look at that big guy

Chapter 101
"Okay. Wait for me." Chen Yiwen locked the door of the studio, put his bag behind his back, and walked over to join Ding Shimei.

In my impression, Ding Shimei is rational and youthful and lively that belongs to her age group. She is the "Ding Mei" in everyone's eyes, that is, many seniors in their youth university will be narrow-minded and reserved in front of her, and maintain their own image.

Chen Yiwen didn't know why Ding Shimei, who was so hot in the past, was like a kitten like she is now, but he didn't need to delve into the answer, because people will always be at a low point and depressed at one time, and they are not machines.Chen Yiwen thought that she had said before that she was sprinting for the exam, maybe it was because the results came out and she didn't do well in the exam?

In fact, the first time Ding Shimei saw Chen Yiwen, she regretted coming here. She didn't know why she thought of Chen Yiwen at the first time, but she was afraid of seeing any ridicule or jokes on Chen Yiwen's face, but there was nothing in reality. Chen Yiwen just closed the door Come over, walk with her, without asking any reason, this kind of calm is reassuring.

In fact, when I think about it, Chen Yiwen can always give people this kind of feeling at critical moments. When playing games, he can turn the world around at critical moments. In video competitions, he stands out like a dark horse despite not having hope. A song in a casual bar The sound of nature makes people have a sense of reliability that he seems to be carrying a treasure, but just inadvertently showing his edge.

That's why she may be so thoughtless, she will be the first to think of him, so come to him at this time.

Chen Yiwen pointed to the distance, "Do you want to go climbing?"

Ding Shimei nodded.

The so-called "mountain" is actually a big high slope of the business school, but the business school is full of trees, and the high slope is also decorated with lush trees. It looks like a hill, but to be honest, it is not very common there. Some people go, all are tall and thin trees, the bottom is not covered, the key path is still very narrow, there are garden-like bushes and lakes in the commercial complex, young couples can't afford to go there to fall in love, and they didn't break through The embarrassment of wild mandarin ducks is that sometimes when going to the teaching building in class, they will borrow the way from there, which is faster and does not need to detour.

The two "climbed the mountain". Occasionally there would be students who borrowed the way on the road, glanced at them hurriedly, and left in a hurry.

The university is very big, and people who don’t know each other may take a second look at a pair of outstanding men and women walking together, but that’s just a look, and they don’t care, because the relationship between people is far away, everyone There may not be an intersection after that.

Chen Yiwen looked at Ding Shimei next to him, thinking that if he hadn't been short of money and went to play with Liu Yu back then, wouldn't he have had nothing to do with her?

Chen Yiwen didn't ask, Ding Shimei didn't talk, and the two climbed with their heads depressed. Although this "mountain" was not a real mountain, if they were in a hurry, it was almost as hard as a real mountaineering. After reaching the top of the mountain, both of them were out of breath. But there is a kind of physical and mental decompression brought by exercise.Just in time to see the afterglow of the setting sun fading in the distance, half of the university town is covered in golden light and half in shadow.

So I found a slope and sat down on the spot. Ding Shimei wrapped her shirt around her legs, covering most of her body, and then she said, "When I was in high school and college, many people thought I was from a good family. Excellent. Actually it’s not like this. In fact, my family used to be in a small place, and my parents were also ordinary workers. I was dark and small, and was ridiculed by others.

I remember that there was a head teacher at that time, because my family didn’t give gifts, and my grades were not good and I often liked to play and refused to accept her control, so she always treated me badly, and drove me to sit in the health corner to encourage the most mean-spirited boys in the class teach me...

Because the head teacher doesn't like me, no one in the class dares to get close to me. I don't have many friends at ordinary times. I only have games. When I get home, I turn on the computer. Only the world in the game can make me feel a little bit of beauty. School I can't learn anything, and I don't want to listen to the teacher's class that I hate. Those girls who love to read poetry and literature have always been dazzling and attracted everyone's attention. I know that I am not them, and I will never be such a popular person. So I'm not interested in those either.

But the game made me feel a lot of good things, so in order to better complete the ending and better understand the stories told in the game, I started to slowly read the books I was interested in and search for information. I was immersed in my own In the world, I realized that I had read a lot of books and learned a lot... At that time, I was still wearing vision correction glasses, and everyone called me four-eyed girl, four-eyed frog..."

Chen Yiwen looked at Ding Shimei from the side. Her beautiful profile seemed to be talking about things that had nothing to do with him. If she hadn't revealed it herself, she wouldn't have known that she had been subjected to such cold violence on campus.

It turns out that some flowers don't bloom at the beginning, and some seem to be flamboyant, but in fact, under the root system, there is a quagmire that ordinary people can't imagine.

"I have an uncle, which was brought down by my grandfather on the battlefield. It is said that my grandfather's eye and hand were lost to save him. This uncle's career is getting bigger and bigger. After my grandfather passed away, , he went to find my dad and wanted to take care of us instead of my grandpa.

Life in our family has changed since then.My dad started from a clerk whose salary was not high, and my mother sighed every time he needed money at home, to have a prospect and a career, my dad started to be flattered by people everywhere, and my mother also put on clothes that she was reluctant to buy before. My family has undergone tremendous changes, all because of the care Shibo gave my dad.

Although Uncle Shi regards my father as a brother, his family sees us differently. They only think that our family belongs to outsiders and we want to take advantage of their family, but they will not say anything publicly, and their eldest son and The second daughter often used this to stimulate me and said some ugly things to me.My parents tried to make things right, and told me to be sensible every time... Although they didn't say a word of patience to me, I knew that our family was dependent on others, so if I wanted to be sensible, I would turn a deaf ear to everything that happened to me.

At that time, I felt for the first time that even though our family was under the shade of Shibo and we no longer had to live in poverty, we seemed to have lost a lot of things.

Fortunately, he also has a young son.I call it the third brother. "

"Is that the brother you mentioned?" Chen Yiwen asked.

Ding Shimei nodded, "He is different from his older brothers and sisters, he will always protect me, that is what I feel, the only warmth from that family. My parents will only tell me that it is just a joke, compared to what they get Things, what I bear, and what they bear, don't seem to matter. I also know that life is hard, so even if I seem to disobey everyone in school, in that family, I will be very obedient and will I seem to be very sensible, even if my eldest brother and second sister put me in a corner and abused me, I would just wipe my nose and tears afterwards, and would never say a word to the outside world. Because of the bullying I received, if I speak out, it will only embarrass my parents. without any help..."

"But only the third brother will help me. If he is there, I will feel at ease and will not cry. In the memory of growing up in the past, he has brought me a lot of warmth."

"Our family bought a house in Qingshan, moved out of that small town in high school, and went to the best middle school in a big city, because of the lessons from the past, plus the accumulation I got into my own world, and the experience I received in that family. Suppressing the principles of being a well-behaved person that I know, I lost my glasses in middle school, and my grades were among the best in the whole year in high school. Many people know me. I was a celebrity in my high school days, independent, independent, Being assertive, winning glory for the school, playing competitions, and becoming the teacher's favorite student. Many boys write to me, but when I get those letters, I always think, if I go back to the four-eyed frog before junior high school , the four-eyed black girl, I wonder if these boys will regret writing such a letter?"

"People care about and chase after all the good things. But only I know that the good things I show outside are not all free."

As Ding Shimei said that, Chen Yiwen listened quietly.

The sky had already dimmed, and sparks fell in the world in front of me.

Chen Yiwen nodded and said, "If it wasn't for the chills...the plum blossoms are so fragrant."

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