June is our farewell song

Chapter 221 Summer Vacation ([-])

All the emotions piled up and I couldn't find a suitable way to vent.

Two weeks have passed since the final exam.

In the end, Gu Yuan, who finally passed the 32nd place in the city's science department, had to grit his teeth and apologize to Yang Hao. After agreeing on a date to meet, the others went their separate ways. Everyone except Qing Si had to go to cram school. Yu was not spared.But the president only said that he was going on a trip and would come back after a while, so the date of meeting was tentatively set on August [-]st, a whole month later.

The time displayed on the phone screen was [-]:[-] midnight, and the battery bar had turned into a weak red color.Gu Yuan found Chi Yu's phone number from the phone book, but he still couldn't make up his mind to dial it.

——"If you want to go to class, you can't do it in these two days."

——"I have other arrangements. I'm going to the countryside."

It's only been two weeks, and there are already four or five different reasons. Gu Yuan believes that Chi Yu is really busy, but he is not willing to believe that she really doesn't have time for a day and a half.

When did it start? ?Gu Yuan thought.I am no longer full of enthusiasm, the moment I dial out the phone, I no longer feel anxious, and the joy when I hear the other party's voice also disappears.

Recalling the first six months of being together, the two of them were so emotional that they were almost overflowing, and it didn't hurt to talk on the phone for an hour or two every day until they fell asleep, but gradually, this kind of life slowly began to fade and retreat, becoming more and more The more exams, activities, and various daily chores piled up and emptied their attention bit by bit, the conversation time between the two gradually shortened, from one or two hours a day to half an hour, 10 minutes, and then only the weekend, and finally simply did not dial.The girl who had to listen to his voice to fall asleep can now live well without talking to him for a long time.

As of today, Chi Yu hasn't seen Gu Yuan for two whole weeks.Although there are still a lot of news coming every day, the frequency of communication is decreasing with the passage of time - Gu Yuan finds out with difficulty that he can't do anything.

Lying on the bed and unable to fall asleep, Gu Yuan's mind recalled Miss Zifeng's graduation ceremony more than half a month ago, which was unexpectedly dull.Jiang Zifeng, who has always been known for his writing, gave a speech as a student representative. Compared with Jiang Yun's speech last year, it seemed extremely mediocre.Gu Yuan doesn’t like this word. Mediocrity and Jiang Zifeng are like the north and south poles of a magnet. They should be irrelevant things, but the fact is that even with an idol filter, he still thinks that speech is so bad that it has nothing to do with it. memory point.

However, at the end of the speech, Miss Zifeng's star-like smile to them in the audience made Gu Yuan feel that there is another possibility, that is, she did not write this speech at all.

The answer to the mystery will not be revealed until the party on August [-]. Although social media is already quite developed, Gu Yuan does not want to confirm these things through the virtual network. It is like a kind of mental cleanliness. The information is seriously distorted and cannot be trusted.

Get up from the bed, go to the desk and turn on the computer, he remembered what Chen Ge said to him that day:

What I know is not necessarily the whole truth. After all, it is just a story from a perspective.

Since you want to figure it out, try to find out the story of her perspective, and I believe you will be able to do it.

her perspective...

Since I came out of the school history museum that day, I haven't cared about this matter for more than a month.

Later, Qingsi and Xiaoying mentioned that they had found a glove box suspected to be Ye Qiuling in the storage room of the literature club, but when they went to see it later, it was gone.But there are only two keys to the activity room, one is with Qingsi and the other is with Miss Zifeng. No one else should be able to get in, and the thief will not steal one without any valuables inside. The cardboard box, and the memory of the two people is vague, so everyone always thinks that they have misremembered.

The only suspicious point is a Chopin album CD that suddenly appeared, but Sister Zifeng said that she found it on the bookshelf.

Although Zhang Yun was found, there was no way to confirm the authenticity of what the guy said.Chen Ge kept saying that he wasn't lying, but who knew if the words themselves were lying?In the end, none of the words of these two people could be trusted, and everything seemed to be back to the original point.

What a headache...

