June is our farewell song

Chapter 239 Absolutely Beautiful
Qingsi went back to school the next morning.

She said yesterday that she had to go back because of an urgent matter at home. She thought she was sorry for missing the appointment suddenly, so she hurried back early in the morning and was stunned for a while when she saw the birthday presents from several people. Instantly but immediately burst out laughing.That sunny smile made everyone feel fluffy.

Gu Yuan didn't know what Qi Yu told Qing Si in the end, he only knew that the two of them stayed in the activity room until sunset, and finally walked up the boulevard holding hands and smiling.

At least it looks more peaceful and happy than imagined.

The next mock exam is scheduled for October 22.

In the middle of October, the footsteps of "Black Senior Three" can already be heard, and the darkness is getting earlier and earlier, which is really frightening.

According to the practice of previous years, it should be the unified examination of the two cities. The examination method and schedule are the same as the college entrance examination. According to the results, the school can grasp the general situation of the college entrance examination. Almost every year is the beginning of the official confrontation between Nanhua Middle School and Dongyang Middle School.The teachers of each subject were repeatedly asking questions, and the practice papers after class began to pile up into hills.However, there are two things that have been lingering in Gu Yuan's mind like dark clouds, making him unable to settle down.One is the singing that can be heard from time to time but the source can never be found, and the other is the truth of the Ye Qiuling incident.

During the lunch break, there was still half an hour before the class started. Gu Yuan, who couldn’t sleep, took out a math test paper from his desk and started to do it. During the self-study class in the morning, he had almost done it, and only the last big problem of number sequence transformation was left .When Gu Yuan bit his fountain pen and struggled with the complex algebraic expressions one by one, he vaguely sensed a change in the surrounding atmosphere, looked away, and noticed the big watery eyes that appeared in his field of vision.

Studying when almost everyone was resting was indeed a sense of disobedience, so Gu Yuan put away the papers.

"What's wrong?" He asked Qi Yu.

"Hush." ​​Qi Yu first pointed to the surroundings, and then made a silent gesture, signaling him not to speak here.

"Where are you going?" Gu Yuan asked with his mouth.

"Go to the rooftop."

So the two came to the rooftop.

"You can't sleep either?"

Ever since he confessed to Qing Si the day before yesterday that he was about to quit the club, Qi Yu talked a lot less.Standing on the empty rooftop with the cold autumn wind blowing, there was a pause when the eyes met when the door was closed and turned around. Now that he was alone on the rooftop, Gu Yuan felt that he should be the first to say something.

"Ah."

Qi Yu still spoke very little, so little that Gu Yuan couldn't continue the conversation.

Fortunately, after a pause, the boy heard Qi Yu's voice:
"I feel guilty."

"Why? Because you told Qing Si about quitting the club?" Gu Yuan asked as he walked to the bench and sat down, "Isn't she not angry with you? It seems that she understands you and supports you." choose."

"Um……"

"Then there's nothing to feel guilty about. Originally, we didn't have to worry about club activities until the third year of high school." Gu Yuan nodded, and suddenly remembered something, "Could it be that she disagrees?"

"No."

"Eh? Then why..."

"It's because she didn't disagree at all that I feel guilty."

If Qing Si said the same thing, it would become more reasonable.But when Qi Yu said it, coupled with that light tone and gaze, it didn't sound like the words that a carefree man would say.So it was hard to say that there was sympathy or other emotions, Gu Yuan was momentarily at a loss for words and couldn't help sniffing.

"As if she didn't care at all, she said, 'Just do what you want to do, and I will always support you.' I was worried to death before, lest she do something stupid, but now she doesn't do anything stupid. I didn’t do it, but I felt it was wrong to leave.” Qi Yu dragged his chin and looked at the green hills outside the school, a wild duck quacked and flitted in mid-air, “It’s so generous that it makes people feel distressed, it feels like I’m Even if you have 1 reasons to hurt an extremely gentle person, it’s still hard to convince yourself.”

"Don't think so much, aren't you best friends?"

"That's what it says, but... shouldn't she be angry?"

"Huh? Why didn't I quite understand, do you want her to be angry or not?"

"Of course I don't want her to be angry, but she's not angry at all, it's just...it's weird!"

Qi Yu's face was a little red, and she could see that she was very excited, but Gu Yuan didn't understand why she was excited. In his opinion, this kind of thing that might cause conflict did not cause conflict in the end. Isn't everyone happy?Why does Qi Yu feel a little dissatisfied?
"strangeness?"

"Because she's the best friend, but she acts as if she doesn't care at all... Although I don't want her to be angry, at least I have to react a bit, to keep her or something..."

Gu Yuan was dumbfounded. It turned out that although Qi Yu usually looked carefree, he was quite fussy in some aspects.

"What the hell did you guys say that day? I think you've been in the activity room for a long time."

