June is our farewell song

Chapter 237 Reasons for Missing an Appointment

At the end of the day, Gu Yuan still bought the really ugly pineapple-headed doll, and Qi Yu bought a brooch that looked very chic, although after comparing them together, Gu Yuan immediately felt that his gift Some of them couldn't be given away, but the end result was that none of the gifts could be given out on the same day.

Because at the moon appreciation gathering the next day, Liu Qingsi became the one who didn't show up.

"What the hell is going on here????"

In the activity room of the Literature Club, Gu Yuan was sitting on the floor by the window. On the table in front of him was a pot of somewhat yellowed succulents and three gifts from him, Qi Yu and Feng Ziqiu. Qi Yu walked around the table. Go round and round with him.

"I don't know, I asked Chi Yu, but all she knew was that Qing Si asked for leave and went home in the afternoon, and she seemed to be in a hurry. She didn't bring anything, and the desk was not cleared. Maybe there was something at home. It's urgent."

"But...but she asked us out! Why did you let us go without even saying a word, and...it's her own birthday." Qi Yu pulled the chair opposite him and sat down with a plop , looking at the moon outside the window with one hand resting his chin in a daze, "It's strange... I obviously felt that she paid much attention to it before, how could it be..."

Although her tone was urgent, there was no look of anger or complaint on her face, but worry was written all over her face.

Qi Yu had a bad premonition in his heart, but he couldn't tell what it was.

"I don't answer the phone either, so it's probably something real." Gu Yuan glanced at the "No answer" that popped up on the phone, put it aside, and curled his lips, "What is the moon appreciation and 17th birthday party? It was just the two of us."

"Hey...Feng Ziqiu, I asked him to go out to find someone. It's been almost 10 minutes and he still hasn't come back. I really don't know where he went."

Qi Yu reached out and fiddled with the three gifts on the table - Gu Yuan's doll, Feng Ziqiu's snow globe, and her own brooch. When she was caressing the doll, she accidentally bumped it a bit, and gave a soft "ah". Arranged them one by one again, and then let out a long sigh.

"Maybe he ran away." Gu Yuan bit his lower lip lightly. He didn't know why, and his heart was in a panic. Not only because of this birthday party that suddenly couldn't be held at all, but also because something else.

"If one day I'm gone, can you take everyone...to go down together?"

"All I think about is just wanting to continue being with everyone. I really, that's all I can think of."

Gu Yuan sat on the floor of the activity room of the Literature Club, unscrewed a bottle of mineral water, lifted it up and took a big gulp, then let out a long belch, protruding the stale air in his lungs.

Qingsi...what on earth is she trying to say?
What was she thinking from May to now?
"Qi Yu..."

"……Um?"

"Do you think that Qingsi seems to be acting weird recently?"

"Is there? Well... it seems a little... I don't know..." Qi Yu tilted his head and thought for a while, nodded and shook his head, then sighed on the table, "Actually, I also have I haven't had a good chat with her in a while."

"How come... Aren't you best friends?"

"Best...friend...maybe..."

"how……"

"Because since May, almost everyone has been busy looking for their own way out, you too, me too, and everyone else too. We have been busy with competitions, and Xiaoying and the others are making up lessons. Although I went to travel on August [-]st, Paradise, but after that, I never found time to meet up again, and I didn’t even go to the beach that we had agreed on earlier.” Qi Yu lay on the table, tilted his head and looked at the shadow of the bookshelf next to him, “And…”

"And what?"

"I feel like she's hiding something from me...Friends should trust each other, but I also..."

"You too?" Gu Yuan was slightly taken aback, "What's wrong with you?"

"I……"

Qi Yu sat up, but after only saying one word, he got down again, buried his face in the wall built by his arms, he didn't look like her at all.

"I..." A very weak and soft voice came out from the gap in the arms like a mosquito screaming, "I may...retire from the company..."

Quit? !

"Huh? What did you just say?"

After hearing the unexpected words, Gu Yuan quickly turned around.

