The Legend of Heluo Xianxia

Chapter 230
Xiang Ding didn't know, but he felt as if he had lost something. The longing and sadness in his heart made him ignore everything.

As the sky gradually dimmed, Xiang Ding got up and took a last look at the small courtyard, his eyes fell on the peach tree again, then turned around and walked out of the courtyard gate, heading down the mountain.

It's just that his sadness has intensified again, as if there is a river of sadness flowing in his heart.

Behind him, in the small courtyard.

That charming woman appeared out of nowhere, and standing under the peach tree, she looked up at the peach blossoms on the tree, or more precisely, at the strands of intertwined souls hovering around the peach tree.

It was a strand of the charming woman's soul intertwined with a strand of Xiang Ding's soul.

The charming woman inhaled lightly, and that trace of soul was sucked into her nose by the woman.The woman's face suddenly became redder, her eyes were intoxicated, and her red dress fluttered in the wind. At that moment, the peach tree behind her shook, and the petals left the flowers, raining flowers all over the sky.

The rain of flowers all over the sky seemed to ripple for a while, like a stone was dropped on the surface of the lake, blurred for a while, and then became clear again.But the small courtyard has changed, it has become tidy, and the table and small wooden benches have also become clean and not rotted.

at the foot of the mountain.

Xiang Ding stood there inexplicably, facing Taoshan, he glanced at Taoshan, and seemed to remember that today, because he was a little depressed, he came to Taoshan alone to enjoy the flowers.

but……

Why... I seem to have lost something in my heart?
again……

And there is an inexplicable sadness?
again……

After thinking about it, he shook his head again and walked up the mountain.

Xiang Ding has entered the infinite reincarnation. Each reincarnation is one year. The beginning of each reincarnation is when he first saw that charming woman, he had a faint miss, and then he was planted in the singing For a ray of soul of a charming woman, the yearning began to increase.At the end of each reincarnation, his soul was taken away by the woman, and then it seemed to touch the fear hidden in the depths of his soul.

Not bad!

Just fear!

The fear that he was unwilling to face since he was sensible, the fear that he tried his best to avoid, the result of this fear seemed to be a kind of extreme sadness, a kind of sadness that Xiang Ding was extremely unwilling to face, so he kept hiding it. In the depths of his heart, but the more the sadness of this fear is hidden in the depths, the richer it will be like old wine.Once the seal is opened, people can't control themselves.

This sadness is not brought to him by this painting, but what he has been avoiding in real life after living for more than [-] years, and the origin of this fear and sadness is Ye Weiyang.

When he was very young, he, Zhang Jiuling, Li Qiaoran, and Xiong Ba knew that Ye Weiyang would not survive, this was what Uncle Zhang and Li told them secretly, telling them not to compete with Ye Weiyang, and let Ye Weiyang do everything.

As the five people grow up day by day, they love and care for Ye Weiyang more and more, but the stronger this love and care, the more intense the fear and sadness in their hearts.

They are afraid of losing Ye Weiyang, and every time they think of Ye Weiyang's death, sadness will emerge in their hearts.And this kind of sadness became more and more intense as Ye Weiyang grew up.

Zhang Jiuling and Li Qiaoran ran around outside to find a way to save Ye Weiyang.Xiang Ding went to Daming Mansion to find a cure for Ye Weiyang through official channels, and Xiong Ba was by Ye Weiyang's side.

Protecting and treating Ye Weiyang has become the mission of the four brothers and sisters. Under this mission, there is a deep hidden fear and sadness in their hearts.

Even though Ye Weiyang recovered later, the fear and sadness imprinted in the depths of her soul were still hidden in her subconscious mind, and it might take decades before it slowly faded away until it disappeared.

However, the imprint of fear and sadness is still there, and in this painting, the feeling of loss is like a needle piercing the seal, and Xiang Ding's memory is sealed by this painting. When the feeling is left, the hidden feeling in the depths of the soul is infinitely magnified.

Every time a wisp of soul is taken away, his soul will become weaker, so that deep memory seems to have lifted a layer of seal of time, making the fear and sadness of losing something magnified .

Because of this picture scroll, his memory was sealed, but this kind of extremely deep memory, which belongs to the human subconscious, has almost become an instinct.As the soul was taken away one by one, his soul became weaker and weaker. Even the seal of the scroll couldn't seal the most frightening and saddest memory in his subconscious, even if this memory has not yet appeared, but Xiang Ding is getting more and more sad.

After each reincarnation, his grief became more and more serious. Every time he returned home from Taoshan, he didn't have the slightest thought to go out to call friends. He could only practice guns in the courtyard continuously, letting fatigue drown out the sadness in his heart.

"Clang clang..."

In the courtyard, the guns are like dragons, and the peach blossoms are flying, but there is a heavy sadness, as if the petals are separated from the flowers, and life has reached its limit.Amidst the tremor of the big guns, there was even the sound of mournful crying.

"Woooooooo..."

It was a cry, a cry from the soul.The mournful sound crossed the wall from his courtyard and diffused towards the street.

Pedestrians walking on the street suddenly felt sadness welling up in their hearts, and tears poured out like a flood that opened the gate.They turned their heads and looked towards Xiang Ding's courtyard.

In their field of vision, there was a vague illusion that Xiang Ding's courtyard disappeared, and a river rolled up and down.

A river of sorrow!

Dozens of reincarnations passed.

It’s the season of peach blossoms again, the eyes are filled with blooming peach blossoms, impacting Xiang Ding’s heart. At this moment, he misses like a river, and runs alone on the mountain road to Taoshan, he wants to see the girl in the blooming peach blossoms.

He flinched, walked down the steps like a walking dead, and came under the thick peach tree, looking up at the peach blossoms everywhere, and at this time he and the first time he came in, when he first reincarnated, he was too haggard. Duo, don't talk about looking at him, even if you don't look at him, just standing near him, you can feel the surging breath of sadness.At this time, he was indeed extremely sad.His soul was taken away again and again, and there was only a trace of his soul left, and the whole person was a little confused. In his emotions, there was only sadness, which was the sadness from the depths of his memory, which was already obvious. It's just that the last layer of seal has not been broken.At this time, his back is bleak, his eyes are sadly looking at the peach blossoms everywhere, singing:
In this door last year today,
The human face peach blossoms each other.

I don’t know where to go,
Love and be loved.

He clutched his head, his body was a little stiff, and slowly sat on the dusty wooden bench, his head began to hurt again, and the pain reached the critical point of collapse.

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(End of this chapter)