June is our farewell song

Chapter 219 Unaware
"The weather is cool today."

"Yeah, it doesn't look like summer at all."

If one were to be selected for an award among all the weird things this year, Gu Yuan would definitely vote for "Chi Yu suddenly stopped being angry".For a week, Chi Yu turned around and walked away when she saw him on campus, but she didn't know what happened. After a tormented weekend, it seemed that nothing happened to Chi Yu It's back to the way it was before.

If there is a chance, Gu Yuan really wants to find out what kind of thinking Chi Yu went through in his heart that weekend, but unfortunately, some things missed the opportunity, and there will be no chance to know again.

Although the scope of the two chatting topics became narrower after that, both Gu Yuan and Chi Yu tried their best to avoid possible sensitive topics as quietly as possible. In short, everything has to do with their past. Yang Hao, Lu Siyao, including Wen Jin, all disappeared from their conversation.Of course, this is not a bad thing, Gu Yuan thought.Because they still have a lot to talk about, they just can't think of what to say like before, and it's not a big deal at all.

"I said, the final exam is coming soon... Gu Yuan, are you nervous?"

"Huh? It's okay..."

If the same words were said by Qi Yu or someone else, the situation would be completely different. Gu Yuan was actually not too worried about the exam.But Chi Yu's tone and gaze felt inexplicably heavy. Although the sentence ended with a question word, it didn't sound like a question. The eyelids drooped slightly, making people feel that they were not asking Gu Yuan, but her. Own.

Asked by her, Gu Yuan recalled the conversation with Chen Ge in the literature club that evening two weeks ago.The note with the three conditions was still quietly lying on the bottom of his desk, and he kept his place for the rest of the month—half of it was completed, and he had to choose one of the remaining two, If you can't get into the top [-] in the city at the end of the semester, you have to apologize to Yang Hao.

"Are you nervous?"

"Well... a little bit."

"why?"

"Because... I'm worried that I won't do well in the exam..."

"But it's just a final exam, not a college entrance exam, and even if it's a college entrance exam, it's not..."

"After this exam, we will be in our third year of high school. Gu Yuan, we will be in our third year of high school, we will be in our third year of high school!"

"Senior year... what's wrong?"

"It's the third year of high school, and life will change a lot."

"Huh? Like?"

"We're going to get busier, we'll have less free time, we won't be able to hang out together, we won't be able to think about as many other things as we used to, we'll have to focus, we'll have to stay focused, and everyone will put more Put all your energy on yourself, concentrate on..."

"Isn't this normal? The seniors and sisters all come here like this. Didn't Miss Zifeng almost get tired when she just finished the exam? Sitting alone on the lawn of the playground and watching the sunset, I don’t even have the strength to speak, but I’ve made it through. I’m going to come back to give a speech at the graduation ceremony in two days, isn’t it back to the same as before?”

"...Really... the same?"

When Chi Yu turned her head and looked at the tree outside the window, Gu Yuan felt a sense of desperation that could not be ignored when her tone, which was almost talking to herself, was gently sent into his ears with such a dull tone.

"Of course it's the same. Isn't it just one year? In fact, there is no one year. After deducting the summer vacation, there are only more than nine months. Time flies, and such a short period of time does not feel anything at all."

But he would rather believe that this was all his illusion.

The girl who is holding her chin and drooping eyebrows must have been bored in school recently, and her head has been suffocated.

"...You, didn't you lie to me?"

"How come, of course not."

"Oh? This time...you didn't lie?"

"...What this time and that time. From the time I met you to now, I have never lied to you, not even once."

"..."

Chi Yu didn't speak. Gu Yuan sighed secretly, touched his neck, and turned his head to look out the window. A white cat ran after Joey, leaving a crooked mark on the grass.

"...Why do you ask this?"

"It's nothing, I just want to ask." Chi Yu pursed her lips and smiled, "Isn't it important to care about your boyfriend's mental health~"

"I hope you really think so."

"hey-hey……"

Compared to her inexplicable peace of mind now, Gu Yuan's heart has long been stirred up by her.

Originally he was not nervous, but now...

"Uh... oh..."

Chi Yu yawned twice in a row.

"Are you staying up late again these days?"

