June is our farewell song

Chapter 248 Pure Black Art Festival ([-])

Different from the past two years, even though the festive atmosphere on the campus had already been heated up more than half a month ago, when that day actually came, Gu Yuan didn't have any real feeling.

Going north from the main entrance of the school, you pass two rows of camphor trees that are still verdant in winter, pass through the teaching building, walk through the koi pond and stele corridor, step onto the boulevard, and finally come to the wishing tree, standing On the straight line formed by the towering tree and the ancient bell tower, he raised his head and looked at the gray-white sky. The rising sun made the sky slightly red, a sign that it was going to snow.

It snowed the year before last, it rained last year, and it looks like it will snow again this year. This day is really cold in every sense.

The tree was full of prayer talismans, and Gu Yuan couldn't help feeling a little emotional when looking at the red strings all over the tree. When there were too many of them, which might affect the health of the tree, these prayer talismans would be cleaned up. I don't know if all the wish charms here will be gone after two or three years. Maybe their wishes have not been fulfilled, but this will not affect the cleaning process.A good wish is always just a wish, unable to resist the torrent of reality.

A gust of cold wind blew by, and a bunch of leaves fell with a clatter, and some prayer talismans floated down with them. One of them fell at Gu Yuan's feet. He bent down to pick it up and looked at it. The first choice was attracted by the signature at the end. - "Feng Ziqiu".

"There are a lot of greedy people out there now, and some people lie all the time for a lot of things."

"Everything feels fake."

"Personally, I just want to be able to get close to everyone and be a good friend with integrity and kindness. I don't expect more."

"Maintain a sincere and faithful relationship with everyone."

"There are farces for no reason everywhere here. Teacher Chen Ge said that if there is no farce, then life can start from any moment for no reason. I don't quite understand what he means."

"However, I'm glad we didn't have this drama because I'm happy to have a peaceful and happy relationship with everyone. Especially at this age, it's really hard to maintain a friendly group atmosphere."

"I don't know how long it can last like this, but I hope this kind of relationship with everyone can last forever."

"Master Shu, this is my humble wish, please."

Is this Ziqiu's prayer charm?When did he hang it up?
Everyone he mentioned should be everyone in the literature club, but what does that mean?
"Everything feels fake."

What is it...

Why is there a sense of sadness and humbleness in his words?
Closed eyes fell into deep thought under the tree, the world behind Gu Yuan gradually became lively.

Something cold and clammy settled on the hair.

Is it snowing?

"It's snowing."

"It seems that something falls from the sky on this day every year. If it doesn't rain or snow suddenly in that year, I will feel unaccustomed to it."

Chen Ge and Si Junmo stood side by side in front of Ye Qiuling's tomb. This was the first time the two saw each other in a month. It wasn't that Chen Ge hadn't looked for him, but that Superlucky had also closed down for nearly half a month.What did Si Junmo do these days, Chen Ge really wanted to know.

"I heard from Shiyu that you went to Yabei."

"Hmm." Si Junmo took off the dark blue scarf that partially covered the corners of his mouth. Wearing an orange sweater, he looked very conspicuous in the gray sky, at least brighter than Chen Ge who was wearing a brown trench coat beside him. many.The Yabei mentioned by Chen Ge is Ye Qiuling's hometown, and it is also the place where she lived before coming here after the high school entrance examination. When they were in the literature club ten years ago, they often heard Qiuling mention it and talk about her childhood.

"It's been so many days?"

"No, actually, I only stayed for five days, and I came back last Thursday night, oh no, it should be Friday morning."

"Eh? But Superlucky hasn't opened for business until today. I went to you and thought it was..."

"I have a cold, but I got better yesterday." Si Junmo said, "I rode against the wind for more than ten hours before I came back."

"Come back by bike? Why don't you drive?"

"That's the ritual."

"Ritual? What the hell are you doing? You're still playing tricks on me." Chen Ge rubbed his shoulder, "Then let me ask you, is it beautiful there?"

"Beautiful, it can be said that it is the most beautiful town I have ever seen. I met many people along the way and made a few friends, but well, I have no contact now. We all know that the friends I met during the trip , the deadline is only before the return ticket." Si Junmo smiled, Chen Ge couldn't see whether he meant good or bad by saying that.

"But you didn't take the car, you bastard." Chen Ge corrected him, "So, is everything sorted out?"