The last time someone wanted to quit the club was two years ago. Chen Ying was depressed because of the dual pressures of her studies and family, so she submitted an application for quitting the club to Zifeng, who was the president of the literature club at the time, and finally chose with the joint efforts of everyone. In order to stay, and spent two years full and happy time.To be honest, from that time on, Gu Yuan thought that no one would leave this literary club, but unexpectedly, someone wanted to leave now.

Moreover, the first person who proposed to leave was Qi Yu.

Entering the last year of high school life, the pressure from all aspects has suddenly increased, and their study life has suddenly become busy.Moreover, the college entrance examination is not like the usual exams, where you can concentrate on assault and sharpen your guns. Only by spending a lot of time and energy can you guarantee the final result.

He also thought that there might be people who could not bear the pressure and came here less and less, and even said they wanted to quit the company. He thought that that person might be Chen Ying, Jiang Lu, or Feng Ziqiu, and he even put himself in that Possible positions were considered, but there were only two whom he never considered.

One is Liu Qingsi, because she is the president.

The other one is Qi Yu.

After entering autumn, the wooden floor in the living room was hard and cold. Gu Yuan stood up with his hands supporting the floor, a hard coldness spread from his fingertips all the way to his heart, and he heard Qi Yu's call suddenly. When he spoke unexpectedly, he asked back without thinking: "Huh? What did you just say?"

"It's nothing, I haven't figured it out yet..."

"You want to quit the company? But, why?"

"I want to create a band." Qi Yu said, "This is my long-standing... idea, but I didn't have the conditions before, and I couldn't find like-minded people. This year, two music students came to the new high school. They also have this idea. ...I've already asked..."

"But we are already in the third year of high school...?" Gu Yuan continued in astonishment.

"It's because we are already in the third year of high school! Although we still have some time compared to others, it is absolutely impossible to take care of both sides. In the last period of time... I want to do what I have always done Is there anything wrong with what you want to do! Don’t you have dreams that have been buried for many years? Everyone has them!”

"A dream buried for many years..."

The topic changed from quitting the company to dreams, Gu Yuan's head is still a little confused, isn't it?Does everyone have dreams that have been buried for years?So what is his own dream?

There is no sense of reality at all, Gu Yuan has a very weird feeling, as if his own soul is floating up, looking down at the whole room from top to bottom, the moonlight pours down like mercury, the white window screen flutters slightly in the cool evening wind, The shadows of the surrounding bookshelves were like ferocious mountains, surrounding him and Qi Yu who were sitting in the center of the room from all directions.

Similar to the realm of emptiness.

"Have it……"

Gu Yuan murmured softly, he didn't know if he was considered "everyone" in Qi Yu's mouth, as a person who just started thinking about the future not long ago, he didn't seem to have any dreams in his heart.If I had to say it, the "becoming a writer" that I said to Miss Zifeng in the recruitment interview of the Literature Club two years ago might be counted, but that kind of dream is compared with Qi Yu's dream of "I want to form a band". , It's too illusory, and I don't know where to start.

He remembered something from long ago.

During that interview, sister Zifeng said this after he joined:

"Everyone with a dream is welcome here, even the foolhardy."

"I have no idea……"

Suddenly, Qi Yu's faint voice came from beside his ear.

"I don't know, I want to make myself believe that everyone has something they want to do desperately, so that maybe it will reduce some guilt... But, but... I don't know what to say to her, think Si is my best friend, and the Literature Club is her entire spiritual sustenance...but I..."

Qi Yu lay on the table and whispered, Gu Yuan saw that there seemed to be tears in the corner of her eyes.

She was also very tangled and struggling.

How Qi Yu chooses is her own business. As a deskmate and friend, Gu Yuan feels that he has no other choice but to support her.

But at this moment, he couldn't help but care about the girl who was supposed to be the protagonist of tonight's event.

Liu Qingsi, where did she go?

The girl who has been here for a long time, the girl who said "All I want is to continue to be with you. I really, only think about this much." Why is she here, she proposed, Didn't show up at the moon appreciation party that coincides with your own birthday?

If in her heart, the Literature Society is as important as everyone here and life, then what is the reason that made her miss the appointment?
The answer is already obvious.

(End of this chapter)