Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 2193 Awake
"Holding the moon, she is not..."

Ji Qingyuan looked into Li Ji's eyes in a daze.

The question was easy for him.

Whether it is Ying Baoyue in this life or Lin Baoyue in her previous life, of course they are not such people.

But when such a reasonable thing came out of Li Ji's mouth, it gave him another kind of shock.

Li Ji said that he was not blind.

But the indelible hatred revealed in his eyes before was still deeply rooted in Ji Qingyuan's mind.

Li Ji in this state could not be judged by ordinary circumstances, he was immersed in that inexplicable hatred.Ji Qingyuan even wondered if someone had done something to Li Ji to make him hate Ying Baoyue.

Li Ji's hatred for Ying Baoyue is very unusual, as if a piece of his body has been dug out, and the vacancy is specially filled with hatred for Ying Baoyue. It doesn't matter if he says that hatred has blinded his eyes. Too much.

But even so, Li Ji can still maintain her sanity, do you believe that Ying Baoyue will not do anything harmful?
Ji Qingyuan's throat moved slightly, not knowing how to describe his current mood.

He had been very worried about this person's contact with Ying Baoyue, thinking that this person would hurt Ying Baoyue sooner or later.

But now he suddenly discovered that this man cherishes Ying Baoyue far more than he imagined....

"Of course she wouldn't do that."

Ji Qingyuan swallowed with difficulty, and finally spit out these words.

He didn't want Li Ji to see his inner struggle, so he turned his head away and said calmly, "We've been traveling together for so long, don't you know what kind of person Baoyue is?"

"She couldn't even bear to step on an ant to death. If it wasn't for a treacherous and evil person, she would never lay hands on it."

Ji Qingyuan straightened his face and added another sentence.

"Unless someone hurt someone close to her."

After all, Ying Baoyue had been extremely defensive in her previous life.

Ji Qingyuan didn't know that there was any misunderstanding between Li Ji and Ying Baoyue, but in his opinion, even if it wasn't a misunderstanding, Ying Baoyue really killed Li Ji's beloved in his previous life, and it was probably the one Li Ji liked. question.

When he said this, he was implying that Li Ji had to distinguish right from wrong, and think carefully about whether the person Ying Baoyue killed had committed evil himself.

"Mr. Zhaohua," Ji Qingyuan said loudly, looking straight into Li Ji's eyes, "I can guarantee with my life that Baoyue will never hurt others for no reason."

He paused and said seriously.

"Holding the moon, she is the best and best person in the world I have ever seen."

This sentence is a bit childish, but Ji Qingyuan has always felt this way since he first saw her when he was a child, and it has never changed.

It was about Ying Baoyue's personality, so he couldn't help but speak a little agitatedly, tantamount to accusing Li Ji and his beloved in a disguised form.Ji Qingyuan thought Li Ji would get angry, but Li Ji's reaction was calm.

"Yeah, I know."

Li Ji lowered his eyes slightly, and said calmly, "But Mr. Ji, I can also guarantee it with my life."

"The man Shao Si Ming killed was the best and best man I've ever seen in this world."

Ji Qingyuan was a little dumbfounded. For a moment, he felt as if two children were sitting opposite each other in the cave, arguing about whose fiancée was the most beautiful.

Li Ji also felt that the argument between the two of them was a bit ridiculous, so he couldn't help laughing bitterly.

"Sure enough, is there no solution to this matter?"

"Why is there no solution?" Ji Qingyuan frowned, "Since you believe in Baoyue's character, why hesitate?"

"Since you also believe in the person you like, then this matter may be a misunderstanding. The person who killed your lover may be someone else."

Ji Qingyuan didn't understand why Li Ji couldn't figure out such a simple matter.

It would be fine if Li Ji really suspected Ying Baoyue, but since he couldn't even suspect that Ying Baoyue would do evil, then there must be something wrong with this matter.

"Misunderstanding..."

Li Ji seemed to have guessed that Ji Qingyuan would say this, and said lightly, "If I can think the same way, that would be great."

"What's the matter with you?"

Ji Qingyuan felt that something was wrong with this guy, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

"I have also considered whether this is a misunderstanding," Li Ji said calmly.

Rather, the first time he realized that Ying Baoyue might be Shao Siming, he wondered if there was something wrong.

"It's a pity that there are some things that I can't confuse if I want to."

Li Jiding looked into Ji Qingyuan's eyes, "The memory of Baoyue killing people, no matter how I lie to myself, it is still in my mind."

Even without him deliberately recalling, this memory would appear in his dreams basically every few days.

For the past eight years, he has been having the same nightmare over and over again.

He didn't even tell Zhao Guang about it.

And after meeting Ying Baoyue, the frequency of his nightmares became more frequent, as if there was a force in his body that was afraid that he would forget.

No matter how much he tried to defend Ying Baoyue, this memory was there.

He couldn't forget it even if he wanted to.

After listening to Li Ji's narration, Ji Qingyuan couldn't help being stunned.

"Wait, isn't your memory a bit..."

That word is hard to say, but isn't Li Ji's memory somewhat evil?

Before Ji Qingyuan could speak, Li Ji glanced at him and said calmly.

"My memory is kind of weird, isn't it?"

Ji Qingyuan opened his eyes wide, shocked again by Li Ji's sobriety.

It is said that bystanders can see clearly, but Li Ji can realize his abnormality by himself.

Ji Qingyuan was a little moved at first, but after hearing Li Ji's next words, he immediately clenched the hilt of his sword.

"After leaving the Bingta Forest, every time I saw Baoyue, I would feel murderous intent towards her," Li Ji said softly, "Especially after coming to Xirong, it became more and more serious."

"You...what do you want to do?"

Ji Qingyuan was terrified.

"I don't want to do anything," Li Ji sat like a stone statue with calm eyes, "My heart wants to see her, but I can't control the urge in my body to kill her."

But it was precisely because the impulse in his heart became stronger that he could clearly realize that something was wrong with him.

Even with that memory, this impulse really doesn't seem to come from his heart.

"Master Ji," Li Ji looked up at Ji Qingyuan, "I suspect there is something wrong with my memory."

There were too many contradictions in his memory.

Why did he forget Li Zhao's appearance, but remember the appearance of the person who killed her?Why does his memory always have blank fragments, but he remembers the bloodiest part so clearly?
Anything abnormal is a demon.

Even if the target is himself, he doesn't take any chances.

Li Ji said calmly, "Master Ji, I suspect that someone has controlled my memory."

Ji Qingyuan was completely stunned when he heard this.

"You discovered this yourself?"

"That's right," Li Ji said lightly, "Although it's just my guess, I judge that this is very likely."

Ji Qingyuan felt that he could hardly keep up with this person's thinking speed.

"So who controls you?"

　sober man
　　
　
(End of this chapter)