godfather of surgery

Chapter 1013 The Bereaved Dog

President Rao felt that if he resigned like this, Nandu Medical University would be in chaos. The rapid development of Nandu Medical University in recent years was entirely due to his ability to unite everyone around him. Once he resigned, Nandu Medical University would inevitably fall into internal turmoil.

Therefore, before resigning, he must arrange the succession. Su Qingyun is currently the most suitable candidate. He is an academician of the Nandu system, so it is reasonable for him to serve as the president. Moreover, this person not only has excellent academic ability, but also first-class management ability.

After making up his mind, President Rao discussed it with Academician Xiang, hoping that Xiang could join him in recommending Su Qingyun. This could be considered his last effort to benefit Nandu Medical University.

Guan Ruyan is now a complete loser. His marriage has completely broken down and he has lost everything, including his work, reputation, scientific research achievements and academic status. From being in the limelight before to being despised by everyone now, the huge gap is hard for him to accept.

Every time he changed stepping stones, it went very smoothly. Guan Ruyan thought this time would be smooth too. He didn't expect to fail so badly this time. He didn't react at all. Things got out of control within a few days until they collapsed. Until now, he still hasn't figured out what happened. He went to find his new girlfriend, but his new girlfriend had completely blocked him and didn't want to see him again. Who would want to be a stepping stone for such a vicious man?

He had no choice but to go find Ding Xinyu again. Ding Xinyu had completely given up on him. She locked the door and lived in another place with her children. He wanted to go to the hospital to find Principal Ding, but Principal Ding had just been transferred out of the ICU, and the doctors and nurses refused to let him see Principal Ding. He went to find Principal Rao, who said: Just do it for the best. If you turn over a new leaf in the future, there is no need to meet.

There was no other way, so he ran to the school to find the child, hoping to meet Ding Xinyu through the child, and then make Ding Xinyu change her mind. After meeting Ding Xinyu through the child, Ding Xinyu told Guan Ruyan that in order to reduce the harm to the child, the two should divorce peacefully and try their best to protect the child's young mind.

Everything is irreversible. Guan Ruyan walks on the street alone, thinking of the glorious days in the past, and then thinking of his current poverty and the impossibility of turning things around. As he thought about it, he walked to the river and wandered by the river.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became. If Lu Xiaolu had not provided a large amount of evidence to incriminate himself, he would definitely be fine now. Divorce and abandoning his wife and children would not affect him at all. At most, he would just be scolded for a while.

So he picked up his phone and called Lu Xiaolu: "Lu Xiaolu, do you know where I am now?"

"I don't want to care about this issue." Lu Xiaolu replied coldly.

Guan Ruyan gnashed his teeth and said, "I'm by the river now. Aren't you afraid that I will jump in if you kill me like this?"

"You won't! You love yourself so much, how could you do something that would hurt yourself?" Lu Xiaolu was not in a hurry at all.

Guan Ruyan looked at the river. Indeed, he was not so confused yet. Even if he lost everything, he could still live a good life with his savings. He was still young. How could he do such a stupid thing? Lu Xiaolu really understood him.

"Lu Xiaolu, let's meet." Guan Ruyan suggested.

Lu Xiaolu agreed without hesitation: "You decide the place and time."

"By the river, do you remember when we were studying for our master's degrees, we often walked and chatted here together?" Guan Ruyan sat on the grass by the river.

"Okay, I'll come over now." Lu Xiaolu said without any hesitation.

Half an hour later, Lu Xiaolu found Guan Ruyan by the river. He was sitting on the grass looking at the rippling water. Lu Xiaolu sat down beside him.

Guan Ruyan asked bluntly, "Lu Xiaolu, why? I gave you so much, but you want to destroy me. Look, now Teacher Ding has also been destroyed by you. You have destroyed everything. What have you gained? If you want to start your own business, you can tell me. I never said that you should follow me for the rest of your life, and every step I take, I am pulling you forward."

"I warned you not to hurt Teacher Ding and Xinyu, but you didn't listen." Lu Xiaolu replied coldly.

"You dare to come to see me? Aren't you afraid that I will kill you?" Guan Ruyan's tone was extremely threatening.

Lu Xiaolu was very calm and not afraid at all: "No, you are the most selfish. How could such a selfish person be willing to destroy himself?"

"What did you get out of this?"

"I don't need to gain anything. If you didn't hurt Teacher Ding and Xinyu, maybe I would be willing to be your stepping stone forever. But you touched my bottom line. You hurt Teacher Ding and Xinyu."

