Dao has no heaven and no life

Chapter 98 Who Am I?
Seeing Wu Shangkuan playing so vigorously outside the bar, Meng Yuan was also a little interested, and wanted to change his mind, so he couldn't be so tense all the time, even if he wanted to stand up and look for the 2B outside!

However, if there is no accident, an accident occurred, and the moment he stood up, the whole person froze, no, not when he stood up, but. . .He stood up and turned around for a split second!
A tall white figure, so abruptly, with its back to him, stood motionless in front of the closed door of the Internet cafe.

"Hush, hush, hush, hush, hush, hush!"

Fear, shock, terror, countless feelings that can scare people to death, all of a sudden occupied one's body, fear, it was terrible, Meng Yuan was like a dead person at this moment, standing motionless in the bar, just like that Turning his head, the boss with staring eyes, his face was frighteningly white, and he stared blankly at the tall white figure,
It's not that he doesn't want to move at all, it's that he can't move at all. Just now, the moment he turned around, no, to be precise, the second he turned his head, he lost the ability to move, even, even. Before the body turned around, he was caught. . .An extremely shocking sense of fear dominated him and suppressed him to the ground, unable to move.

This is a sense of fear that comes from the soul, just like mice are afraid of cats, it is an instinct from the bones, fear!In front of that tall white figure, he seemed to be an ant, not worthy of action, let alone looking at him, staring at him with both eyes was blasphemy to him.

And the moment he saw the figure, an indescribable feeling of coercion descended, as if the whole world was pressing on him, so that he couldn't tell whether it was because of fear or because of the other party. Deliberately targeting yourself, so that you can't move.

"Hush, hush, hush, hush, hush, hush!"

"Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom!"

Looking at the figure, Mengyuan's breathing became faster and faster, and his heartbeat became faster and faster. Every breath he took seemed to be in great pain, and every heartbeat bombarded his consciousness. He is better off dead.

"Don't look back, don't look back, don't..."

"Wait, why do I seem to have said this sentence!"

In a trance, Mengyuan was stunned for a moment, in this hopeless fear, in the heartbeat like a thunderbolt and his own rough breathing, facing him, standing at the gate of the Internet cafe. When the terrifying white figure appeared, he subconsciously meditated in his heart, looking forward to the other party not to look back.

"Because of what, for what, because, if he turns around, he'll see... I'm looking at him."

"Because, I can't move now, because he is a ghost, ordinary people can't see him, but I keep watching him."

"Because, I have seen him, he is, Bai Wuchang!"

"No wonder, no wonder, I finally know why. I heard Wu Shangkuan tell a story just now. When the keyboard sound appeared in the Internet cafe, why did I feel that something was wrong. I seemed to have forgotten something!"

Mengyuan seems to have found something really wanted, and it seems to have found the root cause of everything wrong.

"Hehe, he fell to the ground in a white robe, with a tall stature, like walking on a high sled, with a conical magic hat with his back turned to me. Is this my description of him?"

Mengyuan's mood changed, although she was still fearful, she was still shocked by an invisible coercion and couldn't move, and she couldn't move her eyes away from the white figure, but she was able to calm down and think. Under the violent gasp, with the thunder-like heartbeat hitting his mind, he connected everything in series.

He understood why when Wu Shangkuan told him about his experience, he felt a little strange, and he didn't even have the slightest curiosity, but just matched his emotions, it was because he didn't believe it at all.

Even when Wu Shangkuan asked him if he knew fortune-telling, whether he had seen ghosts or white impermanence, he responded by ghosts. It turned out that at that moment, he did not have this memory at all, but the strange thing was, At that time, he didn't notice anything wrong, and even thought that Ah Kuan was right, he had seen it, but in fact. . .It's not like that!
And the sudden keyboard sound, the strange sound, the supernatural event, what made him feel wrong all the time was that at that moment, he didn't believe that he could really see a ghost, and he still remembered that he had thought in his heart at that time. However, it shouldn't be haunted, because he had never seen a ghost at all. His thought at the time was, what a coincidence, or in the case of two people, he really saw a ghost.

He always felt that something was weird, something was wrong. It turned out to be like this. He had seen ghosts. Did he forget it himself, or was something erased his memory.

At this moment, time seemed to stand still, Mengyuan could not perceive all the noises in the outside world, and even did not know whether Wu Shangkuan was still scolding the street, or whether Ah Kuan could see his current state, and he seemed to be in harmony with that road. The white figure is in another space, isolated from the world.

