Dao has no heaven and no life

Chapter 99 You are dead and he is in charge!

"No, no, what's not right, why is it not right, why do I feel that what I think, what I affirm, and what I have experienced are all, all, all that I only know, that I must What I think is my unchanging setting.”

If others are here and can perceive what Mengyuan is thinking, they will definitely think that he is a lunatic, mentally ill, neurological disorder, and needs to see a psychiatrist, but he did notice an abnormality and can clearly perceive that his memory There is a defect, and it is a kind of denial of everything in this world.

Even, for a while, he couldn't remember everything he did before today, as if he only had the memory of today, as if the world only appeared today, the family he recalled, and the things that happened from childhood to adulthood were not What he has personally experienced is what he thinks, and only appears when he needs it.

"Have I ever been in a relationship? I...haven't been in a relationship? Don't I have a girlfriend? No, I should have a girlfriend. I seem to have a girlfriend... Really Yes..."

Mengyuan didn't know what to do, and suddenly asked a question that made him very hesitant. He asked something that seemed to not exist at all. He couldn't control it, and thought something strange. . . .

He felt as if he had talked about something called love. . .Things, but it seems that there is no, I feel like I should have a girlfriend, but what is a girlfriend?For some reason, he was just convinced that he really had a girlfriend.

"Wait... love, love, love... What is love, why can't I feel it, is there no love in this world? No, what is love? Is there love in the world?"

It started again, and another cognition that he did not understand appeared. It was a thing called love. He was very curious about what love was, but. . .At this time, he just couldn't realize it, and he didn't know what it was. . .Love, it seems that this word should not appear in his consciousness, and there is nothing in this world called love.

While questioning himself, he also had an unreasonable certainty that he believed in love, but it seemed. . .This world, my life seems to have never experienced.

He was asking, asking the world, and asking himself, whether there was love in this world, and he really hoped that someone would tell him the answer.

Suddenly, an unexpected change occurred. Originally, because of the memory disorder, the dream that was almost collapsed by the coercion that corroded the soul radiated from Bai Wuchang's body slowly closed his eyes.

"Hmph, if this world doesn't have love, what's the point of it?"

In the middle of Mu Ran, Mengyuan snorted coldly, her expression suddenly changed, and she muttered to herself in a low voice. Although the tone was light, it vaguely revealed a touch of relief, no return, and. . .murderous look.

However, when he opened his eyes again, those pair of eyes were not big, they were staring at the tall white figure. Change, the whole face at that moment, became extremely gloomy.

"Brother Ma, wait for me, don't go now, I'll be resurrected right away."

"You are so stupid, I told you to wait for me, you are so dead, I am the only one left, how can I guard it, those few people in our family are also a bunch of stupid! It's rubbish!"

Suddenly, countless shouts of high-pitched curses poured into Mengyuan's ears. All the voices of national essence were so powerful that they echoed in the huge Internet cafe.

Yes, Mengyuan's senses returned to normal. He heard the atmosphere when Wu Shangkuan was below, playing games with the old horse, but he didn't turn his head to look at it, but slowly turned his body around and looked at him. On the same line, after all, you can't always turn your head, let alone. . .He has been turning his head for a long time, although just because of fear and some kind of pressure, he didn't feel sore, but now. . . .But it is wood. It can be said that it skips the acid process and comes to the result!

Mengyuan was walking over, standing motionless in the bar, shaking his head and twisting his neck, trying to relieve the numbness and move about. It feels no difference.

"Who are you? Bai Wuchang? Hmph, I should have seen you, I think you should have seen me too. Last time, you turned your back to me, but not here."

Mengyuan opened his mouth and straightened his head. Although he was still a little uncomfortable, the feeling of numbness subsided a lot. His tone was calm, just a normal question, but also with a bit of self-deprecation, as if he It's kind of ridiculous what it's been through, of course. . .He didn't expect that the other party could really answer his doubts, just wanted to reveal his unhappiness.

Sure enough, the white figure outside the bar was like a statue that didn't move, standing there motionless, as if he hadn't heard the dream at all, of course. . . .Maybe it's a ghost who can't understand people's words.