"Why should I donate my kidney to him? Why? The kidney is my own. I can donate it if I want to, and I won't donate it if I don't want to."

"You can choose not to donate, no one is forcing you, but you clearly don't want to, so why are you pretending? Do you know that this will kill Teacher Ding?"

"I am in Nandu Medical University, and he can't even help me get a Young Elite Scholar. If I go to a better school, someone can not only help me get a Young Elite Scholar, but also become the vice president. Why shouldn't I go? What reason do I have not to go?"

"Don't you feel guilty for saying such things? You left the ward and slandered Teacher Ding and Xinyu. He put all his efforts into you, but you turned against him immediately because he was of no use to you. Even if you had slowed down and waited until his illness was over before doing this, I would not have treated you like this. But you have disappointed me so much. You have no humanity at all. In your eyes, there is only yourself, and everyone else is just a stepping stone for you."

"This society is so cruel. Am I inhuman? I am already very humane."

"I didn't expect you to be so shameless?" Lu Xiaolu sneered. Guan Ruyan was obviously enraged, and he roared: "You said I'm shameless? I'm inhuman? At most, I'm too direct and too explicit, Lu Xiaolu! Have I ever harmed a female student in all these years? No! I was loyal to my marriage before, and I didn't even have such an idea. You helped me do my project, and you also wrote my thesis, but at least they are genuine academic achievements, right? Look at some people, who used the country's funds to falsify, the project is fake, the thesis is fake. At least I am a doctor who studied abroad, and you can see how many unlearned students can get into the hall. I'm shameless? I'm inhuman?"

"Enough! Other people's mistakes are a reason for you to make mistakes, right?" Lu Xiaolu didn't expect Guan Ruyan to be so shameless. At this time, not only did he not persist in his wrongdoing, but he felt that he was a victim.

"Enough? It's far from enough. I also want to rely on my own efforts. I also want to be an upright man, but the reality is so cruel. I came from the countryside and had no one to rely on. If I hadn't done this, would I be where I am today? What about you? If it weren't for Teacher Ding's help, where would you be now? You can study for a master's degree? You can study for a doctorate? You can study abroad? You can be a professor at Nandu Medical University? You can do research? You can publish papers, what a joke! Didn't you also rely on Teacher Ding to get to where you are today? It's just that your method is different from mine. But you belittle me and make me worthless, Lu Xiaolu, you are jealous of me."

"Stop talking! Your worldview is totally distorted."

"That's what I want to say! You still think you are a hero, you are nothing but a hero. I admit that you are more talented than me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to reach this height. If you leave me, I won't complain. After all, I have occupied too many of your achievements over the years. It was you who used research projects and papers to send me to a high position step by step, but you destroyed me like this, I just can't accept it. I don't love Ding Xinyu, but did I betray her before? I have been acting, but I am acting alone? I am ruthless, but if I am not ruthless, I will be dragged down by my ex-girlfriend. If I want to move forward, I must be ruthless. My first girlfriend has a high school diploma and works part-time. I am a college student. I want to study for a master's degree and a doctorate. Can her love for me be used as a meal? Later Now that I have money, I paid her back twice as much. No one owes anyone anything. My second girlfriend, her father was in jail. If I don't leave him at this time, when do you think I will? I was attracted by her father being the dean at that time, didn't she like me because I was handsome and could coax her? We each get what we need, and no one owes anyone anything. Since his value is gone, the two sides are not equal, so why can't I leave her? Speaking of Ding Xinyu, she is good to me, and Teacher Ding is also good to me, but I have also been very good to them over the years, and have done my best for the Ding family, and have never said no. The first child's surname is Ding, and the second child's surname is Guan. I have been very considerate. He is like this now, can I rely on him in the future? There is a better place to go, why shouldn't I go?"

"Ridiculous! Incomprehensible!"

"You are the one who is ridiculous! You are the one who is unreasonable! I remember the year I graduated from college and went back to my hometown county hospital to look for a job. The starting salary was 10 yuan. There were almost no regular undergraduates in a county hospital. They were all technical secondary school and college students. I thought that as a regular undergraduate, it would be no problem for me to get in. I was also willing to work hard at the grassroots level, but without 10 yuan, you couldn't even get in. Do you know how I felt when I stood at the door of the hospital with my resume in my hand? Those technical secondary school and college students came out happily because they had connections. You know, connections? Later, with the help of my second girlfriend's father, I got the qualification for guaranteed admission to graduate school. I have realized a truth in my life: if you want to move up, you must have someone to pull you up."

"Your own heart is dark, and everything you see is dark."

