Reboot the heyday

Chapter 134 The Me Before (19100)

"I used to be very annoyed, but thank you for telling me the truth. I am not the protagonist, and I don't have the treatment of a female lead." Lin Yusheng said to himself: "I have always hated this fate. I have always been thrown like that since I was young. You can’t find people in the crowd, sometimes when I watch movies and TV shows, I think, I am the kind of character archetype that is so ordinary that all writers, screenwriters, and directors are unwilling to use.”

"So? Why did you start discussing life after a disagreement?" Wang Taika asked, "Could it be related to what you said last time about going back to China?"

Lin Yusheng didn't respond, and just talked to himself: "In the beginning of my life, I have always lived a life like plain water. I am the only child in my family. After the college entrance examination, my parents hoped that I would stay in that remote town in my hometown. Work. At that time, I had actually been admitted to a good school in the capital. But it was a submissive character that made me agree without even resisting."

What else can Wang Taika say?I had no choice but to get up silently and poured a glass of water for Lin Yusheng, then sat on a chair beside me, stretched out my hand and said, "Well, please start your story."

Lin Yusheng took a sip of water and said with a smile: "I was studying in the county seat, and when I returned to the town, nothing seemed to have changed. Even the stupid old man who was sitting at the entrance of the village to see me off was still sitting at the entrance of the village to greet me now. Back. When I was young, I wanted to go out and see the outside world, so I really liked English and learned it very well. So after I came back, I relied on my strong English skills and worked as an English teacher in the only elementary school in the town. From the third grade Take it to fifth grade."

"Of course, there are not many students and few teachers in the school, so many classes are mixed together in one classroom. After the class is finished, the homework is assigned, and then the class goes to the other half. This can save half of the time every day. In most of my spare time, I actually like to sit in the office and read books, or watch movies with a second-hand mobile phone that I bought with money from part-time reading.”

"Teaching day after day, although I am leisurely, I am still dedicated to my work. I just vaguely feel that life should not be like this. I seem to be able to see my own old life. This kind of life, before the age of 20, can Take a look at your whole life.”

Wang Taika listened silently, it was the first time he heard Lin Yusheng talk about the past.

Lin Yusheng said: "Later, my parents arranged a blind date for me. After graduating from high school, the other party just happened to build a factory in his hometown, so he stayed and worked. After a few years, he also became a technical supervisor. His monthly salary can be several thousand. In such a place, This is quite a good income. At least in my parents’ opinion, it’s better than a teacher who spends so much money on education and ends up with only 2000 yuan a month’s salary.”

"I still remember that during the blind date dinner, the person asked me what I like to do, and I said I like watching movies. He asked what movies, and I said a lot of Hollywood blockbusters in one breath. The person asked what I like to do the most. I said, I miss it the most. Yes, it was autumn when I walked on a small road with few people, watching the fallen leaves and stepping on them. So the man said sarcastically, "What are you doing in such a small place? The last dinner was delicious." Parted unhappy."

"That person thought I was pretending, and I felt aggrieved. Because when I mentioned my favorite author, the man asked me if I acted in TV. I even said that I sent a WeChat message to a friend, and he asked if I wanted to post stamps. So, I had the idea of ​​getting out of there."

Wang Taika smiled wryly: "Indeed, in some places, I also came from a small place. Many new things may not be able to spread there when the big cities are out of breath. So after my college entrance examination, I did very poorly in the exam! I 90.00% of my classmates chose to stay in the province, but I still chose to go to other provinces to see and see.”

"Yes, I thought so too at the time." Lin Yusheng smiled.

"Go out and have a look, at least get rid of the day-to-day life." Wang Taika understood very well, and was even more surprised in his heart.Today he saw a Lin Yusheng that he had never seen before.No longer silent, ordinary, or ordinary, but a living girl with a story.

Lin Yusheng said more to Wang Taika today than in the past combined.

Lin Yusheng didn't seem to be talking to Wang Taika, but to himself.Perhaps because of being drunk, Lin Yusheng's words were somewhat inconsistent, but Wang Taika still understood.

After that blind date, Lin Yusheng began to eagerly want to get rid of that place, the place she called her hometown.The day after the blind date, Lin Yusheng handed over his resignation letter to the school.

After returning home, Lin Yusheng said "no" to his parents for the first time in his life.Faced with the sudden resistance of their always well-behaved daughter, the parents lost their sense of control.The mother cried bitterly about how she dragged her daughter into an adult.But Lin Yusheng was so determined that he didn't want to turn back, so he stuffed his salary card into his father's hand, carried a few clothes on his back, took 2000 yuan, and bought a train ticket to Shanghai.There is really a kind of spirit that does not hit the head, or even if it hits the head, it does not look back.

When Lin Yusheng left, mom didn't talk to her. Dad sent her to the station and said he wanted to be considerate of your mom. She just didn't want you, a girl, to work so hard outside.Why does Lin Yusheng not love her mother?Although he was stubborn, he secretly put 1000 yuan under his mother's pillow when he left.

On the bus to Shanghai, Lin Yusheng cried like a fool by himself.

Just arrived in Shanghai, Lin Yusheng was standing on the huge south square of the railway station, just after the rain, a ray of sunlight shone through the billboard on Lin Yusheng's eyes, she blocked it with her hand, and then looked at the people who were carrying luggage or hurrying. People who are on their way, or returning home with joy, are suddenly a little sad.She felt like a leaf of duckweed, bumping her head into the sea, floating up and down, boundless.

Before coming here, Lin Yusheng contacted a classmate of hers from far away. Although the job has not yet been settled, at least there is a place to stay.My friend lives in the most suburban area of ​​Pudong, and it takes nearly two hours to take the subway to the city.

Lin Yusheng went to the subway station to buy a ticket. When she took the 16 yuan subway ticket, she cursed silently in her heart.That was the first time Lin Yusheng felt the pressure of life that the Shanghai Metropolis put on her.Later, Lin Yusheng went to the city to find a job for [-] yuan a day.

Although he didn't have a college degree, Lin Yusheng got a job with his fluent English, working as a front desk and proofreading English magazines.It was a probationary period at the beginning, and Lin Yusheng continued to stay at a friend's house with the cheek of what kind of salary was set.So I squeeze the subway for two hours every day to go to work, and then I have to squeeze the subway back after get off work.

Lin Yusheng's state at that time was that it was still dark when he went out, and it was already dark when he returned home.But she didn't care at all, and even changed her signature to: "There is a shadow in front of you, because there is light behind you!"

Others laughed at her sourly, Lin Yusheng said that you don't understand, this is called feelings.

But the expensive subway fare couldn't be solved with feelings. In desperation, Lin Yusheng borrowed money and rented a room near the company.Said it was a room,
In fact, it is a bed with bunk beds for several people in one room, 500 yuan per month.Although it is crowded, it is a den of my own, which is different from living in a friend's house.In Lin Yusheng's own words, duckweed stuck to a boat, although he didn't expect to be able to bring her ashore, at least he no longer felt nothingness.

Wang Taika was also deeply touched by this point.Just like living in the restaurant before, I always feel lost.Living here after moving, there is a sense of security.

No matter what, there is a home.

(End of this chapter)