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Chapter 102 Are you fooling me?

"Plum blossoms have to experience bitter cold before they become fragrant... But I'm still not a plum blossom, and I don't know it at all." Ding Shimei heard the words.

The girl in front of her usually seems to be wearing a mask. She is the captain of the super shadow team. When playing games, she commands a group of people to encircle and kill the opponents. Her intelligence and self-confidence are all concentrated on her. However, these are not a kind of Protective coloration.

Under these protective shells, what she really hides may be that kind of proud and inferior personality.

If she hadn't mentioned it in person, how would Chen Yiwen know that the goddess Qingda in everyone's eyes had actually experienced cold violence on campus in middle school, was always affected by the family environment, and even encountered bullying behind the family's dependent children?

Chen Yiwen finally understood where her sometimes mature and calm came from.I also understand why when Wang Kai made things difficult for him and Liu Yu, who was unfamiliar with her when she was playing games, she would come forward to rescue them.Instead of hanging high, to avoid helping "outsiders" and affecting her centripetal force in the youth group.Perhaps at that moment, it was her empathy for the same possible exclusion.

Chen Yiwen felt some pity for Ding Shimei, who wrapped her knees in a shirt, as if putting herself in a shell.

Her personality made her keep all this hidden, and she might never tell anyone about it, and Chen Yiwen was probably the only one who witnessed her side.

I was trusted by her.

Chen Yiwen said, "Compared to these things, what your uncle's children did to you is what makes people angry. Don't you think about revenge? Just give them a good look... Are they still like this now? ?”

Ding Shimei described the experiences she suffered at Shi Bo's house in a calm and breezy way, but these were especially harsh to Chen Yiwen.There is an evil fire in my heart.

Ding Shimei was taken aback for a moment, she had never thought of revenge, and of course her circumstances did not allow it.She shook her head, "That's what happened in the past after all, they're not going too far now..."

It's not too much now, which means that there may still be oppression against her, but it is most likely not the bullying that she used to physically and foot when she was a child.In fact, it is also conceivable that Ding Shimei's parents are relying on that family, and I am afraid that they will inevitably be treated with sneer.

It's just that she has become accustomed to making compromises for her parents and the family behind her, and the tough emotional intelligence she has cultivated has learned to reduce the hard edges and corners that must be avoided in life.

"Then next time, if the other party still bullies you, I'll help you." Chen Yiwen said.

Ding Shimei looked at him in astonishment, but laughed after a while, like the first melting of spring snow, "Okay. Then you have to become stronger. I will become stronger too. Together."

Of course she wouldn't expect Chen Yiwen to really help her out, and Chen Yiwen didn't know what kind of person her uncle was, and who his eldest son and second daughter were now.

It's just that what she needs is not really this kind of help, but a person who can hear her talk and say such things because of her.Regardless of whether it was a whim or a young and frivolous one, it was enough.

Her mood improved, and she was about to get up from the ground. Her knees were hard, but they were a little numb because of bending for too long. As a result, she didn't rely on the strength of her waist and abdomen to drive her legs to support her body for the first time, and sat back on the grass again. When he changed his posture and got up, a hand was already stretched out.

The long and powerful five fingers that belonged to a boy spread out and hung in front of her.

Ding Shimei actually has two choices at this time, she can actually turn around and put one hand on the ground to support her body.The second is to grab that hand and let the boy opposite him drag him up.

In her past, it seems that she has never held hands with any boy.Oh, it seems to be there. It was when she was in primary school. When she was in that small city, she had a large old house. Uncle Shi had a yard there. One summer vacation, Uncle Shi’s eldest son and second daughter abducted her to a strange alley. , and then the two ran away. She walked for a long time without getting out of the maze-like alley.All the way sad and crying, all the way, suddenly the third brother appeared, stretched out his hand to hold her, and led her out of the alley.At that time, she felt that his back was very reassuring.

What's next?It's never been over. Before junior high school, the boys approached her probably just to bully her.Boys didn't dare to approach her after high school, and the only ones who mustered up the courage to pursue her were cut off by her ahead of time.

Ding Shimei still chose the second one, stretched out her hand, and was pulled by him, and then a force came from Chen Yiwen, and she was pulled up.

When she stood up, the two of them didn't let go of their hands immediately, but held for about seven or eight seconds.

Finally, because of the conversation between the two sides, they let go.

What were they thinking during those seven or eight seconds?

Although Chen Yiwen was holding her, Ding Shimei found that she didn't let go immediately, and she didn't want to let go right away.

Chen Yiwen probably had a richer feeling. He felt that this hand was warm and cool. When compared to the touch, he could find the roughness of his palm as a boy, but her five fingers were slender and slender, and her skin was much more delicate and smooth.I just touch it...

"Thank you for listening to me." Ding Shimei didn't look at him, but said to herself.

Chen Yiwen didn't ask what was the matter, Ding Shimei would vent her emotions today.Said, "I'll keep it a secret for you."

Ding Shimei nodded, and said, "Can I come and play with you often in the future?"

"Of course. You are very welcome." Chen Yiwen said.

"I'm back to school."

"I'll give you a ride."

Chen Yiwen sent Ding Shimei to the bus stop, watched Ding Shimei bid farewell to him while watching the bus and the eyes of many people waiting beside him, walked on the bus to Qingda University, slammed the door shut, through the glass window, Ding Shimei did not She waved at him again, but looked at him, nodded and smiled.

High-rise buildings, shopping malls, and office buildings are brightly lit at night. None of the lights in this city are for them. Only he can see the tacit understanding of expressing their hearts.

Chen Yiwen went back to the dormitory, looked at his hands, closed them and twisted them, it was still rough...

I can't finish it...

Ding Shimei returned to Qingda University and stayed in the dormitory for a while. Huang Li came in, took a look at her, went to the bathroom to remove her makeup, and looked at her again when she came out. Finally, she couldn't help but said, "Sister Ding, are you looking at the palm prints?" Is there any new theory, tell me, hey, help me to see my palmistry..."

Huang Li sat up and stretched out her hand in front of her.

After a moment of trance, Ding Shimei said, "If you have a successful career, you will have no worries about food and clothing throughout your life. You will be popular and have many friends. You will find someone you like and someone who likes you. As long as you work hard, your life will be smooth."

Huang Li was overjoyed, then tilted her head to look at her suspiciously, and muttered, "Really...why do you feel like you are absent-minded and fooling me..."

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