June is our farewell song

Chapter 249 Pure Black Art Festival ([-])

When Gu Yuan arrived in the auditorium, there was still an hour before the performance started, and everyone was in a state of disorganization, but as soon as he walked backstage, he felt the tense atmosphere.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

The cold November wind couldn't stop Qi Yu from sweating continuously. The girl sat on the chair in the dressing room with her guitar in her arms, her two eyebrows drooping, like a wall clock at [-]:[-].

Qi Yu, who seldom dresses up, specially put on a makeup that doesn't look like her today. It's a bit of Avril Lavigne's style but not quite. She has deep eyeliner and wears a black narrow skirt, which is said to be very warm stockings , and a pair of heavy boots.When Gu Yuan looked at her from the side, he felt an indescribably weird feeling, but it wasn't unattractive, it was just different from usual.

She sat alone in the middle of the dressing room with a guitar in her arms, her eyes were tense, she kept looking around, and she kept thinking, and from time to time someone would come and say something to her, so she just laughed, very social She smiled, and when others said something, she nodded approvingly, very polite, but looked a little absent-minded and fake.

Gu Yuan called her, she seemed to hear it but didn't seem to hear it, her eyes drifted to this side, she smiled politely, and then quickly turned her head to look in another direction.

People without programs can't enter the dressing room, so he can only stand at the door and watch from a distance.

Standing for a few minutes, no one else paid attention to him. It was still a long time before the performance started, and it was meaningless to stay any longer. Gu Yuan didn't want to go back to work, so he leaned against the small door at the back of the auditorium, staring blankly at the vast lawn , the only thing in sight is the observatory tens of meters away, the door is chained, and it looks like no one has been there for a while.

Is the Astronomical Club no longer active?
Although many people came to the club meeting in the past few days, it felt like the clubs in the school were dying.

Gu Yuan didn't know what he was thinking about.

When a person is alone, he always thinks about messy things. Gu Yuan stood there looking up at the sky as if there was no one else around. His literary and artistic emotions were overflowing and his heart was surging. Suddenly, a familiar voice came from his ear.

"Why are you here alone?",

He turned around, it was Liu Qingsi.To be honest, she looked a little different from before, her face was a little pale, and she was wearing a thick down jacket—although the November wind was a bit cool, but Gu Yuan only wore a shirt, even so, she didn't feel How cold is it? In contrast, girls seem to be wearing too much.

"I had nowhere to go, and I didn't want to sit in the auditorium, so I ran out to get some air."

She nodded: "Xiaoyu is going to perform today, right?"

"Yeah, the band's first gig."

"She's so amazing, she can really do what she wants to do, but I can't."

"She's pretty amazing. After all, high school students form a band—many people don't even dare to think about it, but you're not bad either."

She looked into the distance, thought for a while, and said seriously: "No, it's still different."

Gu Yuan smiled, but the corners of his mouth were a little sour.

Girls like Liu Qingsi have always been labeled as smart, arrogant, and vicious in their impressions. Some people didn't hesitate to label her a "local tyrant" when they learned of the BJ in her family.The innate superiority leaves ordinary people far behind. You don't have to make false claims to anyone, and you don't need to look at anyone's face. You always talk with your face up, and your eyes are full of sunshine.

Although some of those labels did not fit well with the literary director I knew well, but even if all external factors were excluded, the face and outstanding figure alone were enough to shine.

Gu Yuan, who is at a loss for the future and the present, is definitely the existence of two worlds.

Like the roles set long ago, walking on two parallel lines that are far apart, the tall figure of the girl can only be looked up to forever.Alienation and parting seem to be a matter of course, and when Gu Yuan thought that she came to school less and less, this feeling in his heart inevitably became stronger and stronger.

Because it is very clear about this point, when other people hold their beating peach hearts and discharge them to her, Gu Yuan understands very well that they are not from the same world, they are not in the same world, they are not compatible.Lu Chen is like this, Wang Yanyi is like this.

