my stealth fighter

Chapter 1073 Scars
This senior sister calmly narrated the fact that she was a mental patient, as if she was talking about other people's affairs, her face was expressionless, and she couldn't fix Jiang Chanji, because she got the upper hand as soon as she came up, and everything made him extremely uncomfortable. To adapt, he doesn't know what to say, he can't say "You are mentally ill, that's great, so am I"?
He choked out a sentence for a long time: "Does the dean know that you are... your situation?"

"About me being a mental patient? She doesn't know, otherwise she probably wouldn't allow a mental patient to take on such an important task." She said.

If she hadn't taken the initiative to confess, Jiang Chanji wouldn't have been able to tell that there was anything unusual about her. At most, she was not easy to get along with. In other respects, she was no different from a normal person. It would be hard for anyone to think that she had two personalities in her body.

"You didn't tell the dean about me because you didn't want to expose your situation?" He asked again, otherwise the dean would definitely ask her how she knew about it, although it is not clear whether this senior is familiar with the dean, But it may have been inflated recently, and he tends to think that he has a higher degree of trust in the heart of the dean.

"There is a corner of cake in front of you, don't you want to have the most delicious strawberry dipped in cream on top of the cake for yourself?" She didn't answer directly, "If I tell the dean, what is waiting for you now should be There are three joint trials, and I can only be the last seat among them, without the right to ask questions or speak."

The right to ask questions she mentioned should be the question why he lied just now.

"But...you think I'll tell you the truth instead of getting angry?"

"I never thought that even if you become angry from embarrassment, it's probably normal." She said calmly, "It's too late for you to become angry now."

Jiang Chanji couldn't understand what she was thinking at all. Under normal circumstances, if such a big secret was exposed, it would be possible to turn his face on the spot and do something. But she was defenseless. Since she knew part of the truth, she shouldn't despise him so much.

"The most you can do is kill me, and I probably won't resist." Wearing a hospital gown, she raised her cuffs and turned her arms, revealing a few light red scars on the inside of her wrists. It's amazing that even the scars are not noticeable."

It was the marks left by cutting her wrists. If you look carefully, although these scars are very light, they still have different shades, which shows that she has tried more than once.

Jiang Chanji was completely convinced. Facing a person who is not even afraid of death, and even actively embraces death, what can he do?No wonder she said in the first sentence that she didn't ask him to save her, and she wouldn't be grateful to him.

He nodded submissively, "May I ask what your name is for Senior Sister?"

"Are you asking about my front personality or my back personality? My front personality is named Zhou, as for me... I don't have a name," she said.

"Okay, then I will call you Senior Sister Zhou for the time being... The reason why I lied is very complicated, mainly because I want to go back to that planet in the future, but if I say it outright, the dean and the others will definitely strongly oppose it." he said frankly.

She immediately asked: "Why do you still want to go back? You don't seem to be a world-weary person-trust me, I can tell at a glance whether you are world-weary or not, and I can see it very accurately."

"...Because I modified the gene for some reason, broke the limit of cell division, and obtained a nearly eternal lifespan, and this is difficult to hide in modern society, it will bring a lot of inconvenience, I can only find a place Avoid the world and live in seclusion." He didn't expect that the first person to tell this secret was this strange senior who could be said to have just met.

Her expression was still very calm, as if nothing could shock her, but there was a slight fluctuation in her eyes, which seemed to generate more interest, and she commented: "I see."

"...Aren't you worried that I'm lying to you?" She believed it so easily, but it made him at a loss.

"Combined with what I have seen and heard, I believe it is true." She said, "It is logical, if you don't want to kill me, there is no need to lie to me."

Jiang Chanji breathed a sigh of relief. Although this senior sister Zhou was lonely, she could still communicate normally.

She started staring out of the window again, wondering if she was thinking about the next question.

"Senior Zhou, can I ask something about you?" He was also very curious about her, after all, it was the first time he had encountered the legendary dual personality.

"what do you wish to ask?"

He pointed to her wrist, "Which personality of yours is it that wants to commit suicide?"

"Why can't you think about everything?" She turned her head and asked back.

He tentatively said: "I don't know much about dual personalities, I'm just guessing—the two personalities should have different personalities, otherwise there would be no need to give birth to a second personality, so if one of the personalities wants to commit suicide, then The other personality should be the opposite, right?"

When the suzerain told about the past of the dean of the dean before, when the suzerain said that the dean of the dean claimed that he had an angel friend when he was a child, he and the dean of the school thought it was imagined by the dean of the dean. The suzerain explained to him that the child If you are lonely, you may imagine a non-existent friend to play with yourself. This is normal for children. There is a risk of developing schizophrenia, so when the dean enters puberty and still gets along with angel friends who are invisible to others, others are very worried about her and think that she may have a dual personality. Of course, it turned out afterwards The dean's paranoia has surpassed schizophrenia, not only creating an independent personality, but also giving it an independent life.

Senior Sister Zhou didn't speak for a while, but stared at him for a long time, matching her stern face, made him feel hairy.

"It's her who wants to commit suicide." After a few minutes, she finally said, "As for me, I can't guarantee that I absolutely don't want to."

Jiang Chanji's own experience is quite miserable, and he also knows friends who have experienced even more miserable experiences, such as Chen Yiyi, No. 15, No. 33, Luisa, and Rafei. Except that Rafa has a little bit of this dangerous tendency recently, No matter how miserable the other people were, they didn't have the idea of ​​suicide, but it was Rafael who made him understand that Senior Zhou, if she suffered a severe blow, might indeed lose her belief in living.

"So...you were the one who woke up first?" He suddenly realized that one of the two personalities is world-weary and the other is not so world-weary, so the latter is probably the one who wakes up first.

"...Probably." She smiled imperceptibly in a self-deprecating manner. She said it was a smile, but in fact she grinned, "If it was her who was talking to you, she would definitely not understand. A hundred years of life is too long for her. , why would anyone want to live forever?"

(End of this chapter)