"No, it's still wrong, there's still something wrong!" The more she looked at the white figure, the more Meng Yuan felt that something was wrong.

"The keyboard sound, Bai Wuchang, I've seen a ghost, someone called my name, a girl was crying, her voice was very sweet, she was looking for me, and she asked me not to look for her, she was calling desperately, dream fate !"

"Mengyuan, don't! Mengyuan, Mengyuan, Mengyuan, Meng...yuan!"

"Fuck, it's Meng Yuan, it's my name!"

With a bang, Mengyuan's heart trembled, a numb feeling instantly spread all over his body, goose bumps on his face kept multiplying, and a terrible thought exploded in his mind like a thunder.

"Me? Is it Mengyuan?"

"My name is Mengyuan? Zu Mengyuan?"

"Zuo Mengyuan, Zou Mengyuan, Zou! Dream! Fate! Does anyone really have such a name?"

Mengyuan is completely stupid. Is his name the most wrong thing in his subconscious?Perhaps because of the appearance of Bai Wuchang, he was in extreme fear, and his cognition was completely different from just now.

At this moment, he felt that the name Mengyuan was too dreamy, too. . .It's unrealistic, how could an elder give a child such a name, Meng Yuan, although everything is possible in this world, there are any kind of names, but. . .At this moment, he felt that he must not be called Mengyuan.

This kind of thought made him think deeply, if he is not called Mengyuan, who is he?

"My surname is Zu, that's right, absolutely right, but my name is absolutely wrong! Why do I think my name is Mengyuan? Why do everyone call me Mengyuan, am I schizophrenic? Or am I crazy?"

"What happened to this world? Why does my memory seem to be wrong? If so, could it be... This Internet cafe, Wu Shangkuan, and Boss Zhao, are all fake? It's all a dream? I'm dreaming now. ?"

"No, no, this is definitely not a dream! Boss Zhao is real, Wu Shangkuan is real, I have indeed opened an Internet cafe, my surname is Zu!"

Mengyuan's thoughts became more and more chaotic. He once thought that he was in a dream, but he woke up and knew that he was dreaming. Even in this Internet cafe, Wu Shangkuan, who played with him below, even called him to change shifts. Boss Zhao is fake, everything is a dream, but the next second, he denied his idea.

Because what he perceives, touch, pain, fear, heartbeat, including all perceptions, are real, although he is not sure yet. . .Boss Zhao, Internet Cafe, Wu Shangkuan, he knows that all this is real, it is his world, the only thing wrong is his own cognition, name, and memory!

"Wait, have I opened an Internet cafe?"

Suddenly, Mengyuan suddenly thought of the sentence he had just meditated in his heart. He was stunned for a moment. He couldn't figure out why he said that after opening an Internet cafe, it was an unrealistic sense of absoluteness. He seemed to be really open. I have been to an Internet cafe, opened it, and explained, is this the past tense?Or. . .Do I really open an Internet cafe?

Meng Yuan is very sure that he must have forgotten something extremely important, even a lot of things. His current memory is completely incomplete, as if it was just to cope with the present. . .world. .as reserved.

"What the hell is my name? Who am I? Why is my memory wrong? I...why do I wake up like this? No, no, I seem to have a dream, oh, yes , I had a dream, what did I dream? It seems to be a very important dream, I seem to have a dream, a dream... How could I forget it, how could I have no impression at all? My God, what the hell is going on?"

Mengyuan's heart was completely shrouded in a fog, and he couldn't understand anything at all, couldn't see through it, couldn't understand why he would become what he is now when he woke up, and he even remembered that he It seems that before waking up, he had a very long dream. He clearly remembered that there were important things in the dream that he could not forget, but no matter how he recalled it, he had no memory at all, not even a bit broken. screen did not appear.

"Wait, I... When I woke up, I had a dream, then... what did I do before the dream, what did I do yesterday, what did I do the day before yesterday, do I... have any family? ?"

"No, I have a family. My mother's surname is Dong, and she is a chef in a state-owned enterprise. My father's surname is Zu. My parents divorced since I was a child. I followed my mother. I didn't study well. After saving a lot of money, I met Lao Zhao by chance, because I liked playing games when I was a child, so I once dreamed of opening an Internet cafe, and then it came true, right?"

(End of this chapter)