Seeing the other party, he was still motionless, ignoring himself, and the dream was not embarrassing, which was what he expected, but he understood that this figure, whether it was a legend or not, the ghosts in the underworld are impermanent, and things will be demons. , everything has a cause and effect, he can't appear here in vain, just to scare himself, what's more, he has appeared in front of him more than once, everything must have some connection.

Although he was also very surprised, especially after he heard Wu Shangkuan's familiar scolding, he once thought that Bai Wuchang should have disappeared like last time, because within the scope of his understanding, this kind of existence must never exist. The person who appeared in front of the person, or in other words, may only be able to see him, so he did not disappear.

And this time, Bai Wuchang has appeared for too long, and the dream is very clear, this is not a ghost movie, the other party is standing there motionless just to scare him, obviously, until now, it has not disappeared like last time. , should be waiting for something, so I want to ask.

But there is one thing that he didn't expect. At this moment, he and the one who felt that everything was wrong are not alone anymore. No, no, it's not particularly accurate. They are one person, but now, He has already become himself, in other words, the self just now was a self with incomplete memory and lost his heart.

And now, he is completely awake. Although he can still feel that there are many things wrong, and many things are not finished in his mind, it is enough to return to his heart, he is a complete dream.

Recalling the state of being in a trance just now, and how I didn't know anything, I only felt that I had a serious illness in my dream, I was burned, confused, and hazy, just like many people, drinking too much It’s the same feeling that you can’t remember anything the next day, but when you think about it, it’s complete, but your previous state was much more serious than this, and most of your important thoughts were almost sealed. .

It was also at this moment that Mengyuan finally understood that what Wu Shangkuan had mentioned to him, fortune-telling, and all the ghosts and experiences, turned out to be really him, and he was really a peeping person who had no last resort and made up his life.

The only thing is that after he recovered his original mind, when he was still doubtful, he felt that there was a lot of fog, and it was his name. Even if he recovered himself, he realized that even he had never discovered the doubts, his own. The name is definitely abnormal, he should not be called Mengyuan.

Because really, really no one would have such a name, Zu Mengyuan, it's too dreamy, if it sounds good, it sounds good to me, and even everyone thinks it sounds good.

but. . . .After going through everything just now, he noticed the only BUGG!Even if everything is possible, someone would actually name him like that, but it would never be him, not his own!Although he didn't know the reason, he was convinced that the word "Dream Fate" didn't belong to him, and it didn't even exist in the world at all.

Although this world is real, although everything is real, why is only my name fake?Memory is true, experience is true, the world is true, and only oneself is false?What's the point of this?From his heart this is a big BUGG.

"Tell me, your old man has appeared twice. The last time was many years ago. It scared me enough. Don't tell me it's a coincidence. I have experienced so many weird things in my life. How can there be so many coincidences? "You're too tired to stand still."

Mengyuan couldn't think about it too much, she sat back on the solid wood bench, and then half-jokingly, half-sarcastically, she continued to speak to the white and impermanent figure standing at the gate of the Internet cafe, with a very playful tone, just Like joking with an old friend.

If you are not afraid, how is it possible? Just looking at it, your soul seems to be shattered. It is an instinctive fear that impacts your heart from the inside out.

I just don't know whether the other party has deliberately restrained his momentum, or some kind of deterrent. Although he can still feel some inexplicable pressure, he can move freely.

More importantly, his mentality was completely different from the first time he saw him many years ago. When he returned to his identity, he would be at peace with it, because he himself was not afraid of death for some reason, I was afraid. You are afraid of you, that's instinct, but my consciousness doesn't matter, it's a big deal that you kill me.

Therefore, Mengyuan's attitude and tone at this moment are all calm, one, let's chat, if you can't, take me away, I'm not even afraid of death, but I'm afraid that you won't succeed, Funny really. . .

But the dream may not have thought about it. . .You are not afraid of death. . .But it seems so, if you die, he will take care of him!No matter what. . .He didn't expect this, instead, he leisurely put his legs up and put it on the big Eba wolf!

(End of this chapter)