, but men are often asked not to cry. There is a saying that does not say: Men I would rather bleed than cry.

There were similar requirements in ancient society, as if men shouldn't cry, that's why Ling Xiao asked Da Lang to pay attention, there is something to be optimistic about if you want to cry, in fact, crying can let people mediate their emotions, it's best not to hold back.

Da Lang widened his eyes and listened. You must know that the two brothers lost their father during this period of time. His mother Song was a weak woman. As the eldest son, he wanted to take good care of his mother, but found that he was too young. As for doing nothing.Fortunately, the arrival of his uncle gave their family a new life, and also gave him a new emotional sustenance, and once again received the same care as his father.

"I still need to learn how to communicate better with people. Some problems must be explained clearly, otherwise it may cause errors in communication between people." When it came to this, Ling Xiao naturally felt the arrival of the original owner, and she was eavesdropping middle.

The original owner has a characteristic, she likes to make herself silent, wishing that even if she stays in the busiest place, other people will ignore her existence, this is her life-saving trick.

After the original owner returned to this body, Ling Xiao discovered this characteristic, and forced the original owner to carry out posture training. At least some of them would not be ignored by others, so Ling Xiao would generally not criticize the other party, and tried to make her live with some confidence.

Just now she changed back to what she used to be, maybe because of the living habits of more than ten years in her previous life, the original owner has been living a transparent life, so much so that she forgot that she is a person, and has always disliked being looked at by others, wishing to change Become a chameleon and no one notices.

Ling Xiao found out that he didn't know what to say. This was really a crime. The original owner was indeed not very noticeable as a transparent person, but it also meant that no one would care about a transparent person, and everyone would ignore it unconsciously. her presence.

And the original owner still doesn't understand one thing, now she no longer needs to fear the abandonment of her family, she is completely free.And if she always appears as a transparent person, it is very likely that she will be wiped out and others will not be noticed. Hope you know: a little transparency is tantamount to letting everyone ignore that person directly.

During this period of time, she was mainly busy with Song's affairs, and didn't pay much attention to the original owner's affairs. As a result, she developed in a little transparent direction. It really makes people feel helpless to live for this sake.

Ling Xiao wanted the original owner to work hard not to be a little transparent, but found that the original owner still didn't change his mind too much. This is some problem. Ling Xiao really hoped that the original owner would not turn himself into a little transparent. This is because life is impermanent. No one can guarantee that there will be no accidents all the time.

For example, Ling Xiao himself has been living well in the more than 20 years of his original world, until he was hit by something thrown by a bastard, and he started his journey through time travel, quite helpless.

People who grew up in a peaceful world are all thinking about how to live in peace, but they are directly smashed into a coma, and immediately become a vegetative rhythm.If it wasn't for living, how could he have embarked on this path?Encountered the danger of death many times along the way, if she could, she would rather be an ordinary person, if she was before, she would never believe that she would make progress in many aspects.

Ling Xiao didn't agree with the original owner's choice that was too kind now, why did she live like that?Since the death in the previous life proves that this path is impossible, why not take another path?One keeps himself alive in the past.

She doesn't agree with the original owner's choice, but she can't teach the original owner by name. You must know that she is too timid, and talking too much may cause her to shrink back, hey!Everyone walks the path under their feet.

"Da Lang, how do you feel about Auntie these days? Do you sometimes not feel her presence?" Ling Xiao said bluntly, and she looked at Da Lang.

Da Lang has always remembered Auntie, but now Ling Xiao realizes that he has no more impression of Auntie at all, and his face is pale, but he only calls him Auntie when everyone asks him to call her Auntie.

After thinking about it like this, he was a little embarrassed. He scratched the broken hair on his head, "Grandpa, it's really like this. I don't know why my aunt doesn't get noticed at all."

The original owner who was eavesdropping on the side was very shocked, and she was very entangled in her heart. She wanted to be a transparent person, but when she knew that she would not be remembered, she still thought too much.

But soon I remembered more things. I thought about my life in the family. It is true that I have never been remembered. The other sisters don’t see her at all, and their parents don’t see her. So will she fall behind? to that point?
(End of this chapter)