"Ah? In fact, it's not really a late night, because it's almost there, it looks like a little past twelve." As he spoke, Chi Yu yawned again, covering his mouth with his hand, and his voice was a little hazy, "I've learned a little lately. It's late, you know~ this semester's analytic geometry, derivatives, and number sequences are more difficult, I haven't figured it all out yet, and the exam is coming soon, so I have to work harder."

It was just sitting in the cafeteria so quietly, but Gu Yuan felt that the air as heavy as lead was pressing on his shoulders, and he could not move his thoughts.

"Chi Yu..."

"Ok?"

"You, you, it's always like this. Every time, you work hard alone. Although you have been like this since the first time we met, the you now feel a little different from the you at that time... "

It's a difference that's hard to describe in words. Gu Yuan raised his head to look at her, and Chi Yu also looked back at him, with eyes like water, as if the person who said that line in a desperate tone a few minutes ago was another completely irrelevant person. For a moment, Gu Yuan couldn't help having the illusion that the person sitting in front of him was really Chi Yu?Is it really the Chi Yu he knew?Could it be that she in another parallel time and space happened to be in front of him because of some accidental dislocation?

"Sure enough...it's not the same,...me...and her..."

Chi Yu whispered something in a voice that only she could hear.

"what?"

"Because the goal has changed, it may feel a little different. People will change." Her eyes sparkled, "Gu Yuan has also become different from before, but you didn't notice it. La."

"is that so……"

The conversation with Lu Siyao on the bus that day suddenly appeared in Gu Yuan's mind.

"People change."

"People change, but you don't."

...Have I changed too?But just like what Chi Yu said, why didn't she notice it?

"Gu Yuan...do you still like me now?"

"Ok?"

Hearing such a strange question, Gu Yuan couldn't help but shake his head vigorously, after confirming that he had heard correctly.He looked at the girl in front of him, and found that she had taken off the shark pendant she had been wearing all the time. No, it was not just the pendant, but everything related to the grinning shark on her body disappeared. The short hair has become even shorter now, and it is only comparable to the ears. Although there is a little tiredness on the face, the whole person still looks full of vitality and warmth, unlike the cold feeling of two years ago.

"... When, of course."

Why...why did you hesitate, hmm?
Why, faced with this question that already has an answer, at the moment when I was about to answer it, my heart suddenly trembled like that?
What is going on here?

"whee."

Chi Yu smiled, but her smile didn't make Gu Yuan feel at ease, instead it felt empty. Gu Yuan felt that this meaningless smile was not the response he wanted, but he didn't know what he wanted. What is the response, so I had to sit there and watch her quietly.

"what happened?"

"nothing……"

Right now, I don't have the time or energy to think about other things.

In other words, there is no need to think about it at all.

It doesn't matter what he changes, as long as everyone is still together, isn't that enough?

Gu Yuan tried to convince himself until his trembling heart gradually settled down.

"I'll go first, go back to the dormitory, see you in the evening."

"Well, see you tonight."

Inadvertently, he moved his body, until a burst of coolness from the vest to the brain stimulated his nerves, and Gu Yuan realized that his shirt had already been soaked in sweat.

Why... Getting along with Chi Yu suddenly became so difficult?

Is something wrong... us?
"Hey idiot! It seems that you have a good chat, and the relationship is going well!"

Suddenly he was slapped on the back, as if waking up from a dream, Gu Yuan sat upright in a daze, Qi Yu and Liu Qingsi appeared in his sight, and his tablemate from the past two years looked disgusted. He was wiping his hands with a paper towel, and while wiping, he called:

"Wow, what are you, what are you? How sticky... vomit, so disgusting..."

"It's just sweat, what a fuss."

"Sweating? That's disgusting too! Hey, it's so cold today, what are you doing?"

"Nothing to do, just chat."

"You can sweat so much while chatting, are you SpongeBob SquarePants?"

"I'm going first, you eat slowly."

"Eh? Hey! Damn..."

Qi Yu angrily gestured a middle finger to Gu Yuan's leaving back. ,

"Barely moved, these..."

Qing Si glanced at the table next to her. Two sets of food were quietly placed there. Oil and water with some peppercorns oozed out from the diced meat. The two pairs of chopsticks were placed on top of each other, without any trace of oil.

"What's wrong with him?"

Some worry.

"Who knows, don't care about him, let's eat!"

(End of this chapter)