Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 2192 Struggling
Because of shock and worry, Ji Qingyuan's breath became disordered.His heavy breathing could be heard throughout the cave. In contrast, Li Ji's breathing was so long that it was almost non-existent.

Ji Qingyuan looked at his calm appearance, and his fear of this person rose to the extreme.

No matter what the purpose of Li Ji is, the fact that he has guessed Ying Baoyue's true identity but still stays beside her as if nothing had happened is enough to prove the depth of his city.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Li Ji looked up and said lightly, "Do you think I'm plotting something wrong?"

"if not?"

Ji Qingyuan said coldly, "Since you know Baoyue's true identity, what are you doing by her side? Revenge?"

"if not?"

Li Ji asked Ji Qingyuan back with the same words.He who had been showing no signs of emotion before suddenly laughed, but the laughter was extraordinarily bitter.

"Why do you think I'm staying with her?"

"You still come to ask me?"

Ji Qingyuan suddenly became angry, and sarcastically said, "I heard that Mr. Zhaohua has been looking for the body of Shao Siming, and wanted to crush it to ashes. Now God has eyes, let you even see yourself, are you satisfied? what?"

"Are you disappointed that she didn't die?"

The anger that had been kept in the dark made Ji Qingyuan gradually become speechless.

"What do you want to do? This time, do you want her to die?"

After finishing speaking in one breath, Ji Qingyuan couldn't help feeling a little regretful, but looking at the silent Li Ji, his heart hardened again.

"Why don't you speak? Did I hit the mark?"

Contrary to Ji Qingyuan's expectation, facing his aggressiveness, Li Ji smiled again.

"Is life better than death?"

This time his smile was not only bitter, but even more helpless.

"I didn't think so."

Li Ji replied simply, "I have no intention of doing anything."

"No plans?"

Ji Qingyuan snorted lightly, "Do you think I will believe it?"

He's not a teenager.

"Of course not," Li Ji smiled wryly, before Ji Qingyuan questioned, he said frankly, "Because I don't even believe it myself."

Ji Qingyuan was stunned, what was this man talking about?
"As you said, Young Master Ji, Shao Si Ming is the enemy I have been looking for for many years," Li Ji said calmly, "The hatred for this person has penetrated into my bones, and I will never forget it."

In countless late-night nightmares in the past eight years, he was awakened by the dream of stabbing a dagger into Shao Si Ming's heart.

With such deep hatred, if he is sure that Ying Baoyue is the young commander, he will do nothing, even he himself will not believe it.

"Then what do you mean by that?"

Ji Qingyuan was almost fainted by Li Ji.

Does this person have any enmity with Lin Baoyue?

"It's very simple."

Li Ji said calmly, "Until Baoyue left today, I didn't treat Baoyue as the young commander Lin Baoyue."

Ji Qingyuan was taken aback.

"I did know for a long time that holding the moon is the young master's order," Li Ji said lightly, "but before today, I never admitted it in my heart."

Whether it is seizing the house or being reborn, it is too unimaginable. Practitioners have never heard of any precedents.The ice tower forest is a weird place, and the memories of Meng Shi he saw may not be real.

In short, if there are a hundred clues that can prove that Ying Baoyue is Lin Baoyue, he can list a hundred reasons in his mind to deny these clues.

Even if Ying Baoyue said that he was Lin Baoyue himself, the him before today probably wouldn't admit it.

"Simply put, I've been lying to myself all this time."

Li Ji took a deep breath, and said in a tired and long voice, "Deceive yourself, that's all."

A sigh-like sound echoed in the cave, and Ji Qingyuan stared blankly at the person in front of him.

He suddenly understood.

Just like some people would pretend that their loved ones are still there after the death of their loved ones because they couldn't bear the blow, Li Ji has been deceiving himself like this.

It's just that Li Ji's situation may not be as simple as self-deception.

Ji Qingyuan quietly looked at the cold mask on Li Ji's face. After Li Ji's reminder, he did remember that when he was in Xiling Snow Mountain, Li Ji had a strange attitude towards Ying Baoyue for a while.

But Li Ji quickly adjusted back to his own state, and changed back to his original appearance, getting along with Ying Baoyue as usual.

But Ji Qingyuan didn't know much about what happened after that because he fell off the mountain early.

According to Ji Jiashu, Li Ji was the last one to accompany Ying Baoyue on the snow mountain.Afterwards, Ying Baoyue was transferred to Xirong, and they met him after going through many twists and turns.

Ji Qingyuan looked at Li Ji with more complicated eyes.

If he didn't guess wrong, Li Ji probably hinted at his own heart in order to be able to deceive so simply and for so long.

But...why would he do this?
"Do you have any enmity with Baoyue?"

Ji Qingyuan couldn't help asking, "If there is, how much hatred is it?"

"There is a grudge," Li Ji said bluntly, "Blood feud."

Ji Qingyuan was dumbfounded.

Why Li Ji didn't take revenge for so long, he knew it well.After all, anyone with eyes can tell that Li Ji is interested in Ying Baoyue.

No matter what that intention is, we have been together for so long, and we are at least friends if we have affection.

A friend becomes an enemy, if it is not a deep hatred, then let the big things be turned into small things and let it go.

But after hearing Li Ji's answer, Ji Qingyuan was suddenly speechless.

The hatred in Li Ji's eyes is not fake, it is not a hatred that can be resolved.

Looking at this hatred alone, what is puzzling is why he has not taken revenge for so long.

"The hatred between Baoyue and I is not a lie," Li Ji said quietly, "In my memory, she killed my dearest and most beloved person."

Beloved.

Ji Qingyuan couldn't help shivering.

"No, but how could this be..."

Of course Ying Baoyue had someone's life on her hands in her previous life, but her hands were all stained with the blood of treacherous and evil people. Shao Si Ming should never have killed a good person.

Could it be that there was some kind of trap, or some misunderstanding?
"I don't think so either."

Ji Qingyuan raised his head abruptly, staring in astonishment at the man who spoke suddenly in front of him.

The person who said this was actually Li Ji.

"When I first guessed Baoyue's identity, I wanted to take revenge," Li Ji said softly, his eyes so calm that he couldn't believe it.

When he came out of Meng Shi's dream, he was filled with an uncontrollable anger.

At that moment, every drop of his blood, every piece of bone screamed, "Kill her! Kill her!"

But just because his body was so excited, he found it very strange when he calmed down.

"I didn't understand it before, but I understand it now."

Li Ji closed his eyes, and countless scenes passed by in the darkness like a revolving lantern.

To him, the former Shao Si Ming was just a murderous shadow stained with the blood of his beloved.

But now, the figure that he hated in his memory has a face.

With voice, with smile, with temperature.

She became a living person.

more importantly……

"Young Master Ji," Li Ji looked deeply into Ji Qingyuan's eyes, "I'm not blind yet. Huoyue is not the kind of person who would do things that would hurt nature, is she?"

　Even blinded by hatred, he still understands her
　　
　
(End of this chapter)