Gu Yuan yawned, swiped open the phone screen lock, and saw Liu Qingsi sent a post:
"If something happens to any of us - forgive me for saying this - I think the other, the other will be sad for a while, you know, but soon the one who is alive will run out and fall in love again, it won't be long There would be another love. All this, all this love we're talking about, it's just a memory. It might not even be a memory."

Raymond Carver - What We Talk About When We Talk About Love

I'm still reading in the middle of the night... Didn't I say I went on a trip?
This guy... the last time he asked such a strange question, it must be because he read these weird books...

Facing the glowing computer screen and rubbing his temples, Gu Yuan, who did nothing, pressed the power off button.

total darkness.

Qingsi looked out the window.

Patients are more or less resistant to hospitals, not only patients, but also healthy people.Some people find it difficult to accept the smell of disinfectant—such as Qi Yu, some people have a long-standing fear of viruses and bacteria—such as Ziqiu, and some people simply don’t like large areas of pure white—such as Gu Yuan, All in all, I hate the hospital.Qingsi didn't like hospitals either, but there was no reason.

In fact, such things as reasons, if you think about it carefully, you can probably find a few, but considering that there is no need to work hard for something you don't like, so you simply shrugged your shoulders and took no reason as the best reason.

At first, Qingsi stayed in the hospital for a week, looking out of the window every day, not knowing what to do, her father asked the company for a long vacation to accompany her, but it only changed the situation from one person not knowing what to do to two people Not sure what to do.This situation is hard to explain clearly. If it is at home, two people can sit together in the room, thinking about reading a book, while the father is working. The two people can feel each other's existence without talking to each other, and therefore feel at ease.

But when such a scene is placed in the hospital, it becomes a scene where two people try to find some relaxing topics to chat because they are afraid that the other party will find it boring, but they can't say a word.So there was a stalemate like this, embarrassment and dullness solidified into a ball in the air like cooled agar.

a bit tired.

She closed her eyes.

I really want to rest.

I really want to stop thinking about anything, sleep sweetly on the bed, and wait for the dawn of the next day to come through my eyelids.

I really want to go back to the past, I really want to go back to that period, when everyone was together, it was almost a carefree and happy day.

Even if it's just for a few weeks...

It is also the only period in my life that makes me feel infinitely "free", full of colorful weeks.

I don't think about the day I will fail, I don't think about the day I will be taken away, I don't think about the day I will abandon my friends, or be abandoned by my friends...

I...don't want to leave...

"……what?"

"Are you ok?"

On the shoulder, there was the warm and firm touch of my father's big hand.

"I'm asleep?"

Qingsi opened her eyes, but she felt that she was sober... Moreover, she had thought about it so much, countless times.

"I'm sweating a little, do you want to lower the temperature of the air conditioner?"

"It's ok……"

Qing Si shook her head. In fact, although there were beads of sweat on her forehead, she didn't feel hot, but rather cold.

"Don't worry, take a good rest, you'll be fine."

Have a good rest... huh...

Gu Yuan lay on the bed staring at the phone in a daze.

He just sent a message to Lu Siyao, asking her what happened to the school transfer matter she mentioned before, and whether she has made a decision.But the guy who he noted as "Z" replied in seconds, "It's early in the morning, take a good rest." Such a message that seemed a bit out of mind.

"It's only past twelve o'clock." ——From ZZ
"It's already late after twelve o'clock." ——From Z
"Didn't you go to bed at one or two o'clock before?" ——From ZZ
"People will change, as I said last time." ——From Z
"I'm going to bed." - from Z
"If you have time to type so many, you can finish talking long ago." ——From ZZ
"So, it's decided?" - via ZZ
……

5 minutes later, still no reply.

Just when Gu Yuan was about to turn off the lights and go to sleep, the phone suddenly buzzed.

"It's decided." - from Z
"Huh? When was it decided." - from ZZ
"Just Now" - from Z
"Just now?" - via ZZ
"Then...?" - from ZZ
"What is your decision?" - from ZZ
……

……

……

"Won't tell you." - from Z
"I'm asleep, bye." - from Z
(End of this chapter)