The same is true for himself.

Qing Si leaned on the other side of the glass door, staring at the lawn behind the observatory in a daze with him, the surroundings were quiet and deserted, and the auditorium behind us was bustling with all kinds of students and volunteers walking around behind us Go, as for what was said and what was done, I didn't hear clearly at all.

The wind in the morning was refreshing and gentle, lifting the thin bangs on her forehead, Gu Yuan turned his head: "Qing Si, what have you been up to lately?"

"I'm not busy with anything, just some things at home."

"I heard from Qi Yu that someone in your family is in poor health?"

"Well... someone is sick and often hospitalized, because they are very close people, so they need to visit often."

"Hospitalized? Is it a serious illness?"

"Well, it's a terminal illness." She frowned slightly, "I don't have much time left."

"My condolences." Gu Yuan hesitated for a moment, but chose to continue, "People who are very close to each other are seriously ill, so they should be very sad..."

She narrowed her eyes with a delicate expression: "Gu Yuan, have you experienced the death of a loved one?"

"No." Gu Yuan shook his head.

"What kind of experience do you think death will be, and are you afraid?"

"Afraid?" Gu Yuan was a little surprised, "I haven't thought about this question, have you?"

She made a grimace: "Think about it, I've been thinking about it recently, but I haven't come up with any results, so I want to hear your answer"

"I think it should be very sad." Gu Yuan looked away and landed on the sky, "Since you are a person with a good relationship, or a relative, if you leave this world, you will feel like something is missing in your heart." The same thing. Although I said here two years ago, 'A person on the ground is a star in the sky, and after death, he will become a star in the sky', but after all, we will never see each other again. Be sad."

Her smile suddenly stopped and disappeared quietly.

Gu Yuan was flustered for a moment and could only stare at her blankly.

Her face was against the light, and she could only see the morning sun coating her outline with a layer of soft light. Gu Yuan didn't know why he suddenly didn't dare to speak, and the preparations for the performance in the auditorium behind him seemed to have come to an end. very quiet.

So it just returned to the original state of being side by side in a daze, Gu Yuan raised his head and looked at the clouds and clouds in the sky, feeling comfortable being blown by the wind, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

Until I heard her laughing and saying: "It would be great if I could really become a star after death."

It was as if our conversation just now had never been inexplicably interrupted.

"Will do."

"Huh?" Qing Si, who was still thinking about the beautiful fairy tale of people turning into stars after death, was pulled back to God by Gu Yuan's affirmative answer: "How can a person become a star? You run the train with your mouth full."

"The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth and bones, the iron in our blood, and the carbon in our muscles were all composed of thousands of stars scattered during the Big Bang, so we Everyone is a star." Gu Yuan looked at her and said, "When a person dies, he turns into dust and returns to the sky, so there is nothing wrong with turning into a star again, right?"

"Is that so..." Qing Si's eyes blurred for a moment, then she lightly kicked his calf with her toe, and said with a smile, "However, becoming a star is not always a good thing."

"what happened?"

"Because it will be far away." She pointed to the sky and then to her chest. "From there to here, there are hundreds of thousands of kilometers."

"In fact, it will be farther." Gu Yuan looked at her and said, "The average distance from the moon to the earth is 38 kilometers, and when Venus is closest to the earth, the distance is about 100 million kilometers. Stars are measured in light-years away from us, and even the fastest light in the universe will take a long time to cross the distant sea of ​​stars before reaching here.”

"so far……"

"So, the stars we see are actually what they looked like hundreds, thousands, or even tens of thousands of years ago."

"Sure enough, it's better not to become a star. Because that would be too far away."

"Eh?"

Gu Yuan was about to ask her what she meant, but she pulled him by the shoulder and pushed him back to the hall of the auditorium.

"The performance is about to start, go back quickly, don't miss it."

(End of this chapter)