Reboot the heyday

Chapter 135 Born Ordinary, I'm Sorry (20100)

"Modu, at the beginning, after I paid the monthly rent, water and electricity bills and added some new daily necessities, it was almost difficult to maintain my own life. In order to save money, I walked two stops every day to work in the company, and I also went to work on weekends. I stay at home and don’t go out shopping. Occasionally, when someone else treats me, I always pack and take away the unfinished food, and bring it to the company for lunch the next day.” Lin Yusheng laughed while talking, all of which were wry smiles.

"Except for this time, no one usually sees me eating at the company. Colleagues sometimes go out to eat together, everyone AA, and I have never participated in it."

"One time at lunch time, a colleague went out and found that he didn't bring his mobile phone, so he came back to pick it up and saw me eating lunch in a small conference room. My colleague rushed in excitedly and said: 'Oh, I finally saw you eating Oh, I thought you were out of this world!' Hehe, I still remember the scene clearly."

Lin Yusheng lowered his head and said: "I just looked at that colleague in embarrassment. Suddenly, I didn't know where to put the hand holding the chopsticks. I clenched my fist and clenched the chopsticks tightly. Because my lunch is noodles cooked in the morning. There is no Tomatoes, no eggs, no vegetables, just noodles, put in a plastic lunch box, after a morning of expansion, it has become a bowl of 'dough'. Heat it in the microwave, it is the so-called lunch. I still remember, There is a puppy with its tongue sticking out printed on my lunch box, its sly eyes seem to see through the embarrassment, and it smiles at me mockingly."

Wang Taika couldn't stand it anymore, he was most resistant to these stories, because he knew they were all true, so it was difficult for him to calm down.Even he would rather go to a horror movie.

"Another time, at a company party, I got a branded handbag in the lottery. It was probably the most expensive thing I owned, even more expensive than my house. But, after all, it was just a thing. Even , something that is sought after without any effort."

"The Evil of Capitalism" Wang Taika wanted to say something to lighten up the atmosphere, but found that the current atmosphere was heavy, as if it was difficult to breathe, and he couldn't be active at all.

Lin Yusheng was a little sad: "That day, I poured the high-end red wine that I should have savored carefully as mineral water. It is said that you can't drink when you are in a bad mood, really. I passed out after drinking less than three glasses. After waking up and returning home at night, I looked at the so-called "home". It was less than ten square meters, with three bunk beds, and six people lived there. I wanted to go to the bathroom, but suddenly found a man inside. There was a man on the sink. It’s a cup with colorful toothbrushes and toothpaste. The shower gel is probably shared, because I can’t tell which one is my own. Someone cooks in the kitchen, and there is no range hood, so the room smells like oil. As I was walking, I felt something under my feet, looked down, and saw whose slippers were placed in the narrow aisle between the two tables."

"Are you hungry? How about I make you something to eat?" Wang Taika wanted to change the subject.

Lin Yusheng looked at Wang Taika, but said nothing.Wang Taika couldn't stand that look, so he had to signal: "Go on!"

"I cried that day!" Lin Yusheng said: "I lived in the upper bunk, the bed was clean and tidy, and I hung up the mosquito net carefully. Everything was so out of place. Late that night, I suddenly couldn't help it, and started crying when I ran out , crying hysterically, crying and shouting at the same time."

"Am I stupid? Don't do such a leisurely job at home, don't enjoy so much love from my parents, why should I come to this ghostly place! Because of what? Because I don't have the things I like at home!"

"Me! I like those ethereal things, I like life in a big city, drunk and dreamy, feasting and feasting, I'm just vain!"

If it wasn't for the alcohol attack, how much pain would have to be swallowed secretly.Who really understands?However, even in such a difficult time, Lin Yusheng never thought of giving up.

Speaking of this, Lin Yusheng stopped suddenly, looked at Wang Taika with a complex expression on his face, and asked, "Do you know why the city is called the city?"

Wang Taika said dumbly: "Why?"

Lin Yusheng smiled: "Because it is a devil disguised as an angel, people can't stop wanting to be favored by it, but you know, no one has ever been favored by it, or it is favoring everyone in its arms. People here. Many people come here every day, hoping to use its inclusiveness to realize their dreams. However, many people are forced to leave here every day. They spend a while here, or even spend a lifetime, and finally Finding out that I'm still an ordinary person."

Lin Yusheng's tone suddenly changed, and he said, "But I, Lin Yusheng, are not afraid! Let's just waste it, at worst, we'll waste our youth, and in the end it's just one word, two horizontal lines and one vertical line, just do it."

The sky was dark, and in the dark night, Wang Taika couldn't see Lin Yusheng's expression clearly.

"Later, life changed for the better. I worked very hard and my performance was very good. The company gradually valued me. At that time, the company's administrative commissioner resigned pregnant. The company saw how hard I worked, so they wanted to promote me to replace me. Because my education is too low problem, let me study in Korea.”

"I came to Korea to continue my work-study program. But I never wanted to be an ordinary person. I wanted to be someone who everyone looked up to and admired. I didn't want to be an irrelevant supporting role. I wanted to be a leading role! So after I came to Korea, I came up with an idea, I want to be an idol!" Lin Yusheng showed a trace of longing on his face: "Actually, I failed many times. Every interview was because of poor foundation, poor appearance, singing, etc. No, I can’t dance and be eliminated. I don’t go to big companies, I only go to those small companies that are not well-known, because it’s easier to pass. Not long ago, I was notified that I was hired by a very small company that had just established a broker The company has passed the interview and can be a trainee."

"Good! Really good!" Wang Taika exhaled, feeling that the depression in his heart was much better: "As long as the result is good, you can cry whatever you want during the process! If you really make your debut! I'm sure Your crazy meal! I will definitely buy your album, and I will force Han Py to buy it too! I still... yes, I am still the black fan king taika, whoever dares to treat you badly, I will hack anyone! I am still a paparazzi, who If I can't get along with you, I'll film his scandal!"

"Haha." Lin Yusheng smiled, but the smile gradually became bitter: "It seems that everything is really going to get better. What a pity! If fate is so easy to control, then it is not called fate. When I thought that people from poor families When I was about to counterattack through my own efforts, fate played a trick on me."

Wang Taika's heart tightened, and he asked, "What's wrong?"

"No matter how much some people insist, she is only worthy of being an ordinary person. She will never be the protagonist, nor will she be treated like a leading lady." Lin Yusheng said: "My mother had a car accident."

Wang Taika's head buzzed, but he didn't react for a long time.

"I broke up with my mother back then, and I haven't called her this year. I just heard from my father that she has always been in good health. You said, how can someone who is in such good health and never gets sick..." Listen It could be seen that Lin Yusheng was suppressing his already hoarse crying.

Wang Taika's lips moved, but he didn't know what to comfort him.Speaking of it, I am not the protagonist, and I don't have the treatment of the leading man.

The two supporting roles comfort each other, perhaps this is the most tragic thing!

I'm ordinary, I'm sorry
(End of this chapter)