"Although there have been many episodes, I have taken a new step." Si Junmo turned his head to look at his old friend, and took out a small package from behind. Chen Ge reached out to get it , but he slightly retracted the hand holding the package.

"Have you really thought it through?"

"It seems that I insist on doing this," Chen Ge rolled his eyes at him, "We tossed that coin together, and the result was tails or tails. That was God's decision for us."

"Then how do you deal with this [judgment]?"

"..." Chen Ge looked at him and remained silent.

Si Junmo went on to say: "When I was sick in bed a few days ago, I read a science fiction novel. The setting in it is very interesting. It means that outside our universe, there are countless other universes of the same kind, including With the collection of all our possibilities, what we have not completed will be completed in a certain universe, and wrong choices will be corrected, and the protagonist can travel between these parallel universes to help others make up for their regrets. Nice, right? But it turns out that almost everyone is unhappy with the future after the past has been changed."

"Because they found that the future is not what they imagined, because of a change in a certain point in the past, it became what they imagined. Instead, it is full of disappointment and regret just like before."

Chen Ge turned around and looked at Qiu Ling's tombstone, waiting for him to continue.

"Many people will be entangled, entangled in their past choices, 'I regret it, if I did what I did at the beginning, what will happen now', such sentence patterns can be seen almost everywhere. But people are not programs or machines, and people cannot always Make the so-called 'right' choice, because for us, many things are not right or wrong. Countless choices in life determine where we will go, there is no need to measure whether we made the wrong choice after the fact, assuming There is no point in regret or regret, because it is those split-second decisions that really define who we are."

Si Junmo patted Chen Ge's shoulder with his other hand.

"No matter what happens, it can't be changed. Besides, even if you go back to the past and change something, no one can say whether the future will be better. It may be able to make up for the current regret, and it may be able to correct the current situation. It seems to be a 'wrong' choice now, but who can guarantee that you will not regret it more in the future?"

"What do you think I'm going to do?" Chen Ge raised his eyebrows and stared, "I seem to be a magician who has the ability to travel through time and space to change the past and reverse the future. I just want to see what she said in the end. That's all."

"I heard that your school has an extra transfer student."

"What do you mean?" Chen Ge immediately became alert.

"The name, age, birthday are all the same, and even the looks are almost the same. Is there really such a coincidence in this world?"

Chen Ge reached out to grab the bag, but Si Junmo grabbed Chen Ge's extended right hand.

"No matter what you did, I don't need you to explain it. I just hope you can think clearly and understand that some things happen as they happen. Even if you do it again, it won't change."

"I didn't...it's not like that..." Chen Ge frowned.

"Have you ever thought about what kind of impact it will have if such a tragedy happens again?" Si Junmo stared into Chen Ge's eyes, with a strong appearance on the surface, but Chen Ge could hear a faint trembling in his voice Crying, his heart tightened inexplicably, and he, who always greeted people with a smile on his face, was at a loss at this moment.

"You, me, Shi Yu, and Teacher Guan, if we just watch something like that happen again..."

Si Junmo's strength was terrifying, and Chen Ge, who was restrained by him, couldn't break free.

"Chen Ge, look into my eyes, tell me, this time, have you really thought it through?"

Seeing his boy say such a sentence, Qi Qiran's sad tone is not Si Junmo who always acts leisurely.Chen Ge's expression was stiff. Even though he was once the best debater in the debate field, his mind was blank and he lost his words at this moment.

The thing that has been working hard, thinking about it day and night, never stopping, never giving up... never doubting whether it is right, never wondering if there will be any other consequences.Chen Ge was stunned in place, and when he came back to his senses, Si Junmo had left and disappeared, only the small package was placed in front of Qiuling's tomb, tightly pasted to her photo.

He ran far away from the cemetery in one breath, and at the corner where no one was around, Si Junmo stopped slowly. He tore off the scarf around his neck, put his hands on his knees, panted heavily, and the hot White mist rose around him, and flew towards the sky bit by bit.

The cold wind seemed to have rubbed something into it. When it blew through his hair and ears, he didn't feel cold. Instead, it was like a spring breeze, which made people feel very comfortable and relaxed, as if there were hands gently brushing his cheeks. Same.

"Thank you."

It was as if he heard such a voice vaguely.

He stood up straight, and subconsciously looked around a few times, but he couldn't see anyone, feeling lost.

(End of this chapter)