"Actually, I didn't say anything."

Back to the evening two days ago, Qi Yu was standing in the shadow of the bookshelf, carefully peeking through the gaps in the books at Liu Qingsi, who was leaning on the window sill as if asleep, the girl and the kitten Joey in his sight kept their eyes on each other. Almost in the same posture, put their hands together under their chests, squint their eyes slightly and look at the playground not far away, letting the cool autumn wind gently brush their eyelashes and hair (beards), bathed in the orange-red In the sunset light.

"Sisi..."

"Ok?"

After hesitating for a long time, he still opened his mouth, but when the girl looked over and a slight smile appeared on that beautiful face, Qi Yu felt as if his throat was blocked by something, and he opened his mouth empty-handed. , but couldn't say a word.

Qing Si felt choked because she didn't care about others at all. Of course, from her angle, she couldn't see the expression on Qi Yu's face at all, so she kept her calm tone. In the direction where Yu was, there was no expression on her face, only a slight smile, and her blurred eyes looked a little ambiguous in the orange-red sunset. Even when facing girls, her appearance was lethal enough.

Qi Yu is not the kind of person who will be influenced by appearance, and even if he is infatuated with Qing Si, he will not be now.If it was someone else, with the savagery in her bones, Qi Yu might have venomously spoken a few words and immediately melted away the atmosphere, but facing Liu Qingsi, she could only tell the truth honestly, always feeling that she was being watched by her. You can't play tricks when you are young, or you will be punished by God, and God can't tolerate that.

There was movement outside, as if someone was passing by. Maybe today is not the right time, and the topic is almost here. Let's find a chance to talk about it later.When Qingsi's gaze slowly moved away, Qi Yu even let out a sigh of relief, but the girl turned her gaze back in surprise: "Xiao Yu...do you have something you want to tell me? Actually, I already know, Teacher Chen Ge showed me...the application you wrote."

"Hmm...huh????"

It wasn't until Qingsi's voice ended for about ten seconds that Qi Yu could barely react.

——The words that could not be uttered after holding back for a long time, unexpectedly came out of the other party's mouth so easily.

"Actually, he didn't want to show it to me, because he said that you haven't thought it over yet, and you haven't made a final decision... But when I went to the language office to get the materials at noon, he was just called out by the principal, and his computer It happened to be your application for quitting the club, so I..." Qing Si lowered her head and said softly, "Actually, you don't have to worry about me. From the standpoint of the president of the literary club, you, me, and we have all It's the third year of high school, and it's time to fade away; but from the standpoint of a friend, I hope you can do what you want to do, and chase... more possibilities."

Until Qingsi finished all the words in one breath, and smiled and looked at him tenderly with eyes like water, Qi Yu didn't react.

—Wait, what does she mean?
Obviously, he had thought clearly before, including how to deal with Sisi who was emotionally agitated or even collapsed after he "resolutely" said that he wanted to leave, or how to say soft words to apologize and comfort, etc., but now the situation is Completely reversed, all the words prepared in advance will no longer be used.Qi Yu's brain was still in a shutdown state, and his eyes moved back and forth between the floor and Liu Qingsi. He saw the kitten Joey "meow", jumped onto the table from the window sill and got down on the table, so he walked straight over and grabbed the table. Hugged the cat.

Qing Si also came over and hugged Qi Yu's shoulder from behind.

There were only the two of them in the activity room and a motionless cat lying on the table with blinking eyes. It was so quiet that the two of them could hear each other's heartbeat clearly.

A strong, fast one that reveals a little nervousness, surprise, uneasiness and bewilderment.

A soft, uniform, revealing infinite tolerance, tenderness and warmth.

The warm breath approached from the back of the neck, Qi Yu took a light "ah" breath, and when he turned around, he saw a close-up face.In the activity room of the literature club, which was soaked in orange-red sunlight like a fairy tale world, the girl's voice was low, but it was heard clearly in Qi Yu's ears.

"Do what you want to do~ I will always support you." With a beautiful and gentle face that should only appear in comics.

If he could go back in time, Qi Yu would like to go back to the past, so as to wake up his heart that had been beating uncomfortably and restlessly before.What kind of person is Qingsi, how can she say nonsense like "you can't leave, I'll show you if you leave" and so on, worrying too much, it's completely unfounded.

Then he was led away in a daze and could not refuse. When Qi Yu stumbled out with his schoolbag in his hand, his eyes were filled with the brilliant afterglow of the setting sun.

So beautiful.

This was the only thought left in Qi Yu's mind at that time, and the rest of the emotions - uneasiness, guilt, and doubts were all washed away and drowned by Qingsi's warm heart flow, and she was dragged along the boulevard towards the sunset While running, Qi Yu felt as if he saw a person as bright as the sun in front of him.

Absolutely beautiful.

(End of this chapter)