my stealth fighter

Chapter 1074
The joys and sorrows of people are not the same.Jiang Chan can understand but does not agree with Senior Sister Zhou, or Senior Sister Zhou's super personality. She must have encountered something unbearable before she wanted to give up her life, and her real personality... Although the tone of the real personality who talked to him Indifferent, expressionless, and always telling him to kill himself, but he always felt that she might not be acting like this. The suspicious point was the scars on her wrists from several wrist cuts—— — Being able to cut the wrist several times is enough to show how strong the will of the personality is to commit suicide, but why did he fail to die several times?

There may be many reasons, such as suicide to attract other people's attention can be ruled out, the rest may be discovered and rescued in time, or the cutting may not be deep enough, but this kind of reason is valid only once or twice before , if she really wanted to die later, she would definitely find a very hidden place to attack, but she still survived, so maybe every time it was Li personality who stood up at the critical moment, took control of her body and prevented Biao personality from committing suicide Behavior, her outer personality split into this inner personality, probably due to a little nostalgia for life left in her heart, she herself could not resist the idea of ​​suicide.

"Sister, does your surname know your existence?" He asked.

"She didn't know for a long time before, and she might have doubts later." Sister Zhou's eyes were slightly distracted, as if she was recalling, "She also wrote a note before going to bed, and the note asked if there was something wrong in her body. There was another person...although I saw the note, I didn't reply."

Jiang Chanji tried to imagine that scene, and it felt quite romantic. Before going to sleep, one person may wake up, it may be another person, just like the ancient Chinese saying "You live at the head of the Yangtze River, and I live at the end of the Yangtze River. I miss you every day." I don’t see you, let’s drink water from a river together”?However, since the superficial personality is only suspicious, then there should be very few opportunities for the inner personality to control the body, and it will only appear after the superficial personality falls asleep or tries to commit suicide.

"During the long years when your surname was bewildered by floating lanterns, you were always awake?" He asked curiously, "Did you see anything interesting?"

"It's half awake." She emphasized angrily, as if she thought he didn't listen to her well, and after he apologized, she continued to explain: "I can't describe the feeling, suspended above my body, I can see I and the area around me, but I can't move, not even a single finger."

"Like a dream?"

She shook her head slightly, "I've never had a dream, I don't know what it's like to dream."

"Haven't you ever had a dream?" Jiang Chanji was surprised at first, but it seems reasonable to think about it carefully. Although it is said to be a dual personality, it is divided into a main personality and a secondary personality after all. She can only be regarded as a subsidiary of the main personality. The other is the two ends of the seesaw, and only after the main character sinks, can she float up for a short time, for example, after the main character falls asleep, she can move a little for an hour or two, but she can’t move for too long, otherwise the human body will suffer from lack of sleep. Decline in mental and physical strength will cause suspicion of the main personality, and the function of dreaming should also belong to the main personality.

"Isn't it bad that you haven't had a dream?" She asked coldly.

"No...but you should have a chance to dream now, since your personality is still sleeping." He hastily denied it.

"I haven't slept since I woke up, and I don't feel sleepy."

"Then... why don't you go outside for a walk?" He noticed that she had been staring out the window, wondering if she wanted to go out, "the school didn't force you to stay in the school hospital, did it?"

He walked around just now, and Migbelis and Jian Jinglan were not there. There were also a few wards with things in them but no one. They might have gone out to play. He heard that they are currently advised to stay in the school for observation, but There is no coercion. After all, they have paid so much silently for the school and the world. It is too unreasonable to lock them up now.

Seeing that she was silent, he tried to guess: "Or... are you worried about your appearance? Worried that going out without authorization will make her confirm your existence?"

"...she might not wake up." She finally showed obvious sadness, her hands clenched the quilt, her shoulders trembled slightly, she still stared sideways out of the window, avoiding looking at him, "This is what she wants the result of."

Lian Jiang Chanji's heart also tingled, and he didn't know how to comfort her.

According to normal logic, the main personality disappears, and the sub-personality turns into the guest, so it should be celebrated, but her situation is different. She is split from the main personality to protect herself, just like some children who are bullied because of their cowardice. She didn't dare to fight back, so she split a strong personality to protect herself, and her personality was also set to protect the main personality, but she failed.

The ward was extremely quiet, breathing could be heard, and the faint laughter and laughter from other wards made the atmosphere even more deadly.

"I don't think you're sure, right?" After a while, he broke the silence, "If there's one thing I've learned since I entered school, it's that as long as I'm alive, anything is possible."

After a while, she twisted her neck mechanically, her eyes were red, "If someone else said this, I would probably just take it as a fart, but..."

She saw "with her own eyes", in front of him, that ghostly female ape-man was given a body by that monster. This is an unimaginable miracle, so he is qualified to say that.

"Come on, let me go out with you for a walk to relax." He suggested again, "If you don't want to meet people face to face, I can take you out through the window."

She sneered and said sarcastically: "Senior Lu is very considerate. The window can only be opened halfway in the ward that I arranged for me. I saw the injury on my wrist, so I'm afraid I'll jump off the building... It's really boring. Jumping from the third floor may not necessarily lead to death.”

Jiang Chanji opened the window half-believingly and tried it, but she could only open it halfway, and couldn't squeeze her head out. It seems that she really tried it before he came in... But Lu Weijing is quite reliable at this time Well.

"Don't underestimate me, even if you can't go through the window, I can still take you out without anyone noticing." He risked it all, anyway, she knew a lot of his secrets, in order to give her the courage and motivation to live, to prove that You can see different things, and he no longer cherishes himself with his broom, walked to the hospital bed, reached out to hold her wrist, and felt the hilly ups and downs of the old scars on her wrist with his fingers.

While she was in a daze, they entered a state of invisibility. He regarded the hospital bed as non-existent, and she fell off the bed in an instant. He had been prepared for a long time and held her back, preventing her from really falling.

(End of this chapter)