"Do I have a dark heart? I am already white enough. Be honest. Which of the masters and doctors I recruited got in through the back door? I know the hardships these people have gone through, so I am willing to open a door for them. Be honest. How many laboratories receive more subsidies than us? I never deduct a penny from my students. Be honest. How have I treated you and those students? I have never treated you like machines."

"This is not a reason for you to make a mistake. This is what you should do. Do you understand? You can't take credit for what you should do."

"Lu Xiaolu, don't think you are so great. You are just a nerd. If it weren't for Professor Yang's appreciation of you, you would be nothing. You used Professor Yang's relationship to get away with it, and finally got demoted in name only and promoted in reality."

"Is this the same? You are really stubborn and stubborn. We have different values ​​and there is nothing to talk about."

"Talk? Talk with you? You are not qualified. Talking to you is like talking to a cow. I just want you to come here today to teach you."

"Foolishness!"

"You laugh at me, and I laugh at you. I am a joke, and you are a big joke."

"I don't care what others do. I just do my own thing and fulfill my own duty."

"What is duty? If it weren't for me, if it weren't for Principal Ding, would you have had the opportunity to get these research results? You were able to publish the results of the project in the world's top journals. At least you are the second author, and at least your results can be made public. How many people like you didn't have the opportunity to study for a doctorate, let alone get the project funding? Instead of thanking me, you even resorted to knife me. Tell me, are you crazy? Do you know? If it weren't for you, I could go to another school right away. I have already planned to break up peacefully with Xinyu. We will each have one child. The one with the surname Ding will be left to them, and I will take the one with the surname Guan. This will be good for the children. After I go to another school, I will take you with me. At that time, I will be an outstanding young scientist, an academician, and a president. You can at least follow me step by step. Outstanding young scientist, academician, and president, all have been ruined by you, and you still think you are a hero."

"You are worthy of being a distinguished scholar or an academician?"

"Why am I not worthy? Why am I not worthy? I am researching the world's most advanced medical biotechnology, why am I not worthy?"

Lu Xiaolu could only shake his head. It was incredible that this person's worldview could collapse to such an extent that he could describe depravity in such a high-sounding way.

"You said, at that time, you had nothing you wanted? Money, power, academic status, women - you are just a fool. What's the benefit of following Yang Ping? He just gave you a position as a laboratory director, and you were so happy. If you followed me, wouldn't you have been the laboratory director a long time ago? The de facto director. Did I ask about the affairs of the laboratory? I left it all to you. You are a big fool, a fool."

"Guan Ruyan, it's because there are too few fools like me that people like you can parade around and make a grand appearance. If I had been a big fool earlier, would you still have the opportunity to shine later? I don't need to rely on you at all, I don't need to rely on anyone else. As long as a person has the ability and works hard, there are many opportunities. It's just that you can't do it yourself, so you complain about this and that, as if the whole world owes you. Even if I didn't have the opportunity to study for a master's degree at that time, I would go to work, even if it was delivering takeout, I would save money to go to graduate school and get a doctorate. I don't rely on anyone. I tell you, even now I don't rely on Professor Yang, because I have real talent, so people appreciate me, which is fundamentally different from the relationship you said. There are dark sides everywhere in this world. I don't care what others do, I won't do the dark side myself. I want to be that beam of light, even if it's a firefly, I am willing to do it. This is the difference between you and me."

"You're teaching me a lesson?" Guan Ruyan said angrily.

Lu Xiaolu shook his head. "You are already stubborn. There is no need to teach you. I am just telling you my thoughts. The world is not what you think. I think as long as you work hard, you can realize your own value. You come from the countryside. How many people come from the countryside and realize their own value step by step through their own efforts? Some people make money by delivering takeouts, some work in factories, some become bosses, some get into first-tier factories with an annual salary of one million through studying, and some become scholars. There are many such people. They all contribute their own strength in their respective positions, instead of complaining like you, always thinking that the whole world is wrong and never looking for the reasons in yourself."

"You want to teach me a lesson? What good will you get from doing this? How can you have a good life following that crazy person who only knows how to perform surgery and research all day long?"

"This is the life I want. I want to be down-to-earth and do my own research peacefully. I want to be true to myself. I am willing to make a few thousand dollars a month. Not everyone is like you, pursuing fame and fortune by any means. You should do the same. Be true to yourself and live a down-to-earth life. Maybe you can start a new life."

"You big fool."

"It's unreasonable. Before we met, I felt really guilty. I made you feel like a lost dog, and I felt really bad. But after we met, I didn't feel guilty at all, because you haven't shown the slightest remorse until now."